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i really always felt blogs who reblog this are the kind who message you out of the blue begging for submissions…

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Nathan 🖕🏽

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How do you move on?

You don't. You just live with it everyday and time shall pass, memories turns vague and it would feel like everything was just a dream.

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We made a promise and you failed. We made a promise and you failed. We made a promise and you failed. We made a promise and you failed. We made a promise and you failed. We made a promise and you failed

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Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why .

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I thought of texting you “good morning, I can’t sleep” and then I remembered that you are on a journey which I am not a part of and that’s okay but good morning I can’t sleep

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Someone once told me that human beings have three dimensions: how you see yourself, how others see you, and how you want others to see you. The closer the distance between the three dimensions, the more at peace you are and the more stable you become.

Marwa Rakha, The Poison Tree

waiting for the day to come

(via serious)

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Nath

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my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate

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One day you're going to meet someone and it will change your life

One day you’re going to meet someone who makes you look forward to waking up because they’re right next to you. This person is going to be different than the rest. It’ll be this connection neither of you can deny is there. This person will look at you and really see you. And what they see isn’t the false version of yourself you sell to the world. They’ll see you for who you really are, flaws and all. And they’ll accept all there is to you. That’s unbrushed hair and unbrushed teeth before you wake up. They’ll see a face without makeup and think you’re even more beautiful. They’ll watch you put it on and wonder why. They’ll learn who you really are behind closed doors. They’ll watch you and the way you live your life, knowing one thing, they want to be a part of it. They’ll see you break down after a tough day and want to be the arms that hold you. They’ll begin to learn you inside and out, in a way you don’t even know yourself yet. And together you’ll learn from each other. You’ll make each other better. One day you’ll meet someone who sees a future in your eyes and makes you forget about the past. You’ll share in late night conversations as two am welcomes you with company when before it might have haunted you with loneliness. You’ll learn not everyone leaves when they get that close. They’ll break through your walls and you’ll be left so vulnerable but for the first time, it won’t scare you like it used to. You’ll share in your insecurities as they look at you wondering why. This person will know you aren’t perfect. They’ll watch you make mistakes, they’ll forgive you for them but they will still love you for all of it. Because what you have in common is knowing, you’re the best thing that has ever happened to one another. You’ll share your dreams and where there might have been self-doubt, you’ll find someone a little more confident in you and someone who believes in you. You’ll learn about each other’s past and mistakes and through their acceptance of it, you learn to forgive yourself. One day you’ll look at someone and you’ll wonder how you lived without them before because it’s like you met and you feel whole for the first time. You meet someone and suddenly their problems become yours and you’ll do anything to find a solution. You’ll meet someone whose happiness is yours because they are to blame for the smile on your face. You’re going to meet someone and that’s going to be it. People might not understand until they experience something similar themselves. But you know with certainty and confidence that you’ve figured it out. You’ll look at this person like you’ve been waiting your entire life to meet them.

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Love the blog, love the Floyd references, amazing bod, just overall you're a real rad person from what I can tell lmao 👽😌😂🖖🏽

Ahhh thanks so much dude! Glad you dig my blog:)) ✌🏼⚡️✨

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One day I'll be that hot 😂

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curls and flowers / follow in your spirit and let your heart lead the way