floatinghijabi
a muslim girl's diary
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welcome! 🤗 slightly horse-obsessed, slightly vain barbie stan. practicing poet. just me ranting about life
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floatinghijabi · 3 months ago
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why did e walk all the way over to another exit when there was an exit right behind me? was it just to walk past me?
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floatinghijabi · 6 months ago
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i write
i write to feel
i write to take
i write to write my thoughts away
i write to see
i write to touch
i write to care more than i thought
i write to release
i write to wonder
i write to keep my thoughts asunder
i write to be
i write as i was
i write to finish this stanza
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floatinghijabi · 6 months ago
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eric
i know it's wrong
but i still cling to your memory
and your grey hairs and inquisitive stare
your olive eyes framed by palm leaf lines
and that rare smile you flash
if you dare to do so
i know it's wrong but
your callous exterior yet vibrant being,
all wrapped into a crisp suit and tie,
still tugs at my heart, becking me to unravel your mystery
as you're weighed down by your satchel filled with lies.
i know it's wrong to see you in that light
as you go from class to class in your shiny new shoes
so perfect like the fall of your strands of styled hair
and ironed linens
i know it's wrong to think we were more than our dynamic
set up by an institution so known for its corruption
saving its face with deception, and title, and rank.
i know it's wrong to believe in a future together
but i still cling to it as if it has already passed.
i cannot help but think i have imagined the beginning again
and your inquisitive stare was merely a searing gaze,
as you overflow, enraged,
remembering a past regret.
and so,
history repeats
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floatinghijabi · 10 months ago
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In the gentle cradle of his embrace, I traced the contours of his face, each curve a testament to the love that swelled within me. But as my fingers danced upon his skin, a silent ache whispered through the chambers of my heart, for I knew that our love was destined to be a fleeting dream, a wistful melody that would never find its way.
As I gazed into his eyes, I saw the reflection of my own longing, mirrored in the depths of his gaze. And though I yearned for him with every fiber of my being, I knew that our paths were destined to diverge, leading us to separate shores, forever out of reach.
Yet, amidst the pain, there bloomed a bittersweet tenderness, a love that transcended the boundaries of time and space. For even as I knew he would never truly be mine, I cherished every moment spent in his presence, etching his smile into the recesses of my heart and mind, a cherished memory that would endure the test of time.
In the quiet solitude of my thoughts, I captured his image, a snapshot of happiness and warmth, forever imprinted upon the canvas of my soul. And though I may never love another as I have loved him, I carry the beauty of what I had with him, a beacon of light in the darkness, guiding me through the endless expanse of eternity.
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floatinghijabi · 11 months ago
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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To The Women of Our Family
If you listen for a while
To the newfound breeze,
You can hear a girl screaming for
Her and her mother
Mama,
If I listen closely to the crying of
The baby, a footprint in a desert, bundle of innocence,
Why do I hear the sounds of generations?
Mama,
Tell me why we still feel it on our bones,
Not on our heads,
Tell me why we still carry it on
Just as she always carried that bread,
Without re-memory of white evils?
Will you love her and me the same?
Will you carry us on your head in the rain?
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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Calculated Confusion
The sea gives the animals a
Place of their own when they
Reject flying and start falling.
She spoke to me when the sea
Was crashing over my life raft
And created rushed confusion which prolonged
Longer.
Who am I?
That day, the horizon seemed
Farther, then
I seemed to have lost my sight.
Words of strength and dignity and poise and grace
Flow.
I want to be her,
But those calculated thoughts
are so far now.
The animals hear me even though
They are baren in the deepest, entrenching
Bowl of life.
The light spills out of
the water constantly.
A beat,
And my life raft soon submerges
With those likeminded.
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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Stranger Love
It’s been a while since I last
Made my way over to this blank
Page. I carry the memories underneath
My eyelids so that maybe one day I can
See you in front of me again. And I stupidly
Dream of the aisle and floral arrangements
But I get too far ahead, I guess it’s in my
Genes. And I don’t cry as often, as much,
Anymore, happy memories fill my mind
All day, all night
And I am okay with letting
Go now, if you are okay with it too?
It feels I’ve accepted the fact
That maybe our bond was not as strong
As we thought it was. Maybe we needed
More than hand holds and sweet, bright
Laughs. Maybe more late-night conversations
About our own pasts. I am a part of yours,
And you seem to be swaying along the tracks, far
From seventeen and all that we mean,
Or meant.
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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11/15/23
i just realized i’ve never developed a crush on my own, they always had to develop a crush on me first. i think it’s because deep down i feel like no one would be romantically interested in me. and even when i reciprocate the crush, they always end up losing feelings.
i low key might die alone lolol
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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This is not war.
When one side cuts off water, food and electricity on another then it’s not war.
When one side has nuclear weapons then it’s not war.
When one side is getting funded with billions of dollars then it’s not war.
When one side uses AI pictures to spread misinformation about another then it’s not war.
When social media is censoring the content of one side and not the other then it’s not war.
This isn’t a conflict and it’s not war.
This is genocide and mass destruction and we’re witnessing it happen live.
From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free 🇵🇸
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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Relocate to fucking where? There are functionally only two roads out, one leads to Israel and the other leads to Egypt. Israel obviously isn’t letting Palestinians in, and the Rafah Border Crossing into Egypt remains closed to Palestinians. And Israel has been continuously bombing the fuck out of the path to Egypt.
So where do the Palestinian war refugees gO??
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How in the fresh hell are 1 million civilians, half of them children, supposed to “evacuate” a war torn area without any functioning mass transportation, within 24 hours? That’s school children, hospital patients and workers, UN staffers (who have also been bombed to death by Israeli forces), pregnant women, disabled people, patients on oxygen, the elderly—whatever—they’re all just supposed to pack up and evacuate in the middle of an active war zone, or I guess Benjamin Netanyahu will have the IDF kill them all?
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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* Israel says all Palestinians must vacate northern Gaza within 24 hours
* Israel says significant military operations will take place in Gaza City in the coming days and residents must move south
this is ethnic cleansing in full view.
and make no mistake this is done so when a literal massacre takes place within 24 hours, these genocidal mfs will throw up their hands and say "we warned them"
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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9/12/23
sometimes i feel like i don’t belong, other times i feel so safe. i don’t know what to feel anymore, it’s like my emotions run away from be just before i grab them. i can get a hold of what i should feel anymore. it’s like i’m in this intermediate space between knowing someone well and not knowing them at all. i feel like my presence is so disturbing. i don’t know what to do
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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‘Opawlia’ by Susan Herbert (1945 - 2004)
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floatinghijabi · 1 year ago
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Frog Knitting Pattern by DotPebbles Knits on Etsy
Pictures and project by @indiarosecrawford on instagram
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floatinghijabi · 2 years ago
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artist: angela mckay
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floatinghijabi · 2 years ago
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ghost + wren
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