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With this job I have in Yellowstone for the summer, I'm basically being paid to be an insomniac. And because my night job is relatively easy, I'm probably gonna be more active here. In short, I'm being paid to be a professional, tumblr insomniac. SUCK IT TUMBLR

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For those of you who care about my whereabouts, I am currently located in Yellowstone National park and I am lucky enough to be working a summer job here for the next 5 months. I will be blogging and posting as regularly as I can on my side blog dedicated to my photos, videos, and travel. I will occasionally post here as well, but the bulk of it will be here. Follow along!

Day 2 (5/12/16)

Beautiful isn’t a big enough word to describe Yellowstone park. Although I was stuck in a bus for about 8 hours, it was worth it to see all the beauty that Yellowstone had to offer. It’s only day two, but it feels like week two.

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I suppose that’s what life’s about. People come and go.

Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie (via wordsnquotes)

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What really blows my mind is that NASA is able to receive data from a 4.67 billion miles far away spacecraft, while i lose wifi signal once i move to the kitchen

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IT FITS SO WELL IM SCREAMING

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one time he and i were sitting in bed and i said “where do you feel stuff?” and he said “what do you mean” and i said, “here is anxiety” and pointed to my bottom left rib where the spiders start. he pointed to his throat. “it’s here for me.” 

i keep anger in my breastbone, he holds it in his hands. i feel sadness on my shoulders, he feels it in his lungs. 

we play this game until we come to love, and i realize that i am terrified (jugular vein) of what might come. what if it is not the same. what if he feels it somewhere else, what if it is just a flash fire, not the slow burn, what if it is congealing in one place instead of radiating, i try to change topics, flight response (sternum)

he takes my hands in his and puts them over his ribs and says, “everywhere, everywhere, like a sun is trying to escape me, like i am being consumed and you are filling up where used to be empty.” i say, “don’t be ridiculous humans are 99% empty space,” i nervous laugh (spiders down spine), he holds his gaze with me. 

“everywhere,” he repeats.

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i’m supposed to be critiquing this song he just covered on YouTube and idk like it’s one of my favorite songs and i can’t help but think that it’s a subliminal message (song is called baby came home and one of the repeating lines it “thinking about her”) AND IDK WHAT TO SAY LIKE IT WAS A REALLY GREAT COVER OMG GUYS I CAN’T HOW DO YOU INTERACT WITH A BOY YOU LIKE?!

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i want to tweet about this guy that i’m really into but i can’t cause he has a twitter too and he sees all my tweets so i’m just gonna scream what i want to say into tumblr

GUYS THIS GUY I LIKE PLAYS GUITAR AND HAS AN AMAZING TASTE IN MUSIC AND COLLECTS RECORDS AND HAS A DECENT SINGING VOICE AND WTF I CAN’T WHY DOES HE LIVE IN SAN FRANCISCO?! WHY DON’T I LIVE THERE ALREADY?! GOD DAMN IT WHY HASN’T ANYONE TOLD ME THAT HE’S LIKED ME SINCE FUCKING APRIL OMG I JUST l;sjfaksldfahksre;fvnjkdnugihrao;ueisodfjv;sahgujk

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let’s have a moment of silence for all the concerts we missed because we became a fan too late

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Disney Art Deco posters, by Chernin

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