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The main thing you can change is how you perceive yourself. Stop looking in the mirror and realize that youre living for yourself, not other people.

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some neurotypical: Truly, we will never comprehend the dark dangers of the autistic mind…

my dark and dangerous autistic mind: I wish soap tasted as good as it looks.

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this user has dyspraxia 

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“Jumper season is my favourite season.” (10 Nov, 2017)

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me: [sees or hears the words “feed me” in absolutely any context ever]

me:

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Tyler Posey by Kyle Murphy.

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I have noticed a growth in demand from audiences to include more women of color and women to be cast as significant roles in TV shows and movies.

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{ tyler posey, 25, genderfluid, he/him/they/them ) NEVAEH ANDREWS was seen listening to NOSERINGS AND SHOESTRINGS BY NINA NESBITT on their way to BARTENDER. NEV is known to be PROTECTIVE & TEMPERMENTAL.

oh lewk it’s pacey back again with some more gremlin children. first of all, i’m pouting over the fact that the addition of nev means my streak of only using fcs with names that begin with ‘a’ is over, but we had a good run ! also forgive me that this intro won’t match the others but i cannot be arsed to faff around with photoshop rn. plus i have a zoom thing in like an hour so let’s see if i can get enough info out in that time let’s goooooo.

so nev is,,,,,,, a little shit.

the tldr of them is they’re a musically inclined pasta lover with really great intentions, but a horrible execution. they’re currently attempting to get custody of their two youngest siblings ( the other sibling being my other Newest Addition, farrow, who is far less delusional about how likely nev getting custody is ) after the death of their beloved mother. very much here for the bants and a good joke, anxious 70% of the time, v protective, very much a mess. 

the extended version is as follows: nev’s mama was a humble seventeen when they were born, much to the displeasure of her family. upon hearing she was expecting, miss harmony andrews was promptly disowned and never spoken to again. charming. she did everything she could to provide for nev ( and later, their three siblings ) and build a good life for them. their dad didn’t stick around for very long at all, and was gone by the time nev made it into the world, so it was just harmony and lil nev for a long time. my gal thought she was being original with their name, and didn’t realise it was kind already a name people had, and a name usually given to baby girls, but she didn’t care --- nor does nev. they love their name; their mum gave it to them.

their mum was pretty unlucky in love over the years, but she did get three more kiddos out of her failed endeavours. all the kids have different dads, but nev really hates anybody referring to them as their ‘half-siblings’ -- they’re just their siblings, y’know ?

they were a super tight family, and one of their distant relatives forgot to write their mama out their will before kicking the bucket, so guess who eventually got a house too ? life was grand, all was good

nev was always an anxious creature though, which eventually lead to full-blown anxiety as they got older. it reached its peak when they were a teenager, and there was a rlly rough period of time where they sought help via inpatient, and has been doin better since, but obviously still struggles ( and obviously the death of their mum has made things worse )

their littlest sister is the absolute light of their life ( honestly, they’d be happy just getting custody of her, but morally they’re like,,, well if i wanna raise her i should prolly try with my brother too lmao rip ) and while they and farrow don’t always see eye to eye, they’re p close 

but at the end of the day, nev isn’t a suitable guardian. they work nights, don’t earn anywhere near enough to fully support themselves let alone two kids, don’t have their own place and are currently crashing with a friend and his parents, and the kids’ social worker has definitely seen them lose their shit inappropriately at least once or twice. it’s just,,, not gonna happen ? his hatred for the kids’ foster parents is incredibly irrational, and they’re just not.......... Right ( ???? ) in this scenario. like, they feel the kids should be with them and that’s what’s best for them, but it just............ isn’t ?

so there’s like a lot of angst in this kid’s life

but legit it’s not all doom and gloom, they’re an absolute meme of a person in general 

they’re pretty good at their job tho ! they can be super chatty -- one might even say charismatic if they’re being generous -- and friendly, and they really know their way around a bar, so it’s a good time, and they have a good time for a lot of it. but like i said, doesn’t earn them a massive deal to live off of, but it’ll do. i don’t have anywhere sort of in mind in particular, so happy to plot some stuff or whip something up myself !!!

they’ve been in huntsville their entire life, so connections of all kinds are for sure on the table 

( remember when i said i had a zoom thing in an hour ? well rip that was yesterday lmao, lemme finish this up ) 

kiddo’s always been musical, and they’ve been in a long string of bands over the year. love the idea of them currently being in a band w/ some rlly close pals and it’s just the combo that finally Fits ? like their ideas mesh well and they work well together and they have a lot of fun ?? whereas old bands just caused nev grief in the past a lot of the time ??

where emika’s general gender identity is ‘shrug emoji but i’ll go with what i think fits most’ nev’s is more,, they see gender as the spectrum it is, but they’ve just sort of astral projected behind her eyes style and is just an orb sort of floating around above said spectrum, vibing around. 

v aware i have messages to reply to btw ! i’ll be over on discord in a mo, feel free to shoot me an im if you wanna plot ! like i’ve said before, i’m 1000000% game for anything 

hopefully farrow’s intro gets up earlier and easier lmao love you all byeeeeee

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ALISHA BOE as Nina in YES GOD YES (2019) dir. Karen Maine 

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me, as a child lining up stuff in rows: now this is how you have fun

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☙ | 𝓈𝒶𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓁𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓋𝒾𝒶 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓂

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( * & imscreamingggg​ !

Kwame entered the shop where Emika worked, lunch in hand for each of them. Noting the other wasn’t currently giving anyone a tattoo, they strode up. “I don’t remember which bag is mine or what I ordered so take your pick,” he said, dropping the bags on a countertop and taking a seat.

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It is a truth universally acknowledged than an Emika on the premises of The Buzz House must be actively tattooing whenever possible. Hardly ever giving herself time for walk-ins, she likes her schedule to be as chock-a-block as it can be, and this normally leads to her not having much time to devote to a lunch break. She’ll sneak in a snickers between clients if she’s lucky. However, some very kind individual decided not to show up for their appointment, leading to Em having some free time. She’s caught up on designs, everything is perfectly sterilised, and she has no emails to respond to. She’s bored. Enter Kwame. Clearly here to save her from the boredom that will likely kill her, as well as provide the lesser-seen of Emika’s meals ( does coffee and a cigarette count as breakfast ? ) Em looks up at them with a slow, small smile creeping onto her lips. Moving to the nearest empty sofa, she doesn’t realise how hungry she gets a whiff of the food, and a wave of gratitude washes over her. She could get used to this, the whole having friends thing. “I owe you,” she says, meaning thank you. Suddenly feeling like she could eat a horse and still want the jockey for seconds, she’s not fussed with which bag she ends up with, her hand playfully hovering over one, then switching to the other, making up her mind without looking inside. “Lucky dip,” she tells them, picking the bag on the left and eagerly tucking in. “I’m still not swapping food for tattoos, though.”

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ugly mobile post as i just woke up but links to meme up my muses is in the source!