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i am writing. the neighbours au i’m doing it (slowly)

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You should all read this! It’s heartfelt, and funny, and moving, and wonderful!

A Little Thimble of Joy

Author: MinxyOne93

Artist: certainwonder

Rating: Explicit

Pairings: Castiel/Dean Winchester, (Eileen Leahy/Rowena MacLeod/Sam Winchester)

Length: 84577

Warnings: Underage (past - mentioned only), Dubcon (past - mentioned only), Canon-typical violence, internalized homophobia, John Wincheter’s A+parenting, homophobic John Wincheter, Mentions of Past Abuse/Neglect, Mentions of underage sex work (past), use of cigarettes, temporary gender bend (no sexual activity during), sexual dysfunction

Tags: Canon Divergent AU, Canon Similar, de-aged (baby) Jack Kline, Parenting, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Eventual Smut, Domestic Fluff, Found Family, Mutual Pining

Summary: The Winchester Brothers believe that Castiel's vision of paradise on Earth meant that Jack was destined to become God. They believe that the vacuum of power left by Chuck and Amara requires his sacrifice. Castiel believes there had to be another way and resents that the brothers, who prized free will, are dictating to Jack what he is destined to do. After an accident, Jack's powers become dormant, the brothers continue to disagree with Cas, and pressure on Jack to tap into his powers and fill the role of God grows. The responsibility on his shoulders eventually overwhelms the nephil, and he taps into his powers in a fit of pique, making sure that others see how he feels inside - helpless and in need of love and care... an infant. Now that Jack is a baby, and the other three members of Team Free Will are left in shock, scrambling to care for him. The act of caring for a child brings Cas and Dean closer together at long last but begins to drive the Winchesters farther apart. Dean is forced to grapple with the past traumas of his own upbringing in order to be better for Jack, and he finds himself opposing Sam's vision of how to cope with Jack's transformation. The brothers find themselves hundreds of miles apart, and as Cas and Dean spend more time with Jack, the more Dean longs for a life of domesticity and fatherhood. However, Dean's internal demons always prove to be more of a struggle than anything he'd encountered in Hell. If they think their troubles would end there, Heaven and Hell are seeking to kidnap Jack and foil an ancient prophecy, which will leave Team Free Will needing to reconvene and figure out if they will defend Jack or force him into the God role he was so afraid of after all.

Link to Fic & Art

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giddy up.

🤠🤠🤠

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finish the post:

if they didn't want dean to be gay they shouldn't have

a.) made dean gay

or

b.) cast jensen ackles

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DeanCas Series - Drabbles

This series is hella sad and totally self indulgent, but I only have a few more posts left so I thought I’d do a little self promotion. Please check it out if you feel so inclined.... OH, it will end very happy. So there’s that.

What They Must Have Felt - Series 

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Yum, yup! I’m game for that. 

guess that’s technically what i’m doing

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I hate this place. I guess I’ll stay.

This is my current state of emotions.

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So... I love Jensen. I love Danneel. I love Robbie. But I am hurting because of these scenes. It's not a perceived sort of fandom hate. Its is canonically part of the fabric of the show. I hope that we are not going to get a different story. Nothing justifies this. I hope it’s about Mary being a hunter behind John’s back.

I HATE IT.

Yeah that "hero" John Winchester. Narrated by Dean. Make it make sense, Jensen.

Also completely disregarding they canonically hated each other and were only put together by Cupids to make Sam and Dean. "Epic untold love story" what a crock of shit.

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😂

Based on a post by @casgirlat221b

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You want to give me one good reason why you defied my direct order to do the experimental face transplant on Mrs. Beale?

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My heart cannot take this beauty

casmy

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Excuse me while I cry and cry. 

Soft Dean requested by @monunge​

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This is… I need to mediate or something because my blood pressure is rising.

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😂

he really just left his husband’s claim on him for everyone to see. slut.

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This shit is painful

shattered // 12x23 vs 15x18

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This is gorgeous but I am now deceased. 

“Gone. 2021.” Here’s this truly depressing piece I did last fall after episode 15x18 aired. I realize that #pridemonth is supposed to be a joyous celebration so excuse me for tarnishing your feeds with this rubbish. I apologize in advance for subjecting the fandom to revisit this trauma. Happier, Pride-related art is coming soon. Stay tuned.