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trying to lose weight is so frustrating

not losing weight is so depressing

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even though I binged, I still went to workout today... ran 3 miles 😞😞😞

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HOW

50lbs difference over two months and three weeks

25lbs left to go

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I’ve been binging and it fucking sucks.

Tomorrow I plan to eat 1000-1200 calories max just to slowly get myself back on track which has been so fucking hard to do lately 😞 Don’t judge me I promise I’ll drop lower once I can get myself out of this fucking rut

but...

I WILL DO THIS. I WILL BE DISCIPLINED. I WILL GET SMALLER AND SMALLER EVERY DAY STARTING NOW.

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Reasons I Want To Lose Weight

To finally feel confident in my own skin

To reduce the fat on my thighs and hips and chest so I can pass better

To look classically handsome and delicate

To prove I have self control

So I can actually look good in men’s clothes, and not just frumpy

So I look not so out of my boyfriend’s league

To stop getting my periods

To prove myself to everyone who thought I couldn’t

So my family will stop talking about how much I eat and weigh

So I can feel proud of myself for something for once

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guys I need help getting back on track :( someone please message me or comment what I can do to motivate myself again and just stop binging :( everything is difficult rn idk why

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starting this tomorrow!!!!!!

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I GOT TICKETS TO ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS CONCERT

NOW ITS TIME TO PUT IN SERIOUS WORK AND GET SKINNY FOR THIS AHHHH

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29.07.2018

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The way some people here judge other peoples calorie intake.... I’m disgusted

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thinspo as fuck

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I’m so disappointed in myself for today like I don’t even know if anything is worth trying anymore what’s the point I feel like I messed everything up

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so since i’m a complete fuck up

i get to do a 24 hr fast starting right now lmaoooooo