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I HATE THIS FREAK!!!!!!

ughhh I made him like those little feathered freaky dinosaurs the velociraptor you can’t see it bc I cut him in half

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I swear ibis paint is getting greedy asf because tell me why they lowered the premium brushes to only four hours until you have to watch another ad to unlock them

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i am a sinner , you are a saint

___ !! ramble below !!

i have this weird thing where whenever i get into a ship , i would Always somehow find a way to make them fit the song problems by mother mother . in other words i think that song fits ragatha in terms of her being her self-deprecating self while hopelessly pining over pomni .

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Diavolo is Pinkamena!??!!!???? 😱😱😱😱😱

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😁😁 why he urple

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spitting in a wishing well, blown to hell, crash, I'm the last splash

(id in alt, reblogs appreciated)

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FIRST OF ALL the thing about the paint huffing - Other than that it's funny - is that we were getting ragatha at her most honest . she's more reflective and reveals her mind more which is a Lot considering that she has shown herself to be a people pleaser trying to avoid conflict . this is Literally The Last thing she wants

and honestly it would be fun to see the fallout of this in episode 5 when she would inevitably sober up and be Mortified about that fact considering she said This to gangle here

like . interesting ragatha . is that why you Do Not Stop Jax when he goes to bully gangle . other than not wanting him to hate you you also prefer it if gangle is in her tragedy state . is that it . Is That It -

also you guys don't know how much i fucking screamed at these scenes okay . there's nothing i love more than nice characters that show their less than desirable traits . my favorite thing about ragatha is not that she's a sweetheart but that she's Dishonest . even to the point that gangle mentions it in her talk with pomni

like my ongoing theory right now for the ' evil ragatha ' comment gooseworx made for episode 5 is that ragatha's going to say or do the Most Morally Ambiguous thing possible that will send the entire fandom on fire . like we're talking Arguments on whether she's in the right or wrong Even though this is a show that invites nuance instead of black and white views , and it'll be so fucking marvelous to witness

NOW . i really don't think she's faking being nice ! i believe with all my heart that ragatha's inherently Good and i will throw hands at anyone who thinks otherwise . it's just that she's just Repressing What She Thinks About The Others because , again , Avoiding Conflict ! which is shown by how annoyed she got with pomni talking to gummigoo ( gayass ) , what she said to gangle , and what she said to zooble

yes i screamed about the toybox interaction i knew that ragatha was going to not like zooble's grouchiness But I Digress .

all of this is interesting because . again , ragatha's a people pleaser trying to avoid conflict . i think her reasons for being nice and helpful are both selfless and selfish . selfless - she doesn't want anyone to go through the stress and pain of feeling alone , and selfish - she doesn't want anyone to hate her . they're like a smoothie , she's not one or the other . it's just that the latter reason ... has a lot more influences on her thought processes than she'd like to admit .

and that's showcased if you look at episode 2 with her conversation with kinger . she was worried about pomni going through something traumatizing , yes , but she added that she thinks pomni doesn't like her that much . which . it's a small piece of dialogue but it really shows how much ragatha's Gripping That Fucking Fawn Response . yes , her concern is everyone's wellbeing , but she also Would Not Like It If Anyone Hates Her , to the point that it'll stick to her . and she'll try So Hard to compensate for it .

like . she is really a nice person but she's dishonest because she doesn't want to be hated which is very much a selfish reason . she's falling into that pitfall of ' a friend to all is a friend to none ' . argh . why is she so complicated god i'm going to put her in that deepfryer again

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drawing my mutuals oc's

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May at least death take me away

So I won’t see you so much, so I won’t see you always,

In every second, in every vision.

May I not be able to reach you even in song

MAIN REFERENCES:

Daniel Castellóns photograhy for clouds

Jotaro’s Jump Force model submitted by user Ziella on models-resource

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i was so scared for him

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marine biologist activities

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BEWARE THE JOJO FLOOD

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"Dio... Like you said, our fates might truly be one and the same. I feel an odd warmth toward you."

If Jojo's mother had survived, perhaps things might have been different.

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there's a light inside your soul

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playing around w texture and dusting off unused brushes. as always, a very special thank u to mr tims for being my favorite "guy in a void" subject

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i was enamored by her stressed out eyes

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idk if this has been done before but it was so funny in my head