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when samwise gamgee said there's some good in this world, and it's worth fighting for he was so right and also so ilbryn coded

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characters with prey animal rage

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Bg3 Ilbryn is so funny he literally is a cleric, a doctor & a surgeon can you imagine being like oh thank god a medical man survived the crash I bet he can help with the worm problem and then the first surgery Ilbryn tries is just cutting out his own eye with absolutely no success. If I think about it too hard it's sad but on a base level it's so funny

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brought a kiss to the knife fight

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Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022) dir. Daniel Kwan and Daniel Scheinert

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@betraal

Light snorring fills the air in camp, mixing with the gentle snowfall. Anyone sensible is tucked up in their tent trying to stay warm and taking a well earned rest after a hard day's travel. Ilbryn, who has never claimed to be sensible a day in his life, is sat by the fire, head tipped back to the stars and either ignorant or uncaring of the snow settling in his hair. The sound of footfall shifts his attention back to his surroundings and he smiles as he sees Dae approach.

"My mother always calls tonight i annan-dû thand nan ethuil-onnad - the long night, shield of spring birth. It's rather a longwinded way of saying winter solstice, but that's elven for you I suppose." He shifts along on the log, silently offering Dae the space next to him, should he want it. "Legend has it the very first wood elves were warned that the longest night of the year was approaching by a mouse-hard time to be a mouse, that, if the owls are going to be out for hours. The way my mother tells it the elves showed their thanks to the mice by staying awake all night to guard them against preditors while the mice slept. Not entirely sure how much of that I believe, but I have to admit it would feel wrong not to stay awake and wait for the sun to come back after such a long night."

As always Ilbryn speaks without much thought, and without the need of an answer or input. It's not that he likes the sound of his own voice, exactly, so much as stories like these are always better shared. It's cold, it's dark, and elves guarding sleeping mice is just whimsicle enough that it might stave off some of the gloom. Turning his head back to the sky he hums, thoughtful. "Maybe those elves were just worried the sun wouldn't come back and were too embarissed to admit it, and the mice were just an excuse. Either way I'm going to follow in my ansestors footsteps and forgo my trance for the night. You're welcome to join me if you wish, or to catch up on sleep-goodness knows we all need it."

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&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

( dialogue  prompts  taken  from the script of  everything  everywhere  all  at  once  (2022),  directed  by  daniel  kwan  and  daniel  scheinert.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit. )

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ stop changing the subject. ❜

❛ every day i fight, i fight for all of us. ❜

❛ what are you doing? what is wrong? ❜

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

❛ you may be in grave danger. there is no time to explain.❜

❛ we can make our own way. please, come with me. ❜

❛ don't even talk to me about this because i won't remember.❜

❛ i am not your husband. at least not the one you know. i am another version of him from another life path, another universe. ❜

❛ i’m here because we need your help.❜

❛ sorry, very busy today. no time to help you– ❜

❛ all those years of searching have brought me here. to this universe. to you. ❜

❛ i’m here to tell you every rejection, every disappointment has led you here. to this moment. ❜

❛ i'm not ready to fight yet. ❜

❛ maybe we don't have a choice. ❜

❛ now, you can either come with me and live up to your ultimate potential, or lie here and live with the consequences. ❜

❛ i... want to lie here. ❜

❛ how often do people literally die laughing? ❜

❛ my husband won't even kill a spider. how are you the same person? ❜

❛ we are talking about infinity. if you can imagine it, somewhere out there, it exists. ❜

❛ how did i die? ❜

❛ i've seen you die a thousand ways. in a thousand worlds. in every single one, you were murdered. ❜

❛ what!? who wants me dead? ❜

❛ you’ve been feeling it too, haven’t you? something is off. your clothes never wear as well the next day, your hair never falls in quite the same way, even your coffee tastes... wrong. ❜

❛ maybe we would have been better off if we had never gotten married. ❜

❛ i never said that. ❜

❛ you didn’t have to. it’s the way you look at me. ❜

❛ can’t you see it? how wonderful it would be if you came with me? ❜

❛ i saw my life without you. i wish you could have seen it. it was beautiful. ❜

❛ shhh, you're not thinking straight. ❜

❛ what is worse than death? ❜

❛ i saw your face on a billboard and — this is silly — i wondered if you remembered me... ❜

❛ is it that i can’t be here, or that i’m not allowed to be here? ❜

❛ there is no good, there is no evil. there is only “goovil”. ❜

❛ if you can imagine it, you have fucked it. ❜

❛ do not be so closed minded that you blind yourself from the truth! ❜

❛ don’t make me fight you. i am really really good. ❜

❛ you're capable of anything because you're so bad at everything. ❜

❛ you can't remember anything because your bodies were under the control of other universes. ❜

❛ you were like puppets. and you could do things you normally can't do. you were like, what's that movie... raccaccoonie? ❜

❛ how can you defeat her in every universe, if you can't even kill her in one? ❜

❛ the sacrifices necessary to win this war... i know all too well. ❜

❛ i cannot lose another loved one to the darkness. ❜

❛ i know you have feelings. feelings that make you so sad. that make you just want to give up. that is not your fault. ❜

❛ i'll see you again soon, somewhere out there in all that noise. ❜

❛ just think happy thoughts. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ i'm the one you've been looking for. ❜

❛ i’m the one who will defeat you. ❜

❛ you’re finally free, like me. ❜

❛ you don't have to choose anymore. between loving me or hating me. you can do both at the same time. ❜

❛ before, you were asking about "our daughter". it's crazy, but it really got me thinking. what if you had come with me all of those years ago? ❜

❛ all of this time, i wasn't looking for someone who could defeat me. i was looking for someone who could see what i see, feel what i feel... ❜

❛ oh, good, you're here too. ❜

❛ i'm sorry about ruining everything, i– ❜

❛ we're all stupid. small stupid little humans. it's like our whole deal. ❜

❛ everything is going to be okay. ❜

❛ you think i’m weak don’t you? ❜

❛ when we first fell in love all of those years ago, your father would say i was too sweet for my own good. maybe he was right. ❜

❛ please! can we just stop fighting! ❜

❛ you tell me that it's a cruel world and we're all just running around in circles. i know that. i've been on this earth just as many days as you. ❜

❛ the only thing i do know is we have to be kind. be kind. especially, when we don't know what's going on. ❜

❛ i know you go through life with your fists held tight. you see yourself as a fighter. well, i see myself as one too. this is how i fight. ❜

❛ in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you. ❜

❛ you know what i say? cold, hysterical, unlovable bitches like us make the world go round. ❜

❛ you aren’t unlovable. there is always something to love. ❜

❛ even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers, we’d all be very good with our feet! ❜

❛ in a universe where we both agree that no one could love you, if we look hard enough, something will prove us wrong. ❜

❛ we are all useless alone. so its good you're not alone. ❜

❛ maybe you win in this universe. but in another, i beat you. or we tie. or we eat crepes. ❜

❛ i don't want to hurt anymore. and for some reason when i'm with you, it hurts both of us. ❜

❛ out of all of the places i could be, why would i want to be here with you? ❜

❛ i still want to be here with you. i will always want to be here with you. ❜

❛ i will cherish these few specks of time. ❜

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happy holidays! Like for some kind of winter solstice/snow themed starter!

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ilbryn having a tough day at larp yesterday after already being super overworked in downtime and then immidiately getting a mean letter from his father's clan today. can my boy not catch a break for one fucking minute

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its my birthday hehe :3c

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he’s got a heart so pure, i bet he has flowers growing between his ribs

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starter/plotting call!!

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his ass did NOT go to medical school (x x x)

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starter/plotting call!!

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― Claire Keegan, Small Things Like These

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STAIN THEM, I DO NOT CARE

indie & selective d&d oc, written by woody

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If you could tell your muse one thing, what would you tell them?

questions for the mun about the muse

I would like to shake Ilbryn physically by the shoulders and tell him that he can't save everyone. he's so certain that he can solve everyone's problems, that he can make everyone happy as long as he just tries hard enough. he refuses to believe that some people simply don't want to be good, or that sometimes people are cruel simply because they enjoy it. he will set himself on fire to keep people warm and he is so, so trusting that it completely passes him by that some people don't actually need keeping warm-they just want him to burn.