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8.08 | Wannabes for @wernerherzogs

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Oliver Stark as Evan "Buck" Buckley 9-1-1, S08E08 - Wannabes

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but what a polite bad dog he is! picked up his own leash, walked himself into the street!

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oliverstarkk: Final episode of the year! We’ll be back in March. See you then ✌️🚨

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the next three months are about to be the greatest fic era in this fandom's history

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the fact that they established the baking thing in relation to buck missing tommy in the last episode, mentioned it multiple times, and then further reinforced it as something buck is still actively doing this episode because he still has the urge to call tommy. yeah yeah yeah

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bucks face. face of a man who just realised hes being abandoned again . face of a man who is going to do something fucking CRAZYYYYYYYY

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Eddie moves to El Paso, Buck moves into his house and it’s Abby’s place all over again… haunting somewhere that should have been his home….

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Ryan Guzman as Eddie Díaz 9-1-1, S08E08 - Wannabes

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9-1-1 // Faulty, Leila Chatti

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Ryan Guzman as Eddie Díaz 9-1-1, S08E07 - Hotshots

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get yourself a main character whos two primary emotions are "little cunt" and "catatonic with grief"

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i really. like. fuck. every time i think about "how will you breathe" "i'm gonna hold it" "for how long?" "as long as i can". i just can't help thinking that buck desperately needs an nde where eddie has to give him mouth to mouth. i'm sorry. i'm SORRY. but it needs to happen. it does. he's done so much work and he's come so far but he's still stuck in this hamster wheel of relationships. he needs to breathe. and god. what better way to breathe than inhaling love and devotion someone is feeding you directly. than inhaling the love and devotion of the man you love most in the world. and waking up still delirious from the pain and thinking this is the second time i've tasted him tainted by death, i'd like to taste his life. meanwhile eddie can never breathe again because the first time he kissed buck now and always will be when he followed him into the underworld just to drag him right back out again.

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Doing evil in the google doc

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endlessly holding his breath… 

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buck goes over to tommy’s to un-break up with him but is thrown by tommy’s new “eaten a full pint of ice cream every night for two weeks without working out once” belly and gets so horny he goes nearly blind and can barely stutter through his planned speech