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i need to re-read these violent delights (for the 4th time) and highlight the whole thing.

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I'm folding in on myself. Into myself. I'm caving in. Oh i Am being rolled into a cute little cigarette by God,ok

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The Courier-News, Bridgewater, Pennsylvania, January 19, 1933

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scanned page from my journal

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it's all so tiresome

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a reminder

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a reminder

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adults disciplining children: i think i will communicate with this brand new human in the loudest, rudest, most obnoxious and socially off-putting way possible

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the neurodivergent experience:

20% of the time: wowwieee!!! i love my passions and interests!!!!! they make me so happy i want to jump up and down!!!!! weee!!!!!!! :3333333333

80% of the time: this mind is a prison

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People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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CHEN CHEN

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Richard Siken, "Landscape with Fruit Rot and Millipede," War of the Foxes

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hate when people are like "trust your gut! listen to your intuition!" like okay well my gut is telling me every person i lay eyes on is hunting me for sport and my intuition is saying i should find a secluded cave and live there forever so what do you suggest i do with that information

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julian fromme, favourite depiction of adhd in fiction ever ever ever.