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There are days that I wish I can be vanished into dust, into the thin air, and perhaps seize my existence at that particular moment when I am no longer in possess of my human entity.

There are days that I wish to not wake up from my dreams, and that I can live on in my very own make-believe world, in my very own fantasy land.

There are days that I wish I can be completely forgotten by the world, so that I can start a brand new life, a brand new identity.

There are days that I wish I don't have to feel any further feelings, don't have to think any further thoughts, or simply don't do anything further in general. How dandy and peaceful an individual can be when one can live a plain, simple life. Suddenly the idea of being a nobody becomes so attractive and lovely. Imagine living in the world without being bother by anyone, by any of those usual human conflicts and arguments.

There are days that just filled with sadness and suffering and grieve, as if my body is a deadly field and happiness is simply some unfortunate seeds that landed on the wrong plot.

There are days I wonder what have went wrong along the way that somehow I ended up in this sticky despair...

Perhaps I have thought too much, perhaps suffering isn't all I have...

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There was this quote from Kunfu Panda that I now remember the most

"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. ' That is why it's called the present."--Master Oogway

With the doctor's estimation, tomorrow is no longer a mystery for me, my sisters and my mother. We know for sure tomorrow will be the day that our father decided to depart this world and start on his journey to the eternity. All of a sudden, what was once an unknown event is actually just on its way to become a historical event.

As I was spreading the news to our very closed and loved members, many of them asked if I am alright with my feelings at the moment, and please let them know if I'm feeling too overwhelmed. I answered them I don't know, as in "I don't know if I'm trembling or if I'm alright. i don't know if I have any vivid feelings and thoughts". However, one thing I know for sure, that there is a vortex inside of me and it is growing larger over time, and it simply clears away all the materials that exist inside my mind. It is both chaotic and peaceful at the same time, and that all I can see when I look inward, is an endless, weightlessness universe.

There were so many thoughts and feelings, but as I approach closer to the floating pieces, they seem to vaporize into dust and disappear into the nothingness. Perhaps another time, another day...

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Summer storms. 7/23/2013

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Zodiac necklaces at Valentino Spring 2014

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There is pressure, of course, because especially with a book like this there’s millions, millions, literally millions of copies of this book sold and therefore millions of fans and a lot of heady anticipation. (x)

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ORNATE FRAME CHAIR BY SLOKOSKI

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Classic Movie Quotes Updated For The Digital Age by Paul Gale [more] Previously: Sites Renamed For The Reasons Why We Visit Them

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THE TWO THINGS MY BRAIN IS THINKING AT ALL TIMES

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Summer roll made by me

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THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE AT MY SCHOOL

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SPRING CLEANSE ~ YOUR BODY ~ Yes another post about water :) But if you really want to cleanse then DRINK, DRINK, DRINK. Here are eight (8) home made vitamin water recipes to help you keep the water flowing! As a rule, you should try to avoid as much as possible industrial food and beverages 1) The classical : lemon/cucumber: Mix in a pitcher: 10 cups of water + 1 cucumber and a lemon, thinly sliced + 1/4 cup fresh finely chopped basil leaf + 1/3 of finely chopped fresh mint leaves. Leave in the refrigerator overnight before serving. 2) The granite: Strawberry/Lime or Raspberry/Lime Mix in a pitcher : 10 cups of water + 6 strawberries / 0r Raspberries and one thinly sliced lime + 12 finely chopped fresh mint leaves. Leave in the refrigerator overnight before serving. 3) The digestive: Fennel/citrus First: infuse 1 to 3 grams of dried and crushed fennel in 150 ml of boiling water for 5-10 minutes. Allow to cool. Mix in a pitcher: 10 cups of water + lemon juice (put the leftover lemon in the mix) + a small thinly sliced orange + 12 fresh chopped mint leaves + the infusion of fennel seeds. Leave in refrigerator overnight before serving. 4) The antioxidant: Blackberry/Sage Note that a part from the berries, sage leaf is the herb that has the highest antioxidant content. Mix in a pitcher : 10 cups of water + 1 cup of blackberries that have been very slightly crushed + 3-4 sage leaves. Leave in refrigerator overnight before serving. 5) Watermelon: watermelon/Rosemary Mix in a pitcher : 10 cups of water + 1 cup of watermelon cut into cubes + 2 rosemary stems. Leave in refrigerator overnight before serving. 6) The exotic: Pineapple/Mint Mix in a pitcher : 10 cups of water + 1 cup of pineapple cut into cubes + 12 fresh mint leaves finely chopped. Leave in the refrigerator overnight before serving. 7) The traditional : Apple/cinnamon Mix in a pitcher : 10 cups of water + 1 cup of apple cut into cubes + 2 cinnamon sticks + 2 teaspoon of ground cinnamon. Leave in the refrigerator overnight before serving. 8.) The zingibir : Ginger/tea In advance: heat 1 teaspoon of ginger in two cups of tea, let it cool down. Mix in a pitcher: 10 cups of water with two cups of the ginger tea + 4-5 pieces of fresh ginger cut into cubes. Leave in the refrigerator overnight before serving. PLEASE SHARE :)