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𝐎𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫

— — — — — — 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒓 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 ) 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏

𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒍

❛ & they’d all be so disappointed. ❜

❛ Cause who am I if not exploited ? ❜

❛ & I don’t stick up for myself. ❜

❛ & I wish people liked me more. ❜

❛ All I did was try my best. ❜

❛ This the kinda thanks I get ? ❜

❛ But I wish I could disappear. ❜

❛ God, it’s brutal out here. ❜

❛ I only have two real friends. ❜

❛ & lately, I’m a nervous wreck. ❜

❛ I feel like no one wants me. ❜

❛ & I wish I’d done this before. ❜

❛ & they’d all be so disappointed, ‘Cause who am I if not exploited ? ❜

❛ & I’m so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life. ❜

𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒐𝒓

❛ I played dumb, but I always knew. ❜

❛ I kept quiet so I could keep you. ❜

❛ & ain’t it funny how you said you were friends ? ❜

❛ Now it sure as hell don’t look like it. ❜

❛ & I know that you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt. ❜

❛ All I did was try my best. ❜

❛ Loved you at your worst, but that didn’t matter. ❜

❛ Guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still a traitor. ❜

❛ Remember I brought her up & you told me I was paranoid ? ❜

❛ God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went & fell in love with you. ❜

𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆

❛ But today, I drove through the suburbs, crying ‘cause you weren’t around. ❜

❛ 'Cause how could I ever love someone else ? ❜

❛ But I’ve never felt this way for no one. ❜

❛ How you could be so okay now that I’m gone. ❜

❛ 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street. ❜

❛ & all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you. ❜

❛ I kinda feel sorry for them. ❜

❛ Can’t drive past the places we used to go to. ❜

❛ 'Cause they’ll never know you the way that I do. ❜

❛ I still see your face in the white cars, front yards. ❜

❛ But I still fuckin’ love you. ❜

❛ You said forever, now I drive alone past your street. ❜

1 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅, 3 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌

❛ Called you on the phone today just to ask you how you were. ❜

❛ All I did was speak normally. ❜

❛ & I don’t stick up for myself. ❜

❛ Somehow, I still struck a nerve. ❜

❛ You got me fucked up in the head. ❜

❛ I hate that I give you power over that kinda stuff. ❜

❛ I’m the love of your life until I make you mad. ❜

❛ It’s always one step forward and three steps back. ❜

❛ Do you love me, want me, hate me ? ❜

❛ & lately, I’m a nervous wreck. ❜

❛ No, I don’t understand. ❜

❛ & maybe in some masochistic way I kind of find it all exciting. ❜

❛ Like, which lover will I get today ? ❜

❛ Will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? ❜

𝒅𝒆𝒋𝒂 𝒗𝒖

❛ So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too ? ❜

❛ That was our place, I found it first. ❜

❛ & I don’t stick up for myself. ❜

❛ I made the jokes you tell to her when she’s with you. ❜

❛ Do you get déjà vu when she’s with you ? ❜

❛ ’Cause let’s be honest, we kinda do sound the same. ❜

❛ I hate to think that I was just your type. ❜

❛ Now I bet you even tell her how you love her in between the chorus and the verse.  ❜

❛ A different girl now, but there’s nothing new. ❜

❛ I know you get déjà vu. ❜

𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 4 𝒖

❛ Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? ❜

❛ Good for you, I guess that you’ve been workin’ on yourself. ❜

❛ I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped. ❜

❛ Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl. ❜

❛ You look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask. ❜

❛ You’re doin’ great out there without me, baby. ❜

❛ God, I wish that I could do that. ❜

❛ But you’re so unaffected, I really don’t get it. ❜

❛ But I guess good for you. ❜

❛ I guess you’re gettin’ everything you want. ❜

❛ It’s like you never even met me. ❜

❛ Remember when you swore to God I was the only person who ever got you ? ❜

❛ Well, screw that, and screw you. ❜

❛ It’s like we never even happened. ❜

❛ You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do. ❜

❛ Maybe I’m too emotional. ❜

❛ Your apathy’s like a wound in salt. ❜

❛ Or maybe you never cared at all. ❜

𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖

❛ Tried so hard to be everything that you liked just for you to say you’re not the compliment type. ❜

❛ Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me. ❜

❛ You found someonе more exciting. ❜

❛ The nеxt second, you were gone. ❜

❛ All I ever wanted was to be enough for you. ❜

❛ You left me there cryin’, wonderin’ what I did wrong. ❜

❛ You always say I’m never satisfied, but I don’t think that’s true. ❜

❛ & maybe I’m just not as interesting as the girls you had before. ❜

❛ But God, you couldn’t have cared less about someone who loved you more. ❜

❛ I’d say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that. ❜

❛ Now I don’t want your sympathy. ❜

❛ I just want myself back. ❜

❛ Don’t you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing ? ❜

❛ Don’t you think I loved you too much to be used & discarded ? ❜

❛ But don’t tell me you’re sorry. ❜

❛ Feel sorry for yourself. ❜

𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒓

❛ Your friends are mine, you know I know. ❜

❛ I thought my heart was detached from all the sunlight of our past. ❜

❛ Does she mean you forgot about me ? ❜

❛ I hope you’re happy, but not like how you were with me ❜

❛ I’m selfish, I know, I can’t let you go. ❜

❛ So find someone great, but don’t find no one better. ❜

❛ I hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier. ❜

❛ An eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean. ❜

❛ Remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me ? ❜

❛ I wish you all the best, really. ❜

❛ Say you love her, baby. Just not like you loved me. ❜

❛ & think of me fondly when your hands are on her. ❜

𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒚, 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒚

❛ I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room. ❜

❛ Wish I didn’t care. ❜

❛ But it feels like that weight is on my back & I can’t let it go. ❜

❛ I think I think too much. ❜

❛ I’m happy for them, but then again, I’m not. ❜

❛ I’m so sick of myself. ❜

❛ Oh God, I sound crazy. ❜

❛ Their win is not my loss. ❜

❛ I know it’s true, but I can’t help gettin’ caught up in it all. ❜

❛ I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you. ❜

❛ All I see is what I should be. ❜

𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒎𝒆

❛ Know that I loved you so bad. ❜

❛ I let you treat me like that. ❜

❛ I was your willing accomplice, honey & I watched as you fled the scene. ❜

❛ The things I did just so I could call you mine. ❜

❛ One heart broke, four hands bloody. ❜

❛ Well, I hope I was your favorite crime. ❜

❛ You used me as an alibi. ❜

❛ I wondеr if you’re around cause you know that I’d do it all again. ❜

❛ It’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do. ❜

❛ I say that I hate you with a smile on my face. ❜

❛ 'Cause, baby, you were mine. ❜

❛ Oh, look what we became. ❜

𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒖𝒓 𝒐𝒌

❛ & somehow, we fell out of touch. ❜

❛ Don’t know if I’ll see you again someday but if you’re out there, I hope that you’re okay. ❜

❛ She couldn’t wait to go to college. ❜

❛ Does she know how proud I am she was created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred ? ❜

❛ I miss you & I hope that you’re okay. ❜

❛ Nothing’s forever, nothing is as good as it seems. ❜

❛ God, I hope that you’re happier today. ❜

❛ 'Cause I love you. ❜

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☞☞ quotes i found on pinterest sentence starters pt. one ☜☜

“  i’ve polished this anger and now it’s a knife.  ” 

“  i’m fine, i’ve had worse.  ”

“  death too must be earned.  ”

“  how do you destroy a monster without becoming one ?  ”

“  am i a bad person ?  ”

“  family isn’t who you’re born with, it’s who you’d die for.  ” 

“  are you flirting or starting a fight ?  ”

“  i’ll survive, somehow i always do.  ”

“  um.. that’s my emotional support knife collection.  ”

“  tell me; would you kill to save a life ?  ”

“  i am someone who did not die when they should of.  ”

“  i’ve never been good at emotional stuff. except anger. i’m good at anger.  ”

“  you can’t protect everyone !  ”

“  i have to try.  ”

“  turn the pain into power.  ” 

“  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ”

“  are monster born or created ?  ”

“  chin up kid, they’d kill to see you fall.  ”

“  if he puts his hands on you, cut them off.  ”

“  i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me.  ”

“  don’t play games with me. don’t ever think you’re capable of that.  ”

“  the question isn’t who is going to let me; it’s who is going to stop me.  ”

“  something had made your eyes go cold.  ”

“  you haven’t even seen my bad side yet.  ”

“  everybody knows that i’m a mess.  ”

“  i’m sorry i let you down.  ”

“  well, if it isn’t the feeling i was trying to avoid.  ”

“  you are not your father.  ”

“  even on your bad days, be kind.  ”

“  you don’t want me and i need to accept that.  ”

“  stay gentle. everyone is at war.  ”

“  the risk i took was calculated. but clearly i am bad at maths.  ”

“  i wonder which will get you killed faster, your loyalty or your stubbornness ?  ”

“  always be a little kinder than necessary.  ”

“  kind words cost nothing.  ”

“  i am being perfectly fucking civil.  ”

“  we’ll never be those kids again.  ”

“  i’m the original family disappointment.  ”

“  if karma doesn’t hit you, i fucking will.  ”

“  if you can’t be happy, at least you can be drunk.  ”

“  you can talk to me, or not talk to me, but i’m here.  ”

“  guess you’ll just have to fight me.  ”

“  i never asked to be like this.  ”

“  wow.  you’re a dick.  ”

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               "Amity!“ Luz yells in lieu of greeting her friend, running up to her with her hands behind her back. "I saw these flowers on my way here this morning, and they reminded me of you! So I, uh, made you this!” Smiling nervously she holds out her hands, and in them is a flower crown almost the exact shade of blue as the others hair. // luz to amity obvi / @familymade· | unprompted. 

            Amity recognized Luz’s voice  pretty  much  immediately.  Still,  she  took  a  moment  before  turning  to  faceher.  She  didn’t  want  to  seem  too  eager.  Oh  no.  Luz  had  gotten  something  for  her?  Amity  could  feel  the  blush  rising  on  her  cheeks;  she  knew  it  was  noticeable.  Her  eyes  linger  on  the  flower  crown  for  a  bit  too  long  before  she  finally  took  it  from  her.  

                                  ❛  ...Cute.  ❜

            UGH, that sounded so  rude.  Get  it  together,  Amity.So,  she offered  Luz  a  smile.  Because  it  really  was  cute.  Luz  was  cute  &&  the  fact  that  she  thought  about  Amity  in  the  first  place  made  her  feel  soft.  

                                  ❛  Thank you, Luz.  ❜

              The  smile  on  her  face  wilted,  and  she  was  about  to  start  asking  if  Amity  didn’t  like  it,  or  if  she’d  rather  a  flower  crown  in  a  different  color.  She  could  go  looking  for  other  flowers!  Or,  oh  no,  maybe  Amity  was  allergic  to  flowers.  That  seemed  like  something  she  would  have  found  out  about  before  now,  but  who  knows?  Oh  my  god,  what  if  she  was  allergic  to  flowers  so  badly  that  they  could  kill  her?  ...  Wait.  If  that  were  the  case  she  probably  wouldn’t  have  taken  the  flower  crown  from  her  in  the  first  place.  Before  she  got  a  chance  to  voice  all  of  that  however,  Amity  was  smiling  at  her,  and  she  could  practically  feel  her  heart  jump  up  into  her  throat.  She  could  feel  her  own  cheeks  start  to  heat,  and  prayed  the  blush  wasn’t  that  noticable.

            ❛   Oh,  it  was  nothing,  really!  I’m  just  glad  you  like  it.   ❜

            And  maybe  it  had  resulted  in  her  arms  and  legs  being  scratched  up  from  thorns,  but  it  was  worth  it.

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         like  for  a  starter  from  catra,  to  be  done  in  the  morning !!

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          like  for  a  starter  from  adora,  to  be  done  in  the  morning !!

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        like  for  a  starter  from  luz,  to  be  done  in  the  morning !!

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                    hello  my  name  is  aelin,  and  this  is  my  multi-muse  rp  blog  for  animated  characters  from  shows  such  as  ducktales,  my  hero  academia,  the  owl  house,  and  she-ra.  currently  low  activity  while  i  try  and  get  back  into  some  things  !! 

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