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you stole everything from me

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oh monstrous existence. oh family curses. i would if you’re at all prepared for what can happen in a fucking year. you will be hearing from my consciousness later on. thanks.

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let’s not pretend this wasn’t one big thing of love raine. you fucking idiot.

you think if i married him, he’d take my last name ? or maybe we’d hyphenate. or maybe when sel marries me, and then he marries into the coupling, he’d take her name ?

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ironic.

also if everyone could stop actively feeding into my problem with trusting people, that would be amazing. i know that people can’t be trusted. believe me. i do. but i have to. and i’ll never be comfortable, happy, or okay if i keep carrying on like i don’t. like wtf. can y’all let me at least pretend that this apartment thing is gonna work out.

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yeah fuck that raine. there’s more than romantic love going around and there’s more people that can fuck you up emotionally than you thought there would be

when i think about love, my mind really do stay going to this girl. i think it’s really bc i haven’t felt smth romantically that compares.

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children should not have to worry about their body image and their weight. children should not have to worry about their body image and their weight. children should not have to worry about their body image and their weight.

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wow i forgot about this place

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welcome back.

there’s still smth wrong with me

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i have very specific thoughts that i feel i can’t voice. and i will continue to just hold that shit in bc i don’t how else i’m gonna survive.

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i’m gonna fucking scream

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“would it be easier if i was seen and never heard?”

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if someone says “degenerate” there is a 93% chance they are a neo-nazi 

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children should not have to worry about their body image and their weight. children should not have to worry about their body image and their weight. children should not have to worry about their body image and their weight.

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the way i don’t even live with this fool anymore

i continue to hate my stepfather

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i continue to hate my stepfather

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i’m never getting out of here.

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