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also from now on my new crossover OTP is Flavia de Luce x Artemis Fowl

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wishlist:

a new bag

classic black high heels that's comfortable to wear

beige cashmere longsleeve

autumn grey maxi skirt

maybe new gloves? maybe soft blue suede

real tajik book, not pdf or something

another new bag

sexy stockings, black and nude, not cheap looking

long soft crochet cardigan, at least black, may be grey and white

whatever new dress speaks to me

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fly away fly away fly away from all this mess

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yeah

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v is for vacation

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is there a word in any language that means the fear of what's happening with your mental health?

it's stupid, but i remember pc or android game with memories dissolving feature. there were notifications like: "Character Name is not friendly anymore", "You forgot what's happened that day".

i feel like i can remember sound of gameplay memories disappearing. but absolutely can't remember WHAT game it was. Cultist Simulator maybe?

The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.

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my vacation this year will look like this, i hope 🍂

"An Autumn Morning" by Grigory Myasoyedov (1893)

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вы рехнулись все в вашей Москве

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Jahsadi: being herself, pessimistic ~2 meter creation made of dead body parts.

Party-mate, tarologist furry cat girl: *hitting on her*

new character for upcoming d&d adventure.

i called her "Ҷасади Мурда", what's literally means "remains" or "dead body" in tajik.

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ordinary mistress

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i am making elderberry candles and they smell like happiness 🌿

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i like being angry

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me: living my silly little life, making candles, cuddling with my cats, watching cartoons, running ttrpgs for my friends.

plot twist: suddenly all of it turning to the criminal drama, someone chasing and stalking me, sending threats, and now i am kinda sinful mistress AND the villain in that story.

i honestly hate it. what's SO wrong i have done in my life that i deserved it?

nah, MAY BE, some of that is an exaggeration, brought to the world by my panic attack point of view.

but honestly, FUCK IT.

and if someone who considers me as his personal enemy reads this - well, how about you stop and think WHY actually? are you SURE that you address your hatered to the right person? just GET LOST. live your own fucking life and leave me alone.

i am too tired of the all the shit i have to deal with this year.

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looks like Claude Rains to me 🤭🌿

Funnily enough, this gentleman started out as a humanised Bill Cipher but then he became someone else. What would his name be?

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this vs my whole life among the western people

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new character for upcoming d&d adventure.

i called her "Ҷасади Мурда", what's literally means "remains" or "dead body" in tajik.