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 I SETTLED MY GRIEVANCE BY CRAFTING A MASK   (   AND I NEVER LOOKED BACK   )

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//: Quick update! 

//: Going to be moving this blog to a new one. Help better organize everything and sort of new start. Threads shall be continued over there. 

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❝Only reason it was, was down to the fact that some rowdy people had come in a few nights ago and had ended up destroying a bit of the casino.❞ he responded with a shrug as he placed it down again and looked over at the hooded figure. There was now quite a bit of intrigue with everything, wanting to know who this new person was and where exactly they came from.

There would probably be plenty of time for that, though, so he wasn’t entirely keen on trying to figure it all out right away or anything. But, the more stuff he knew about what was going on, the better it was. He figured it was probably better to learn a little about this than none at all.

❝You mind me asking where you came from? Don’t exactly see a lot of… hooded figures coming in out of nowhere to help lift a table,❞ he commented and leaned against it,  ❝I assume some sort of “magical mystery” type thing? Seems to be a lot of people like that around.❞

“ Well, good news is the table is in one piece “

At lest from what the hooded man could see. Maybe a crack somewhere depending on what those rowdy people were doing with the table. 

To the figure there all covered up from head to toe. Hood covering his head enough to make question if he has a face, gloves and coat. Best to keep him in the light to avoid losing him in the shadows. 

“ Me? Came from far away, I’d point it out on a map but then a map doesn’t have it on there. Right on the mark! “

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@goodboiinheaven​ // (cf.) ———————–

The hooded figure does as told, grabbing the other end of the table to get it upright. He waits for a few moments to see if the other has his grip on the table before flipping it over. Wouldn’t want to end up getting caught by it! Does get the Master wondering if he should replace his own desk soon, could take a lot of damage but only so much before it ends up being splinters! 

“ Why was the table flipped before anyways? “

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iratheforeteller

that is the face Ira sees looming at the end of his bed, just moments after waking up, and in the moment Ira knows, MoM found out about the food fight.

“ :     ) “

Thought you could escape MoM finding out? Only a matter of when

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//: I need to write MoM more but the only thing that’s coming up right now is MoM doing this: ‘ :) ‘ but as a threat 

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⊱simple introduction starters⊰

❝what are you doing here?❞

❝you're going to hurt yourself, let me help you.❞

❝why are you staring at me?❞

❝if you didn't want to talk to me, you could've just said so.❞

❝i think you dropped this.❞

❝here, i'll pay for that.❞

❝so i assume you're the one everyone's talking about.❞

❝that outfit looks nice on you, where'd you get it?❞

❝why are you doing this?❞

❝so that looks dangerous... want to try it?❞

❝you're going to do WHAT with WHAT?❞

❝can you help me grab this?❞

❝don't talk to me until i've had my coffee. thanks.❞

❝that was possibly the weirdest thing i've ever seen.❞

❝you have the prettiest smile i've seen all day.❞

❝do i have anything on my shirt?❞

❝are you waiting for an interview too?❞

❝is this seat saved for anyone?❞

❝i've never been here before, it's beautiful.❞

❝do you know the directions to (location)?❞

❝so how long have you been working here?❞

❝how many of those have you had?❞

❝i'm not suppose to talk to strangers.❞

❝you'll be ok, i promise.❞

❝can you hear me?❞

❝i think you're on my foot...❞

❝i guess you're stuck with me 'til the elevator starts working.❞

❝could you POSSIBLY get more annoying?❞

❝i have several questions, first off WHY?❞

❝why would you do that?"

❝i think that guy is giving you a weird look.❞

❝hey are you ok?❞

❝do you live here?❞

❝are you third-wheeling too?❞

❝why are like this?❞

❝who did this to you?❞

❝who told you that?❞

❝why are you following me?❞

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random sentence starters

“  i never asked for this/that.  ”  “  i said no.  ” “  she/he was the only one who ever understood.  ” “  help me understand.  ” “  if that’s what you want…  ” “  this is about me, for once.  ” “  maybe if you listened instead of running your mouth, you’d know what i was talking about.  ” “  it was a joke.  ” “  let me see that.  ” “  i don’t have a plan, but we’ll figure it out.  ” “  i like to watch the stars. it reminds me how small we all are.  ” “  i didn’t realize you were in so much pain.  ” “  i only wanted to help.  ” “  what are you smiling at?  ” “  why are you looking at me like that?  ” “  i know i have a right to be angry, but i don’t want to be.  ” “  i’m not sure what i’m supposed to feel.  ” “  don’t make me say it.  ” “  that doesn’t sound quite right, but okay.  ” “  i would never lie to you.  ” “  you wouldn’t get it.  ” “  just, let me have this, ok?  ” “  i need you.  ” “  just go.  ” “  how did this happen?  ” “  is this what you wanted?  ” “  love never really goes away, it just changes sometimes.  ”  “  stop trying to figure everything out. just focus on now.  ” “  you were all i wanted.  ” “  now that i’m on the other side of it, i guess i see now how little it mattered  ”

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miscellaneous movie quote sentence starters pt. ii.

“ you’re not death. they are. “

“ it wouldn’t mean much for me to kill you. when you love someone, it’s easier to do it. “

“ i killed ____. i wanted him to die. “

“ love doesn’t mean anything in your life. you think you can turn it on and off. by pushing a button like you do a light. “

“ i’m bad. you said it yourself. well, i was born that way, see? and what’s more, i don’t care. i like it. “

“ nature is mysterious, but never sad. “

“ i tried to love you. but now i know love is not enough. “

“ maybe i want to feel badly. maybe i’m tired of pretending that nothing bothers me, that all i care about is myself. “

“ i don’t want to be worshipped. i want to be loved. “

“ i’m afraid to turn around. i’m afraid i’ll see nobody. that i’m alone here. “

“ you must destroy us both with that weakness you call virtue. you must keep me tormented with that cruelty you think so pious. “

“ i don’t think i belong in heaven. “

“ be with me always. take any form. drive me mad. only do not leave me in this dark alone, where i cannot find you. “

“ i am different. i don’t even vaguely resemble others, any of them. “

“ whenever a woman has a problem, men always presume it’s love. “

“ i don’t want to pierce you, but how else will i get free? “

“ try as i might, i can’t ever forget. “

“ i do not love you. i love nobody. “

“ i feel nothing for no-one! “

“ i can’t love, i can’t! don’t you understand that? “

“ i have no feelings. get that into your head. “

“ our love was a dream. never lived, only a fantasy. an emotion transparent like smoke. “

“ i will always be hiding in a corner of your mind so you can find me. “

“ there is always something watching me, following me, controlling me. “

“ you didn’t look human. didn’t have any emotions. or rather, you looked cruel. very cruel. “

“ i wish you could stay here forever. just the two of us, isolated from everything. “

“ i’ve been feeling something so strange lately. it’s hard to explain. it’s like a constant state of panic, of anguish. “

“ when the night comes, all that’s left is the anxiety. “

“ you’re the source of all this evil. “

“ i respect your pain. but don’t forget that i’m also in pain. “

“ i’m insane but, sometimes i’m wise. “

“ wise women know well enough what monsters men make of them. “

“ i departed this world without ever having known love. “

“ it grieved my heart to see your sorrow. “

“ the ocean as my companion, the sky as my friend. seagulls… and silence. a great silence. “

“ they say i’m sick. very sick. “

“ i try to find out what’s wrong with me, but i can’t. “

“ everything scares me. sometimes, my whole body trembles. “

“ you seem to distrust me. you think i’m an enchantress… don’t you? ”

“ you’re mine now. from now on… you must devote your whole life to me. “

“ there is no good in me. where should it come from? “

“ i can’t cry. why can’t i cry like other people? “

“ now i’m broken, the toy that god didn’t want. “

“ you’re afraid. i feel you’re afraid. “

“ i want to feel their bones breaking between my fingers. i want to overpower them, drink their blood and wounds. i’ll smash them with my heels and you’ll be there to see it. “

“ the cruel animal is always reading to snap up the innocent who come too close to her she-wolf jaws. “

“ do you think the dead come back and watch the living? “

“ not as good as blood. but it’s stronger. “

“ we women must defend ourselves… or they will bully us. “

“ i’m alive. i’m still alive. i’m here. “

“ men are tricks. they are so simple-minded. “

“ i’m still here. i won’t go away, ____. i’ll never go away. you’ll never get better. i;m still here, i’m in your blood. “

“ dreams or nightmares. madness or sanity. i don’t know which is which. “

“ i can feel with your body. i am you. “

“ a new wickedness is coming, i feel it. “

“ love is about craving. our craving for transformation. and all transformation, all movement, happens because life turns into death. “

“ where is reality? where is the dream? “

“ i’ve always been fascinated by death. the feel of it, the smell of it… and the stillness. “

“ we will return, ____. we will be the wind and the rain. we will be the elements that men fear the most. “

“ i am you, and you are me. “

“ you smell of blood. you’re the statue of a goddess. “

“ how i crave to sink my teeth into your pink flesh. “

“ i wanted to be alone! alone! free! “

“ maybe i should’ve followed the dark voice in my heart, maybe i should’ve run away. “

“ that’s the only truth… being alive. being blood, flesh. “

“ you cannot live in isolation from the human race, you know. “

“ they should’ve known i’d always love you… even if you are different. “

“ there’s so much blood all around me. “

“ you shouldn’t ask questions that are bigger than us. “

“ the pain will fade in time… but the memory will remain for as long as i live. “

“ you’re beautiful like that, with blood on your mouth. “

“ ____, i am your death. “

“ i feel sorry for you and your lack of soul. “

“ i’ll never be like you. i change all the time. “

“ you can do what you want. you won’t get to me. “

“ sweet flesh cannot live forever. “

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send 🗡️ to point a sword at my muse’s throat

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thefatalmarksman:

❝ Is there a beast out there? ❞ —Smol Luxu

There’s a few minutes pause from the Master at the question. He was about to say something to answer but needed that few moments to make sure that the reply was true. 

“ Not at the moment “

Which also means he needs to keep an eye out when it comes back. Of what beast? Well, all depends if said beast looks at them with ‘ I’m going to attack ‘

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OVER THE GARDEN WALL SENTENCE STARTERS.

❝ Where…are we? ❞

❝ I-I think we’re lost! ❞

❝ Did you hear that? ❞

❝ Maybe I can help, I mean, you are lost, right? ❞

❝ What, in the world, is going on? ❞

❝ What are you doing here? Explain yourself! ❞

❝ You’re more lost than you realize. ❞

❝ Is there a beast out there? ❞

❝ Did you know that if you soak a raisin in grape juice, it turns into a grape? ❞

❝ You have beautiful eyes! ❞

❝ I want to steal. ❞

❝ Ain’t that just the way. ❞

❝ I’ll never give up. ❞

❝ I’m trying to help you! ❞

❝ I’ve got my own problems to take care of. ❞

❝ Well then…perhaps we better make a deal.❞

❝ Oh you wonderful mistake of nature! ❞

❝ You find this place as creepy as I do, right? ❞

❝ You’ll die some day, and I’ll laugh! ❞

❝ What if it’s not a ghost and I’m just…on the brink of madness? ❞

❝ What’s the matter? You seem tense. ❞

❝ You better be wise and don’t believe his lies. ❞

❝ It won’t open! Well…guess we gotta spend some quality time together. ❞

❝ It’s my fault we ended up here. Everything’s been my fault. ❞

❝ You can do anything if you set your mind to it! ❞

❝ Are you ready to see true darkness? ❞

❝ Hold your tongue or I’ll remove it from your mouth! ❞

❝ I really, really wanna see a ghost, really bad. ❞

❝ I’m not just gonna wander around the woods for the rest of my life. ❞

❝ If dreams can’t come true, then why not pretend? ❞

❝ We are just wayward leaves, scattered to the air by an indifferent wind. ❞

❝ Further and further, drifting away from where I want to be, who I want to be. ❞

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Late Night Wanderings Sentence Starters

“What are you doing out this late?”

“This part of town isn’t a good place to be at this time of night.”

“Now what’s a pretty thing like you doing in a place like this?” 

“You do realize what time it is, right?” 

“Where are you going at this hour?” 

“The sun isn’t rising anytime soon, you know.” 

“Do you know where I am?” 

“The city looks different at night.” 

“This street is very dark…” 

“Why don’t you come stand in the light?” 

“Are you lost?” 

“I got turned around in the dark…” 

“This isn’t the time to go wandering around.”

“Only fools and trouble come out to these parts at this hour.” 

“Looking for trouble, are we?” 

“A little late to be shopping.” 

“Just coming back from the bar?” 

“Think any of the pubs are still going to be open?” 

“Trouble lurks around every shadowed corner.” 

“Woah! I didn’t see you there!”

“Where did you come from?” 

“What are you doing here?” 

“A bold move to show your face here in the shadows of night.” 

“Go home.” 

“It isn’t safe here at this time of night.” 

“You’re being watched.” 

“What are you doing still up?” 

“Looking for something?” 

“I like walking when the streets are empty.”

“It’s dangerous to walk at night alone.” 

“I know where I’m going.” 

“The trees are kind of spooky…”

“Did you hear that howl?” 

“Was…was that an owl…?” 

“This path is scary at night…” 

“The woods is no place a __ after dusk.” 

“Oh you poor soul, wandering lost in the forest under the new moon…” 

“You can’t see the stars from here…” 

“This is the witching hour.” 

“Dark beasts lurk here. Be cautious.” 

“Stay on the road!” 

“Talking a midnight stroll along the beach?” 

“The ocean is so mysterious at night…” 

“What brings you to the pier at this hour?” 

“What dangers lurk in these dark waters, I wonder.” 

“You’re going to get yourself lost one of these days.” 

🌙+ your own

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* the road starters

the road is a novel by cormac mccarthy. 

‘ i’m right here. ’

‘ you have my whole heart. you always did. ’

‘ we need to go. ’

‘ do you feel okay? ’

‘ i’m sorry i woke you. ’ 

‘ i don’t want you to get sick. ’ 

‘ you have to talk to me. ’ 

‘ my job is to take care of you. ’

‘ and you can’t give up. i won’t let you. ’

‘ it’s not safe. ’

‘ you’re going to be okay. ’

 ‘ shh. it’s all right. ’

‘ keep your head down. ’

‘ just sit here. you’ll be able to see me the whole time. i promise. ’ 

‘ you haven’t eaten in a long time. ’ 

‘ i’m sorry i yelled at you. ’

‘ i know you’re scared. that’s okay. ’

‘ stay close. ’ 

‘ you said you wouldn’t ever leave me. ’

‘ don’t let it get cold. ’

‘ and i won’t forget. no matter what. ’

‘ what’s the bravest thing you ever did? ’

‘ it doesn’t hurt. ’

‘ no, you’re starving. ’

‘ i’m trying. ’ 

‘ i don’t have good dreams anyway. ’

‘ i had a bad dream. ’

‘ are these all the blankets you have? ’ 

‘ it’s okay. it’s lightning. ’

‘ i should have been more careful. ’

‘ don’t lose heart. ’

‘ it’s a pretty good story. ’ 

‘ i’m just really thirsty. ’

‘ can i go with you? ’ 

‘ the one thing i can tell you is that you won’t survive for yourself. ’

‘ is it okay for us to take it? ’  

‘ i’m not anything. ’ 

‘ we got lots of stuff. ’

‘ i’m really tired. ’

‘ i feel kind of weird. ’

‘ but you’re not happy. ’

‘ i’m cold. ’

‘ do you remember anything? ’

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Looks over to see what day it is. Nods in knowing that its today. Goes back to work. 

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╓ afoolelopedindarkness:

Remember that Ansem his adopted widow dad? Boi imagine these two sitting on a couch in one of their rooms and eating ice cream and chocolate until putting themselves in a coma.

//: Yeah I can see this happening. Heck MoM will bring a bunch of chocolate for it! Though since MoM is also a goof he’ll probably also end up buying chocolate hearts and handing one to Ansem like ‘ I’ve replaced my heart with chocolate so here yeah go ‘