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gen z has to reckon with its radicalization problem. you are not a morally pure and superior generation of youth come to save the world, your men and boys are radicalized at an unprecedented level and you ignore it because it’s too hard to address but you have to. these boys are in your classes, they date your friends, you know them and you cannot continue to pretend this is an “old white guy” problem

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Theory: The government isn’t helping the vulnerable in Appalachia because they profit off of the dead folks. Let me explain:

Appalachia is what i like to call the vulnerable 15, most people living in Appalachia own older homes built by generations of their families or are homeless. Its very clear either way that there is much poverty lining those old mountains. Essentially, they’re stuck in the 1950s where a gallon o’ milk costed 99c and because of the governments lack of attention and funding they can’t support themselves.

You’re probably asking, what does this have to do with the dead people? Well i’ll say it bluntly; They’re letting folks die so they can tear down their houses, make better ones, and sell them for higher. It’s just how the market works. Its cheaper for them to build again than it is to send aid out and thats why these poor people are struggling.

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i used a base for this too lazy 6am all nighter yahoo

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hey so i actually own harry vanderspeigle now.. yeah no, sorry guys i bought the show out and he’s mine now ❤️ we’re so in love like its crazy like he’s my husband you wouldn’t get it sorry 😕 such a shame… anyways yeah and um, i dont actually care if he’s not real! 😊 we are kissing rn and there is nothing you can do :(

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I forgot to update this, but the hotel eventually added internet by using a router! We just kept reloading the pages on rental websites everyday until we found one! We’re doing okay now and we moved in a little over a couple of weeks ago :) and we have a new puppy! her name is sparky haha

She gets along just fine with the kitties! And when my mom got her we had to sneak her up under my moms coat into the hotel room 🤫

They should fund fema more, Me and my mom live together (she’s divorced) and our rental house got flooded on the outside but because it’s raised the water got under the porch, went through the wooden cracks, and fucked up our AC unit as well as took out our well which means we can’t flush, shower, or drink water.

We’ve been couch hopping, we stayed with out grandma for a day then we stayed with my moms friend for two weeks and then i left to stay with my dad (i hate him) while my mom stayed with her friend and looked for a hotel and finally we’re in a hotel but it’s short lived because tomorrow we’ll be switching to another hotel but the room is paid for by fema therefore the room is shit. It’s got one bed and i can’t sleep with my mom so i’m staying on a blow up bed. The hotel says it’s a king bed but it’s clearly not and my mom rolls around at night meaning she might fall off onto me 🫠

We don’t have enough money for a new rental and we have nowhere else to stay so hopefully by the end of the month the landlord will fix the house because the only rental close to my moms work requires us to make 3x the rent so we’d have to illegally fake how much money we make on our paycheck and my mom would need to work overtime

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you guys wont believe this but after i posted my cat kiri she ran downstairs to be on the porch for a bit to watch the cars as she loves to sit outside, (for those who are worried, our porch is mosquito netted so she cant go anywhere) but as I’m upstairs drying off after a hot shower, she unbeknownst to me kills a baby lizard. So she comes up the stairs meowing at me loudly like somethings wrong, lays down on my dirty clothes pile (we don’t have a hamper yet since we just moved in) and drops it. of course, i don’t even notice it because it blends in pretty well so she starts howling at me while laying next to it. I investigate, and find the little fella. Immediate sadness and amusement. Why? Because 1. holy shit, my cat can mouse?! 2. thats a baby lizard but i know she means well and 3. this confirms she thinks I’m a dumb and clumsy hairless kitten as cats mouse for you when they think you’re a clumsy cat who can’t hunt for themselves.

(P.s, i picked the poor thing up, pretended to eat it so she wouldn’t feel offended, ran downstairs, and then buried it in our front yard)

bonus pics of both my cats when they were kittens! kiri and luna! luna is a longhair we adopted who we think might be a mainecoon and lost her voicebox due to sickness when she was only weeks old so she squeaks instead of meowing. luna s a funny case because she was so tiny when we got her but was a full sized cat before kiri! they marked her as “shorthair” on her papers too LOL. kiri is an actual shorthair we adopted! all of the other cats were very negative towards the people at the shelter but me, kiri especially. i know it sounds like a Y/N moment, but kiri was hissing at every adult and child! when i sat down in the middle to make myself look less scary and stood still, she climbed into my lap and slept there for an hour as my mom went to go look at the dog section while we waited for paperwork and confirmation

(This is how big luna is now if you’re curious!)

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i helped create my boyfriends intro post a while ago, he never really uses tumblr but i helped him get on here anyway! @yourlocalfunnyguy is him 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i did it because he doesn’t know what to write! im pointing this out because admittedly it looks better than mine even though both are created by me ?! 💔💔

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thing

stupid idiot baby

stinky and smelly and a fatty

kiri farty girl

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No it doesnt? Their whole argument is just “graahhh, my generation men just as bad as yours! gen z so stupid!! how could you LET those boys get radicalized! youre just ignoring it!!” and its just like we keep telling everyone, being older doesn’t make you any more wiser. We talk about it plenty of times. Im growing impatient and more bitter about this because some of you seem to hate admitting when you’re wrong.

It is literally a proven fact that the younger generation of people are more likely to be not racist and less misogynistic. As i’ve already said; pretending our work as women has done absolutely squat to change the world is actually sending us backwards. I seen two mfs fighting in a comment section on tiktok of all places, both gen z.

So yeah, i think we’re doing just about alright. I have never seen a gen x or millennial stand up to another like this. gee i wonder why that is? 🤔 Move along now.

gen z has to reckon with its radicalization problem. you are not a morally pure and superior generation of youth come to save the world, your men and boys are radicalized at an unprecedented level and you ignore it because it’s too hard to address but you have to. these boys are in your classes, they date your friends, you know them and you cannot continue to pretend this is an “old white guy” problem

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not to brag or anything but.. g-guys... michael myers is my third cousin 😏😏

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Your blog is awful and you are an idiot

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

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my computer was infected with the gay virus why is my bar rainbow colored

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pal, im gonna have to assume you sat down in your nice comfy chair in your upper middle class house with the heater turned up during this winter front, took out a sheet of paper and held a pencil, and asked yourself; "how can i blame the younger generation of women and girls for something they can't control and take no part in?".

because this is just like that one post where it talks about how rowdy boys in classes are often sat by the "mature & polite girls" so that they can keep them in check despite that not being their problem whatsoever.

sure, our generations boys and men are going to be just as shit as yours. propaganda of the right wing is pretty much inevitable for young boys without any internet restrictions. but have you considered that maybe, just maybe there's still progress even if its by a little? i have seen more men & boys from my generation arguing with older men on politics and defending women's rights than i have seen the latter. to ignore any progress is just really annoying and counterintuitive of you.

do you also genuinely believe that for some reason gen z women and girls are immune to being cat called by your generations old, wrinkly, and senile men? how can you ignore something if it happens every other week? and, be honest here, did you assume we were going to say something to every random guy on the street in real life who believes women should be beneath them and risk our own safety?

and trust me. you wouldn't know if it was your boyfriend, your friends, or your family either. stop painting us as naive little girls who cant understand shit for brains. i don't think you realize how hard it can be to cope when you do find out. for example, i find out my own father was cheating on my mother via paying for prostitutes from Brazil using her money. that was two years ago. it just feels like a cruel tug at my heart because he's my father and that isn't something that can be replaced. he's the only one i literally will ever get. but also, i hate him. i hate him for putting women's lives in danger and being a fucking slut. but you know what? if i constantly believe and try to find evidence where there isnt any that every single man i will ever met and have met is just like him or worse, i'd probably isolate myself off from the world. thats a mental issue called paranoia and i'll be damned if i ever let a man scare me that bad. its always good to be vigilant, even if its not truly all men its still plenty enough to wonder if they guy next to you at the bust stop staring you down is planning to grab you. my point in case is that we should not be expecting it, we should not have to expect it. so, in regards to your ignorant post; tell me something i don't already know and stop pretending that because you're older you're wiser. you are literally the reason we need instructions for using shampoo.

gen z has to reckon with its radicalization problem. you are not a morally pure and superior generation of youth come to save the world, your men and boys are radicalized at an unprecedented level and you ignore it because it’s too hard to address but you have to. these boys are in your classes, they date your friends, you know them and you cannot continue to pretend this is an “old white guy” problem

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feeling so drained lately. i try to find anything to do with britonic neolithic culture because culture has always been extremely important to me, having something that connects me and others while also making me feel special would be wonderful. humans are a social species, we also love self expression and creativity.

but unfortunately , no matter how long i spend scavenging the internet to its deepest nooks and crannies, i can only find so little about my people and existence. as it turns out years of colonization by the romans, the barbarians, the angles and saxons, the danes, the norwegians, the jutes, and frisians plus the more modern flemings, “egyptians”/roma, huguenots, indians, irish, africans, germans, russian jewish peoples, poles, west Indians, etc., etc. (while these were not colonization's in the larger sense, they still represented significant cultural as well as genetic influxes - some 2.5 million immigrants over 150 years up until WW2) has caused a significant loss of information about us. all which were buried, ruined, bombed, destroyed, you name it.

this has killed me every waking moment, it just kills me knowing there is literally nothing left besides a couple pieces of jewelry, some pottery, ruined houses, and tools made of precious green mixed stone. the only information on us have been left by the invaders and i refuse to indulge in their stereotypes and ignorance. hell, even the tribe names we didn’t choose. nobody knows what we actually called ourselves.

its even crueler knowing my descendants culture was taken up by the germanics, more specifically the frankish people. parts of “france” were once theirs until the colonization. now they mock them and speak the dying britonic language and wear their clothes. they dress like them and they talk like them knowing they couldn’t dress in their own clothes and they couldn’t speak their own language.

this mix, this cesspool of mutt that has become me, is eating me inside and out. i want to belong, i want to know; what did they eat? what songs did they sing? how did they dress? were they happy and can i be apart of that? everyday i see the natives of north america, the native polynesians, the natives of south america, the africans, all enjoying themselves and i feel nauseatingly jealous. im tired of wanting.

i wonder if the monster that the colonizers created wasn’t violent on purpose and just wanted to be apart of that joy like me? i like to imagine it looked like the messed up gem fusions from Steven universe. or maybe a stuffed animal sewn together from others. something that makes you uncomfortable to look at and a little sad. maybe it wanted to experience that community, so it stole to fill the hole made in a body too big for even itself? i think deep down we know that we crave attention, we are a lot like the meerkat - a social group of critters. we also like to feel special, we want something to have just for us. culture is like an inside joke; not everyone understands or gets it and thats what it means to be special. there are words others don’t understand, practices only you and a tight knit group of people know how to do, a uniqueness you feel in your heart, and customs only you can know.

i want to be special too, we were to be special. if i dont know what we did or who we were, i lose that connection, that special thing. and since its so hard to find anything, im literally going insane. i doubt if i brought it back anyone would even care enough to join in. its not like i can just create one without accidentally copying an entire pre existing thing. i also cant create something and have the only person who knows it be me. and i cant create it alone because it doesn’t happen that way. i cant just obtain it like an object as it needs to happen gradually and have an importance to me. i need to earn it in a way i guess.

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i get a chuckle out of pretending the sentence "this is taking me out" is an ominous saying .. like taking you out how and where?? on a date? or out as in dead? i guess we'll never know

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ive been doing this thing for years irl where sometimes when im surprised i will say "o mein gott" because i once heard this song and that was that

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i dont pay attention to this server for what, maybe 1 or two years and THIS happems. WHAT .

we're so dead. we as a human species are for lack of better wording; cooked ! 😊