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just wanna feel happy but i simply j dont feel happy anymore due to the crippling loneliness as of late, irl has gotten worse, hhh

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maybe i should post my suicide note on my main and get it over with lowkey

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think i should stop venting i feel stupid for it

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i think im actually at my lowest atp man and it feels so alone. nobody is here anymore.

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im alone again.

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i miss my friends so much almost everybody i know is slowly fading away the last real person i talked to was yesterday man i barely have conversed with anyone im losing it man i just wanna be happy i miss talking with people ive lost everyone im on the verge of tears

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considering killing myself honestly

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i love having to draw stuff for friends but commissions and art trades are so hard to do man im constantly redrawing the same 3 things over and over again i kid you not ive redrawn this aravris thing 12 times, solkat around 9, and this comm about 7 times. im actually gonna kill myself

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ive had so many friends just stop talking to me recently and a lot of them told me that they wouldnt ever purposely do it yet ive lost almost all their friendships and practically get hurt everyday from wanting it back, as much as i want to hurt myself cause of it i cant and just have to know that ill just be alone

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its been so lonely man i barely even talk to anyone anymore

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i miss talking with friends

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im genuinely not okay dude everything feels worse and worse im barely eating and barely functioning

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should i die to a beer bottle chat