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excess-thought-dump · 7 days ago
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So got to be “forced” to see genocide and by that amazing friend played genocide since I was to baby scared to play it and they had my fearful reaction as a treat
And I gotta talk about this
This one should be shorter cuz kinda tired of typing ( I lied)
So basically my little itty thoughts is that genocide route is something that unsettled me for the basic reason of losing all the friendly people in a slow crawl like seeing it said “but nobody came” was different and disturbing, but what even more was horrifying is that at first each death devastating to me and it came to the point of papyrus being killed which left me with unexpected tears
That was soo surprising to me because while yes papyrus is one of my favorites I would not say my favorite character in all undertale but his death just like suddenly came and impacted me in such a guttural way that we had to take like a 10 min break just to recuperate
And it was only that death made me cry all the others were surprisingly like seeing undyne fight for everyone just made me soooo happy and like her death was sad yes but seeing her die by fighting with her heart and soul for all was amazing and made love her even more
Other bosses death were just so unexpected to me to see cuz I was struggling in each boss during my playthrough and seeing my friend one shot most them just left me flabbergasted cuz wow I spent hours on muffet and then it took 1 press of the attack button and that all they wrote
Okay now time to talk about The final the penultimate and the character that is been one of favorites even before playing (sorgy for this extend into) SANS
but yea that biggest comment I want to say is just about the music cuz hearing Megalovania for the first time in its origin really just made me think how that song really alter a piece of life that I really didn’t expect since that song was one of the first songs I ever added to playlist and made me enjoy music and searched for more and that enjoyment of music is now always apart of me and can’t really love apart it, so just to say that song had a unbelievable impact to me that was like from this amazing game that only now I get play
Last comment is to go back about the horrific thing that I kinda notice while watching my friend play and it best put into this quote that sans said(The more you kill, the easier it becomes to distance yourself. * The more you distance yourself, the less you will hurt. * The more easily you can bring yourself to hurt others.) which really made sense to me while watching cuz at first I was devastated to every death and even cried at papyrus but slowly I got desensitized and even laugh when tsuderplane died and I really started viewing them more as characters and that like made another saying more sense in my head (One death is a tragedy, a million is a statistic),
But yea that my thoughts on this wonderful game other part that I really didn’t thought I would experience but am thankful for my friend playing it with me
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excess-thought-dump · 7 days ago
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So I finished Undertale, and holy heck, I need to put my words(that probably already said) out cuz I will explode
My history with Undertale
I was a tiny child when Undertale comes out and I did not understand anything about it so as the typical child pilled brain dead was watched YouTube videos about it and that’s my breach into this amazing game from DanTDM whole let’s play series was probably one of the first like Interactions I had with Undertale and I love that pacifist run and hold a special memory in my heart so that’s why I decided to do just a whole pacifist run playthrough and with that being years and I mean years ago, I mostly forgot a lot of stuff about Undertale but the few things I remember I remember well and I loved just remembering old memories from just this game
Like, I understand the concepts on why Undertale was so popular from Super Eyepatch Wolf video on the popularity of Undertale, I even wrote a little bit of Undertale for my research essay for high school, and I thought that was so cool about this whole AU and fandom, so I just took a little dip my toes in, but never fully dive, I’ve then and I’m really hoping to do that now since I finally played the game but other than these videos I was deeply and I mean deeply obsessed with comic dubs about these characters just I fell in love with simple interactions, just little tidbits and just seeing that yet again on the screen for real is just amazing, It’s like this breach of nostalgia for something that I only understood as fragments, but seeing it as a whole really renewed my vision of Undertale,
Characters
Do you know what time it is? It’s me talking about the characters that I really like and I’ve been through this couple times now so I’ll just do the typical format on my favorite to my least favorite but that doesn’t mean that I hate them at all I just think that these characters just are higher in my heart you know they’re all just so memorable and so lovable, and I just scream at the thought of them all
Sans
What can I even say about him? He’s just so so funny I love terrible puns, and his silly visual gags of just him teleporting like out of screen and disappearing somewhere in front of you for some odd reason, he does not have a concept of walking to me and I think that not being talked about is just hilarious as well
I really didn’t understand why people shipped him with Toriel because I thought it’s it’s a joke of San’s fucking your mom and I thought that’s funny internet joke but having seen their connection with puns I really and I mean really enjoy that like someone there too share is always and I mean always needed in my life and just seeing those two gush about puns is everything, and to me what really sets in that they are not together, but there is a fire between them is how Sans got convince to I’m not gonna say actively protect you, but protect you anyway I thought that was really cute,
This character is my favorite because he kinda introduced me into my love of music since Megalovania was one of the first songs I ever added to a playlist and just really help me enjoy music because hearing that theme even though it’s been mean to death it’s actually a really good song to me and holds special memories and I don’t think I could forget that And also I can never forget that Undertale dub about him with his alternate universe which I had no clue was about back then Christmas party and just seeing the different versions of him from fans was interesting and the more I learned about each type just fill my heart with gold
Papyrus
During the playthrough, I just really vibe with him, He’s just so silly, His eccentric nature just brings out a smile each time he appears, and my slight memory of him before was that I thought this dude was annoying for making puns, I was like Dang, I do like why he's bullying him And more I guess I could understand why he quite noise with the puns, because there are different types of jokes out there, and he just embrace so many from physical comedy to different forms of humor and I love that about him, He is passionate as can be with everything, and how silly as well, and I love me a silly dude, I mean, who doesn’t like him, I like calling him and just seeing what excerpts he will say about the room, and it’s just so so cute, and just so dumb, and I don’t know how he could exist, but he does, He tries his best, and that’s good enough for him, and that’s well above enough for me
Continuing on the like perceptions of him before it was just a funny voice that Skeletor voice which I do find just funny immediately so just seeing his actual lines and the game was hilarious, just seeing him do shenanigans is making My lungs hurt from laughing too much (generic skeleton lung joke here)
Alphys
I love this darn them femcel, yes, their entirety was hilarious to see, like I know you tried your best, I know you’re a loser and I so want to be a loser with you and it’s just speechless on how there is so much more depth than just femcel, like she’s genuinely a scientist that creates these horrific creations, but throughout that whole arc of self loathing, she managed to get out of there with the help of friends is just inspiring as well, and just all of the tidbits about her liking anime, fanfiction maker (even though we don’t have the same ships still amazing), I just know if we ever interacted in real life we’ll just be out for a while on about our favorite shows just taking time to listen to each other’s rants and I just relate to her so so very much
Contrary from before I played, I remember not actively disliking her, but generally in the annoyed side and I think that’s just a part of me that hates myself and now just being more comfortable with me and my weirdness and my cringe I’m starting to enjoy characters that are like me And I love this character to heck and back
Undyne
Passionate is not a word just to describe her, She embodies all of that word and I love just passion putting 100% into everything is such a beautiful thing, I love characters who overcome the odds through pure spite, and I love after you defeat her she doesn’t lose that drive and the hilarity and I mean hilarity of the dynamic of her and Papyrus is just pure bliss, They’re both silly and dumb, There is no straight man and funny man, There are just two funnies, and I love that dynamic, No one is the right state of mind when they’re around they both lose brain cells that’s a joy that I will never never wanna let go, like you would thought that Undyne would be the person to set the Papyrus straight with the antics, but no, no the despite all my expectations and just be as silly and as dumb as papyrus, Like to get a friendship that and willing to burn down the house to win is on the level of insanity that I wish to embody, and it’s so so silly,
The perception before playing the game, as mentioned, was that I thought Undyne would be more serious, but no, I think that’s great, I just thought that was the scary and I mean scary threat even during the first part of her character introduction but when mask off she has that mask off, and the silly smiled grin so pridefully like these are the type of characters that would’ve been my favorite, but this is just a testament on how great the other characters are and I love that,
Dreamurr Family
I just want this family together because there are also great and I just adore all of them for different reasons but they’re all fucking me up in the game like to me each one of them were the hardest boss fights just because in the beginning, don’t know how to play the game, Asgore just being my first time actually fighting, and Asriel all difficult boss fights
And to me like divorced couple the child being the god of hyper death or whatever is hilariously edgy to me and I love them for that just speaking on Asriel his designs all really really good to me like I’d love them all like for the entire goat family One of the best designs like monster family, and I just love all of the shared tidbits that they had like flowey and asgore has howdy as their hellos, the divorced with their puns and just their fantastic story is just so interesting all of the subtle contacts that I didn’t get at first, but when my friend explained a bit of it just like opened up a whole New World to me and I think that’s just so so interesting that this whole world has all of these tidbits just expand this amazing story
The perception of this is just the basic goat Mom and that’s it, I did not really experience Asgore or Asriel in the comic dubs as much as father and brother, but the whole story just really expanded, and I want to just go deeper into the story from just this light viewing of the tip of the iceberg that I just saw,
Others
OK, then all of the other characters from Dino Kid to Muffet, I love them all so much, and I can see how each and every one fell in love with each character, It’s like Pokémon to me with how unique they are, They all have their little tidbits to make them special, and I want to understand more and more of the slight viewings of Dino kid’s cute falling animation, or Muffet's greed, Napstablook DJ career is all just amazing and really just made them feel real to me, And I love that the comic dubs show these little tidbits a bit more and just expand so much and that’s why I love this fandom just opening my eyes into this whole world more deeply and skimming the ocean of it back, then was interesting, but now having the context made it all so much better just revisiting some old comic dubs
Music
Can I just talk about the music for one second, because we've got to talk about the music? This has probably been said so many times, but the music is good like a dead stop. I love all of the songs and finally hearing the places where these songs come from is so so cool like Alpharad ads music was from Undertale and that hit me from no where, and just like moments like that of finally understanding where this music is used what Bossfight what feelings that these notes make me feel is just so so inspiring and just having listen to it all in their origin was something else that I can’t even put into words like nostalgia I guess but I never really took a real depth, Listen, it’s just like passing by, but now understanding where all of these songs come from just makes my heart bloom.
Details
I already talked about some of the details, but yeah, the details of this game are so amazing, I’m just learning stuff every day about this game, and it’s just inspiring how deep that pixel game is, and just wanting to learn so much more from this is just a fun time I can’t put it into other words, but fun is just the title of that whole experience, I love it all and I can’t ask for any less or anymore because, it just inspiring how cool it is and I really wish that I had a computer back then to actually enjoy and embrace the fandom but enjoying it now is still an amazing experience that I wouldn’t want to change that much
To me, Undertale is a game of all time and I only just played just the pacifist route and kinda too scared to do the genocide because not really that big of a game or dude I play games but I don’t have the skill for it but this game made me feel like I had skill like each boss fight that I did had a sense of accomplishment that I felt during the Devil may cry three boss fight Virgil and I love that feeling of just overcoming obstacles with yeah I know ironic to say determination, but yeah, that determination is so real to me each time. I see it. I feel so much inspired to move on to keep on going even through death and I love that it refused because I just kept on playing and I love, just continuing and moving forward this is just an inspiring game such an amazing message that I wish to somebody as well and I guess I will see that determination pull through in my next game of Delta run, but who knows I might just take my time and simmer in this fandom for a bit before diving into deltarune
`( i finish this game and text post at june 11 wednesday but i keept getting distracted with different undertale stuff i got extremely distracted)
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excess-thought-dump · 2 months ago
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Back agin with a dumpster full of thoughts on an anime
This time it is “Sk8 the infinity”
And holy helll I love this soooo much this show has captured my heart and whoa. I love all of the characters there. They are such a colorful and dumb bunch that UGG I love them.
And I don’t know how to start this, so I’m just gonna go by the ships that I made in my mind my favorite to least favorites well although still my great in my books
Langa (Snow) and Renki
Oh how I love these couple of dummies. They are so idiots and I love them and their connection throughout the show really just popped off having them feel like just two people sooooooo invested into skating, just makes their dynamic pop and I love how Snow continues to become more and more talkative and how Renki is still just that lovable bright eyed dude who briefly lost that shine but got it back because of there love of each other.
and that also applies to Snow when he lost Renki for that moment just that brief yell of his name from that dude brought him back into the zone, oh my heart. Both times, and that second time where he was falling and saw the fun sign on the skateboard. I love them so much.
(and also how Langa said “Renki my love ……….. skateboarding” bro definitely forgot about skateboarding for a moment and you can’t deny me that headcannon)
Cherry and Joe
I love my musclebound gorilla, plus my smart tech beauty, these two are constantly fighting, and I love and love and continue to love this dynamic. They have exploded with insults to each other, and it continues to fuel that fiery passion that they both have and that sequence when Cherry got hurt and he was at Joe’s restaurant and he just clanks that glass there’s definitely more than meets the eye with them and I love that.
And both of their styles wow both unique and definitely themselves starting with Joe and his musclebound breaking the laws of physics just to win like I love when mostly characters just uses their muscle. You know it’s simple like pushed the root of problem, don’t have to think that much that turn is sharp so why not just kick at it it’s dumb it’s stupid and it’s so him
And Cherry, the rich fancy idiot who loves his technology and so so precise, and I love that he does calligraphy because that matches his preciseness with all of the details all of millisecond. He’s thinking he’s like oh if you move two centimeters and I love that bit. ( also shout out to that one like talking scene at the end of the credits of both of them talking about each other and how Joe says” you know he says he likes Japanese food, but he knows he loves Italian” and Cherry proves his point by ordering a carbonara they’re definitely made for each other.)
Adam and Tadashi
You can’t go wrong with a good servant and boss duo and they are something so it’s just wowing just their dynamic of one being this over belief, flamboyant king of kings and like an office worker stereotype and I think that’s just hilarious ,
But let’s start off with Adam. I think he might be my favorite character in the show as a villain and let because of his flamboyance is fighting style in a goddamn racing show is excellent how brutal he was with Renki and how he just spins him bashes through walls on his skateboard he knows what’s up when riding down a skateboard, and how he starts off with a running start is amazing him running after his skateboard and hitting people with this his final combat combos are continuing to amaze me like what the heck is all of these moves like it’s not that serious bro, but he continues to take it that serious and his outfits that was outfits scream his name he knows what he is and he continues to impress and dress accordingly, ( also I can’t believe he says this in the show “bitches Bros and and non-binary hoes”like I can’t conceive of the phrase I either use occasionally or see on the internet to be in this show)
Tadashi is lacking in character, but his OVA appearance is so real and I love out of them like him staying in bed for a good and I mean a good while is fantastic and their dynamic is cute with that little bit of him fixing his hair but back to Adam his voice in dub does something but that’s it for these two psycho and Normie
And now for the singles
Miya and himself
I really like his character design and I can’t really speak much about him because he barely does anything but he’s just funny. He’s just a little dude he’s just there to get him some friends and it was interesting what they showed in the beginning and I really wish that his character expanded inrenki inferiority complex arc but you want some you lose some it’s a very tightly packed show and I wish there was some more things to add onto him like helping Renki or having Renki apologize ( favorite bit about him was that beach episode where he says to Joe that he is his father and that’s just an amazing bit )
Shadow and himself
Oh my clown prince of chaos. I adore him. He’s so silly. He’s so dumb. He’s such a love and I really wish him to be with that flower girl but sadly and I hate the offer for doing that just having her having a different guy, but who knows maybe that’s her brother or something maybe please I’m holding out. Hope that he gets with the flower girl because he deserves someone and I am really hoping that flower girl is also a skater that dresses like shadow and I think that would’ve been an amazing dynamic of hiding and working at a flower shop and when they meet two personas clash but yea shadow is a silly goober( Also I adore him being a good dad with all of that dad bit)
But yeah, that is my thoughts dumps on this amazing show. This is definitely a 10 out of 10 with it just showing the resolve of finding something you would be happy with and I love snows final speech with about being scared of the question what makes you happy and I am, knowing the answer for now, but hopefully it stays the same for me
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excess-thought-dump · 4 months ago
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A part of me love sleep
And the other part love consuming my hyper fixation
But they both hate the exchanging of time
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excess-thought-dump · 4 months ago
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Hella fuckup dream
So we were travel a city right with a group of my classmates for like a trip right
But suddenly they all lost their memories (gravity falls style) and so they gain memories the more i interact with them and sometimes when other close friends interact
So it started off just gathering a group of friends and talking to them with good old greetings and they remember me
One funny moment is that i have a friend that into bo6 and that he was a really outgoing dude so it was just casual saying some dumb bo6 meme with “Rick tophin how he create the dark aether”and that dude basically double my numbers of getting friends with memories cuz as I said he was a out going dude so took care of most of the problem
But here is where the fuck up part my ex gf was there for some ungodly reason and soo I kinda didn’t want to interact with her cuz see didn’t remember and I thought it would be better if she never remembered me at all but she interacted with my friends and gain memories of me exist
And now I am in state of panic that since oh no she remembers me and aaaaahhhh so first instinct was to run from her( didn’t know why that was the first thing I did )
but the strange thing about her memory was it was slow to come back to her so each time we interact like little amounts of memories got remembered
And so she confronted me corner me and we had a talk, and I only spoke in one word sentences because if I spoke too fast I know what the end result would be(she gets all her memories) and so me being a little selfish I just wanted to have a little more time with her before the break up and so
We were sitting face to face and each word I said her memory would pop in and she would see me slowly tear up and cry as I saw her remember each moment we spent with each other
And how she tries to comfort when I cried was so bittersweet and lastly once she got her memories all back and in pile of tears she looked at me Melancholy look and went closer whisper something ( what Idk what heard but I think it was) Thank you memories, and wrapped a jacket around me kissed me goodbye and that when that dream ended
But holy shit that made me feel like shit but it gave me hella closure and that was insane
Like that felt like that dream had and actually plot and this on any show would be a banger episode but that was something to go through too
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excess-thought-dump · 4 months ago
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I was cringe in the past and that is ok
I was cringe in the past and that is ok
I was cringe in the past and that is ok
I was cringe in the past and that is ok
I was cringe in the past and that is ok
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excess-thought-dump · 5 months ago
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I think I understand what it feels to be in your own world again
Just outside in the sun, hair in the wind and dam I feel amazing and mysterious like a elf in the woods enchanting adventurers with my beauty
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excess-thought-dump · 5 months ago
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Starting to love to say “are they yaoi/yuri” to just cuz a bit of flustering moments
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excess-thought-dump · 5 months ago
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Yall nothing hits me harder than being alone in bed at night reading cutesy manga and acting feral at each cute scene
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excess-thought-dump · 6 months ago
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The more I understand about Eva by just talking to other people, the consensus I’ve been getting is that so many interpretations can be made from this and I just love that about the series is that so many people could interpret it as in different ways And I think that why I came to love this series is that it can be soo thoroughly researched and that doesn’t have to be the definitive way to view it, and the more I just communicate with other people views the vast differences between each perspective can be seen
Like with the reblog from the top image I really didn’t think much on why there was so much more brutality than OG Eva ending and just think oh it a movie they have a bigger budget to do these brutal scenes, but the view on that being a response or more of a retaliation against fans who wanted more action and sex makes a lot of sense and put it a just greater emphasis on why the brutality( malicious compliance to the fans is how I see it)
But yea seeing how people consume this franchise is just so interesting to me and with the big way Evangelion has such a open interpretation makes each take feel so fresh
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excess-thought-dump · 6 months ago
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As the year came in I watched the Rebuild movies and oh boy there is something’s I have to say before I explode cuz the movies made this series a top ten for me and aaaahhhh
So again this gonna be my excess thoughts and spoilers for Evangelion
1.0
This was an amazing movie just a little recap. I definitely didn’t need it, but I appreciate the tiny little changes that like set up to the following movies, at first I thought that this series was a like direct sequel because of what Kaworu said and like holy shit I love that he gets introduced so much earlier (cuz I love that gay little dude sooooo much)
But the only change I dislike is that they cut out the Kensuke and Shinji camping scene cuz that was just my favorite part of his but overall the movie was really great and I think rei is less creepy in this and felt way more cuter not in just this movie but this whole saga but I will get into this a lot more later
But this movie subtly shifts my thoughts to this new universe by a little bit and was a great intro to the new universe
2.0
This is where like a lot of changes like the new character intro and just like a whole departure from the original universe but I love all of the changes
Like the more slice of life focus was great and expanding of the romances was sooooooo cute like ahhh I love cute side plots like this, and just more characters interacting is always great to watch
The characters changes here was such a joy
Kaji expanding on his eco friendly side is sooooo goooood I am just so happy that his character gotten more expanded than this mysterious man of Misato past (also how they got rid of that Asuka obsession with him is such a win( kinda did take a lost with that trying to kiss Shinji scene tho like thought we would break away from those creepy jokes from him ( but also half win for him accepting all peeps love)))
More on the changes I like is Toji just winning in life sister healed and him not almost dying is just soooooo heart warming but what was even more heart breaking is Asuka being in his place instead and still that scene is still as brutal as the original to me and just soul crushing and I thought I wouldn’t had go through that scene but wow
To my original thoughts like I thought this was a still in the same universe as original universe cuz the sea was red and that how the end of Evangelion was like but that was just wrong
And now for more Rei thoughts, I love this depiction of Rei cuz of the romances and it just made her sooo much cute just her trying to be a great cook for that dinner sub plot and her wanting Shinji to not pilot a Eva is just aaaaahhhhh my heart can’t take this sweetness and that how she got bump way up on my favorite characters like above Asuka but I will put a new ranking at the end of all this
Just finishing this part with Shout out to my goat Kowaru for just being the one who stop the third impact (didn’t last long but yea) and new parachute girl is soo cool with that beast form ( I love woman who will bite my head off )
3.0
This saga keeps getting better for each movie and I love it for that, I love this just having so much kaworu and he is just continuing to be my favorite character of the whole dang series, I think it just because he is just sooo gay and genuinely nice and cares about the world ( and his world)
This is just felt so different from the original universe and it just feels so goood too
Also parachute girl is just a really fun character and her dynamic with Asuka was great they bounce of each other better than the original trio
I don’t have really much to say but it did feel really short and but it did make up for it with the Kowaru scenes
3.0+1.0
This was sooooooooo amazing and it took my half a day to really gather my thoughts on this but I want to just say that this series is really amazing and I am glad to experience such a tremendous show and the amount of power and passion that I feel throughout this show has made such a special impact to me,
(This part get a little personal so if this makes yall uncomfortable you can skip the next paragraph)
like the message that show gives made me feel so seen at times like trying to accept myself and especially with this mini message of not having to rely on escapism as much because recently I been just stuffing my mind with a bunch of amazing series cuz I went through my first break up and so I thought of either crying for self pity or just fill that pain with great shows to escape that pain, so been just consuming shows for a while but none till Eva made me question was it wrong to cope this way but seeing Shinji characters evolve into someone who better himself in most iteration of Eva made me realize I can do the same, and the message of hope that Shinji represents in this movie really makes see that former pathetic little guy who just follow orders change to the guy who stands up and stands strong and does things for himself, and that hope that change is possible makes me have hope for myself and that a big reason Shinji gotten a major boost in my rankings
Other things that made this movie sooooooo amazing is that first part where they were in that village and you see everyone grown up and I just love to see them being adults, like wow they have became such great people and I wish for them to be in a a better world(they did get that wish) but they did make great for what they had, like seeing them grown up had me with such a dumb big grin that my mouth hurts for a bit
Rei in this movie was soooooooo cute like her learning about everything from words to work and those kind village people are just wholesome and I can’t believe that been just pulled away like that but as it did felt sad the bittersweet feeling that Shinji got from that and that motivated him was soooo good and long hair Rei is just so cute for trying to have Shinji not pilot the Eva it make me go “aaaaahhhhh” but they really(technically) did say “this was truly Neon Genesis Evangelion “ made me laugh, really didn’t understand what they were really referring but if anyone can provide and explain what they were meaning there please telll me pleaseeeeee
Speaking on that last scene that fight and just the depiction of how it just like a stage performance and being filmed was soo good, don’t know what it trying to say but it felt very familiar to End of Evangelion animation change and the stage scenes but again if any explanation for those moments please telll meee and idiot head
Final thoughts for now is that this has been those brain chemically altering pieces of media to me and motivates me thing to better myself and I want to just give thanks to how it change my mindset, I truly have so much love for this series and glad to get into such greatness
Before I forget character ranking from best to least favorite
Kaworu
Shinji
Rei
Misato
Asuka
Kensuke
Mari
Toji
Kanji
Also if anyone has any fan fics recommendations for this series tellll meeee pleasee
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excess-thought-dump · 6 months ago
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Last post of the year 2024 and why not end it with Evangelion
Just watched neon genesis Evangelion up to the end of Evangelion and I have some stuff to just wanna spout out cuz it really brain melting to me
And before I start this going to have spoilers for NGE anime and end of evangelion
NGE anime
NGE is such a beautiful series like the vibe of the show captures this world that is both ours but slightly curved to a different direction
Just seeing the clash of old technology and the sci fi stuff creates this atmosphere of what a world could have been.
In the beginning The Monster of the week feeling was a great felt like this Saturday morning cartoon/ power rangers show where they fight monster and I kinda missed watching those but what made me like it was how the problem was really more earth shattering scary than how those old shows made it seem, like each threat had a real possibility to end the world and destroy the city pretty quickly if not stop
The episode that had more slice of life elements really drew me into the world like the Asuka and Shinji synchronized episode was probably one of may favorite cuz it expand the relationship between the characters so nicely
I love how terrifying the anime is like how they made the Eva 01 eat that angel like a ravenous beast was so creepy and unsettling
And speaking of unsettling just the ending it was such a departure from the beginning of monster of the weak world is ending stuff to this inner turmoil that was brewing in the back of story finally pops it lid, like from the characters problems just show out and just leave me in a state of shock cuz these characters problems are way deeper than just “I want to not fight” and I love it for that
Other creepy things is just that killing Rei clones scene and wow it just makes my skin crawl with all of those smiles from that usual emotionless character and death how all of them
Shoutout to the mini au world I love those in story to see how the world would have been with the apocalypse (please tell me if the fandom have more stuff in that mini universe)
But yea from the monster of the week to the strange ending I love it all
Charters now time ranked from best to least favorite
Koworu
Best gay person ever I love this character so much, He is so cool and I wish I that there was more of him in the show, but his inclusion in his ending pretty solid like I want so much more romance with him cuz he was sooooo kind and nice in the cruel world of NGE
Misato
Shout out to the Problematic girl boss she’s an amazing character very deep and all of just her She feels like an actual person who went through stuff and knows the hard decisions in life and want to go past She’s only human and her hypocrisy shows and I think that’s why she is my second favorite character
Asuka
You’re starting to probably see a pattern on this list, All of the more loud characters are my favorite because it’s just more personality to them in this world like as Asuka would say, but these characters bring the life to the show and that’s why I really like like Asuka in introduction generates conflict to the other characters and really needed in a show like this
Kensuke
This used to be my favorite character when he was introduced, but the others took his place real fast once I got to know them, but this guy has a soft place in my heart because it was like the first person to feel like a human like you excited to see these robots, he genuine when talking to his friends, but I feel like his hidden sadness of like I know I’m gonna die so I wanna die seeing this really hits hard
Shinji 
He is a mess, Boy failure in the highest degree but its problems really is compelling to me, just wanting to run away from all of these pains and responsibility is so real, but his constant need to the story the role of the robot that gets him back to fight all of these monsters is really sad because he does suffer so much by being inside that robot and it’s sad to see each time he’s being forced not just by everyone by the world to fight is deeply saddening, and the world would’ve ended each time he doesn’t go into that robot so he is genuinely needed as it constantly shows the anime that without him, people will die so he is truly needed would’ve been higher up, (but that scene I expected worse because of how the Internet was infamously saying about that scene, but I’m glad it was just that and not anymore worse that it could’ve been still that was a terrible thing that he did disgusting but the Internet made it out to be way worse than I thought so yeah that was really yucky and made him a less like character to me)
Rei
Rei just creeps me out like when there is the moments of just that whole movie and that scene of those bodies getting ripped by the science lady was terrifying she is definitely I see the appeal of that type of character of this emotionless person, but I feel like it just creeps me out way more than it does for the other people I do not see that much of an appeal for her, make definitely has some cute moments but yea, I can’t say much (also it creep to put her face everywhere at the end of everything I think that my main dislike about her)
 Toji
I definitely dislike his first appearance of him punching Shinji and also him flashing, but overall, I feel like his depth like his backstory is really interesting and that brings them up to my favorites
Movie
The first part, oh my God brutality, one of the first pieces of media made me sick to stomach like wow the robot fighting and eating each other like creep me out but the horrors truly show when it was humans fighting humans, cuz it was easy for me to see the robot fights as yea that destruction was definitely crazy but that just an anime fictional thingy but the human war that happen was so cruel and the display of violence was so real like people can do that and that unsettling thought really just makes my stomach disgusted.
Part two was something y’all the surreal thing about was everything that the last parts of Eva was all about, the the realization of what does it mean to be a person and like all those meanings and constant asking of questions was sooooooooo both so confusing but I feel like i understand what it was doing and i think the meaning is that as who you are is made made by both the perception of others and your self which yea makes sense when said like that but it the fear of being perceive is in that meaning too
( This last paragraph probably either was said in this fandom millions or times of probably some nonsensical string of words )
Ending think right up
But yea NGE is in my top ten anime’s cuz like all of the messages how they made the characters and definitely the cool fights and action pieces
And i definitely want to get more into this media and I know the those rebuild movies so probably will watch that next year(hehe that tomorrow) but I know there is like dozen of analysis videos on the internet so please tell which ones I should watch or non at all
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excess-thought-dump · 10 months ago
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Finished another amazing series Mob Psycho 100
And it was a exceptional experience y’all, ( Spoilers a head for the non telepaths and psychics)
So the last season I heard it was just meh till the end from my friends who whatched it and DAMN they were dead wrong on that mark I LOVE BEGINNING TO END THIS SEASON
Want to talk about each arc that blown me away
Which I don’t have a single clue what the fandom name these arcs so I gonna make some simple names for it
Back to mob arc (1-3 episode)
Was really amazing as a starter for what to come for those school elements that was every episode that was ther. I related to mob so good dam hard that first episode from just his fear of the future and that advice gave at the really helps me get my head looking forward at the future without fear but with excitement for the possibility. Just speech from the teacher was soooo reassuring and I could just understand on that feeling so hard then that yokai hunter episode was just hilarious and cute having mob solves his own problems in such a way that incorporates his passion and reliability was just a real fun time to watch. Having that yokai king( the one that mob made) was cute to seee all of that effort that been put together. And now what I I would say the last place episode and by no means I think it was bad I just felt incomplete but with that next arc it has been a amazing to hint at and show what to come .
The divine tree arc (4-6)
This arc was just sooo good and for it was too reason the eeriness of the first part like how everyone started to ignore mob and starts to be more of a out cast while the religion starts to slowly take over. Like this what was One of favorite YouTuber videos Supereyepatch wolf video about social anxiety horror was about ( and yall should watch that video if you want to explore that same feeling with mob) but yea having that feeling of slowly becoming a outcast is just a fear that now looms over me. And then having those little scary moments of just the spread will linger in my mind for a while. The other part of why I love this arc is dimple from how he was in the beginning and end. I don’t know what the opinion on the beginning of the arc about dimple but I loved how unnerving it was about. The concept of someone takes your place is equally as scary as the becoming a outcast to your friends and I think it went hand by hand perfectly but the ending with dimple was sooooooooooo good like I thought oh easy back stab here but the genuine kindness that mob showed actually made him change and I love that soo much and how he made mob go home made me cry actually tears with that wave because aaaaahhhh I can’t really explain it in words but if anyone can explain please do but it was so gooood.
Space arc( 7-8)
This was just a cute nice simple arc. I just love how it expanded so much with occult club members and it just so cute and wholesome having them together, and the message of make memories is resonating to me sooo hard. Wanting to make a friend dream a reality is real heartwarming and how it explored more on a different psychic is really interesting and love that new character so much with his excitement for the adventure. And the aliens was just a treat to because having them there made sense in that strange world of mob psycho and having them either real or not really didn’t matter but just making them real felt so complete.
Final (9-12)
Okay ao I. I don’t want dismiss the other parts of this great season but wow this is the best way to end a series like this one from the amazing action to the most heart felt speeches and the overall tone of this felt soo right. Having experienced this was great bringing back last season big bad was a treat and the fights were great but that running scene from Reigan was just immaculate just him running towards Mob as the world turns to ruins it just amazing. And I love how each character ending was felt so complete like with Teruki Hanazawa him with that scene calling himself mobs rival was soo good he save everyone because he knew that fighting mob wasn’t the main thing but protecting mob from killing people was. And there were so many more great moments like this to round out most characters in this great story. But we have to talk about tumblr sexy man Reigan and his speech and I don’t know how many people are said this but I just love how he was honest to mob and helped him accept himself to become more of a complete person and it just makes me have goosebumps from just listening to him admitting to his faults it just soooo god damn good.
I don’t have any good ending statements but I am just glad to experience this amazing show and I hope yall have similar experiences with this great series
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excess-thought-dump · 10 months ago
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I just finished Ouran Highschool host club and man I am bawling my eyes abit and dam I just want to just talk about it (spoilers for the 20+ years show)
I love alll the main squad they are all sooooo amazing, they all have their funny quirks and personalities and they are all cute the damn time
I want to talk about my Favorite out the club and that is the main guy, the one who bought his dad company and thrown back harder than ever, KO Kyoya Ootori. He is just the guy to me he exudes this confidence that I aim to have and this drive to be the best out of spite of his shit ass father. From the start he soo evil and petty and money hungry and I already like them FICTIONAL manipulator and love the trope of these manipulators actually like being good but has to look evil just for the theatrics. He has the only backstory that made me weep a bit just because how his problems to me seem realistic with parental pressure and stuff and the ways he felt with it amazing.
Now probably me second and third favorite keep on battling each other in my mind on which is second and that is our Crossdressing Trans ally drag king Haruhi Fujioka and the over the top, baby girl and girl failure coded Tamaki Suoh. These two are such engaging characters that I love them both and each time I see them are just such hilarity, having the straight and funny man bit ( this also extends to KO) but the way how this rich money man is just the most sweet glue of a dude is just so comforting and then haruhi peasant poor girl being the most realistic and kind just make both a real good protagonist and helps put a self into her mind for most of us poor dudes.
AND I LOVE THAT LAST EPISODE WHEN THEY FALL OFf THE BRIDGE TOGETHER IT WAS SOME SUCH A GREAT MOMENT THAT DID NOT FORCE ANY KISSES AND STILL SHOW THAT THEY DO CARE SHOW THAT THEY CARE FOR ONE ANOTHER without kissing.
Now the mischievous tall goobers the Twins themselves self Kaoru Hitachiin and Hikaru Hitachiin, at first I was off put by the incestive suggestion but from how the story goes on I can now understand that it just a over exaggerated bit but they still do care for each other and they are just both are fun characters to annoy the rest, each of the episodes they have really draws a great difference in characters and love how they interact with the world
( also I can still not tell them apart but they’ve different personalities)
Now the mountain of man Mori(Takashi Morinozuka) he just a really cool tall dude who just very sweet and socially awkward as teens I know are and there is nothing much to talk about but he reminds of ferb( Phineas and Ferb) and that just makes him cooler.
Now for the final dude the tiny yet the strongest out of the group the humanoid typhoon wrong moniker I meant the human super weapon Mitsukuni "Honey" Haninozuka. He has such a funny bit and just a wholesome little guy. And that episode with his brother calling him an alien is just had me dying of laughter from the strangeness of this little dude.
Overall this is gonna be on my top favorite anime’s for slice of life for just how much fun the characters are. They embrace the concept they are and feel like they are being the extra people they are for cash money. And how seriousness of that last couple episodes was sooo good, and still have such great comedy tooo. I just this series soooo much
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excess-thought-dump · 11 months ago
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excess-thought-dump · 11 months ago
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Back to school ice breaker are so hilarious too me because they now include a give me a boring fact about you and my now go to is
“I am human I think” or other variation like I am still human, and it been hilarious to see them respond to that
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excess-thought-dump · 11 months ago
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Back to school happened and now I have force my horrid sleep schedule to a “normal sleep cycle” and now I am fighting for my life to stay awake
How did 6 year old me handle this Herculean struggle
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