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K-POP IDOL’S HOW THEY TRACK THEIR IDEAL WEIGHT AND HOW THEIR COMPANY MONITORS IT

Height in cm - 120 = ideal weight

Example (me): 160 - 120 = 40kg or 88lb

Bro this made me re-think my ugw

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This is my Ultimate Goal Weight

Its the Kpop way! 😭✨🔥✨

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I haven’t felt love for myself in the past…

Now, its time to feel love for myself and to receive love for myself from a source inside.

I created someone to love me inside of me and He is perfection.

I am creating the reality I want and need - and that’s essentially ALL the work I’m doing.

Being me is not easy, it takes 24/7 vigilance and effort on my own part- thanks to trauma that made me feel unloveable in the past.

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Meal #1

Fasting n Small Portions food 😭

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favorite ana quote

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TW

Looks like my “temple” was ravaged, r@p3d, pillaged, burned

And it was

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So sad rn but also angry….at myself

For being so stupid n wasteful

Its horrible

Plz dont treat ur body badly or ur mind 😭

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<3

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It is….I’m extremely sensitive and life is unbearable <3

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So its gonna be a TW ED blog

BC its the only place online I can find others

And besides, I’m very picky w what I post

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I’m documentarying my progress in my health journey

💚💋💚

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I’m so much more beautiful than the shell I’ve been hiding in for years….covering up my innocence with shrouds of shame and disgrace.

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Euphoria

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I luv this

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im doing it alone…doing it scared…but im doing it

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Feeling bored with food and life in general…Want feelings more…euphoria

Been doing good just chillin like a villain here…

I want the skinny more than I want to eat junk…

I want the health more than the sicknesses!!

I’m winning the game, because I know what I need to do and I’m prepared for this part of my journey where I get my health and dream body back..