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                   “ how can something be there, & then not be there? how do                     we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? ”

{ cis woman, she/her }  ❝ I cannot imagine how we forgive ourselves for all the things we didn't say until it was too late. but how else do you tell if something is hot but to touch it? ❞  huh, who’s PRISCILLA QUINTANA? no, you’re mistaken, that’s actually CAMILLE ESPINOSA. she is a 28 year old PART VAMPIRE witch who is an OBLIVIATOR. she is known for being FRUSTRATED, UNREMITTING, IMPATIENT, SYBARITIC, and CYNICAL but also ASSERTIVE, PRACTICAL, DIPLOMATIC, LUMINOUS, and INTENTIONAL, so that must be why she always reminds me of the song SOFT CURRENTS BY ALEXANDRA SAVIOR and WALKING AROUND WITH THE SAME SMUDGED EYELINER FOR DAYS ON END; A VERDANT LEAF TUCKED INTO YOUR FAVORITE BOOK; THE HEAVY WEIGHT OF HEIRLOOM JEWELRY; SPEEDING DOWN HILLSIDES WITH THE WINDOWS DOWN; THE SHORT LIVED GLITTER OF A SPARKLER CLUTCHED IN YOUR HAND. i hear she is aligned with NO ONE, so be sure to keep an eye on her.  { zoe, 22, cst, she/her }

CONTENT WARNING:      kidnapping,  parental abandonment,  implied child abuse,  sibling death

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pridefcll    ━     camille & heidi

“Listening to quidditch is good but being there is so much better you miss out on so much over the radio” Heidi leaned over, eyes concentrated on the radio playing reruns of old games, “you see, what you are missing out on is the chaser, Livingston? Not only flipped the seeker on our own team off but also bumped him so hard she nearly knocked him off his broom because he kept getting in the way”

“ that’s interesting, “   camille said,  looking up to make eye - contact with heidi   ━   which,   she knew,   was always the key to expertly feigned interest.   she smiled,  a little;   and wondered if it was obvious that she had not been paying even a little attention to the match blaring out of the radio.   “ though most children’s first introduction to the game is broadcast matches.   I’m sure the radio announcers only want to clean things up so younger fans can still enjoy them. “

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“For it is said that humans are never satisfied, that you give them one thing and they want something more. And this is said in disparagement, whereas it is one of the greatest talents the species has and one that has made it superior to animals that are satisfied with what they have.”

John Steinbeck, The Pearl (via wordsnquotes)

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Marya Hornbacher, Waiting

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“What a strange illusion it is to suppose that beauty is goodness.”

— Leo Tolstoy