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[escalyn]

Break

Alone

Die

[escalyn]

Too depressed to live the day,

Too anxious to sleep at night.

[escalyn]

I cannot put myself to self.

If I sleep, I would sleep to much.

If I don't want to eat, I won't eat anything.

If I eat, I would devour everything.

There is nothing right in myself.

I am such a failure.

Nothing will be good.

[escalyn]

When I am sad, he will say I am just self pitying.

This sadness turns to anxiety and evolve into depression.

I don't know what to do, I don't want to do anything.

I just want to be alone.

I just want to detach myself from anyone.

Most of the time I just want to die.

I already quit my job.

I am miserable.

I am worthless.

I am ready to kill myself.

[escalyn]

You Color me blue,

It's my today's mood too.

Free like the blue sky.

Sour like the blue berry pie.

But I should color myself Red.

Fierce like the red sky.

Subtle like the red rose.

In love like the blushing red cheeks and nose.

Happy like my red lips.

Not affected by the end of a relationship.

#LynRhymes

[escalyn]

MASOKISTANG TANGA

Bibilang Na naman ako ng oras, araw at buwan.

Pinili ko Na namang masaktan

Kay lamig ng puso ngayon tagulan

Puso ko ay wasak at sugatan

"Piliin mo naman ngayon maging masaya"

Pipiliin Kong maging masaya? Paano?

Paano sasaya kung ikaw ang gustong makasama?

Paano nga ba?

"Sasaya ka pag wala ako pag hindi ako"

Bakit, ano ba ako sayo?

Ano ba ako sa puso mo?

Laruan? Kasangkapan? O palipasan?

Ganun lang ba kung akoy iyong tingnan?

Nung isang linggo di naman bilog ang buwan

Bakit bigla na lang dumating at nangiwan

Para kang aswang

Gutom sa laman

"Kaibigan kita.. Ikaw tanggapin mo na ganun na lang"

Paano ko tatanggapin ang kaibigan na lang?

Bakit sinabi mo tayo ay nagmamahalan?

Nasama ba sa pag alis ng bagyo ang iyong nararamdaman?

"Sinasaktan mo na naman sarili mo. Kalimutan mo na ako"

Paano kita makakalimutan?

Isang taon ang nakalipas nang unang iwan

Hangang ngayon ikaw ang nasa puso't isipan

"Ayaw na kita mas masaktan"

Pakiusap ako nalang

Sa akin ka nalang

Lalo akong nasasaktan

Kung ikaw ay lilisan

"Sorry"

Para san? Yan Na lang ang iyong nasabi

Samantalang ako hanggang ngayon nagbabakasakali

Sakaling ako ay iyong balikan

Sakaling pawiin mo ang matang luhaan

Ako na ang tanga

Masokistang tanga

Nasasaktan,

Sa isang huwad na pagmamahalan.

Paano ko ba tatangapin ang paalam?

Paano nga ba ako magpapalam?

Isang Sapporo nga

Baka tulad ni Tonyo sumaya din ako

Baka makilala ko ang Leo ng buhay ko

At sa kanya maging mundo din nya ako.

Paalam. Paumanhin. Huwag nalang ako

At tuluyan na nga siyang nagpaalam.

Habang ako ay luhaan.

-IInspirasyon si Tonyo. Di parin maka get over sa "kita kita"

#LynRhymes

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TAYLOR SWIFT photographed by Beth Garrabrant for “evermore” album promotional shoots

[escalyn]

SPOILING MY SOLE

 Every step we take in our lives there is a pair of shoesthat accompany us. It carries all the loads that the day may give to us. Shoes are our best friend. We may not see its importance but surely it helps us to attain any goals that we want to achieve. It is essential to our success.

I may say that I'm a shoe lover. I love wearing shoes that really suits my personality. I express myself through the kicks that I wear, may it be formal or even casual. I wear shoes as I wear my personality. I wear it to become the person I want to be.

As a new Bella, I’m really excited to use my #PerksofaBella coupon and as a shoe lover I decided to use the #SMParisian discount coupon. I thought I will just buy a pair, but to my excitement I choose to go home with two pairs of shoes matching it with bags. Those pointed animal printed shoes that complements well with the blue leather sling bag really makes my lips move in delight. I also like those matching studs of the nude colored shoes and the big leather black bag. It was an awesome day of spoiling my sole. At the same time it is a day of pulling off my goals with nice pair of shoes and bags.

[escalyn]

#COCmilestone #bronze

[escalyn]

#coc #weakpa

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Accomplished one of the 2015 BDJ checklist #haiku @bdjbuzz #BDJPlanner #purple #blue #green #butterflypen #BDJchecklist #BDJ2015

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Another accomplishment: Watching movie alone for the first time. I thought it would be boring but its not. "Once a stiff always a stiff" #Insurgent #movie #eplus #happiness #BDJ2015 #BDJchecklist @bdjbuzz

[escalyn]

Haiku

by lyn to jim

You are lovable

You are so kind and wonderful

The kindest person

You thin and shy

But so lovable and kind

The love of my life

Haiku

by jim to lyn

You make me happy

I love you, my LADY LYN

With each passing day

You are so funny

Especially when you fart

Problems fly away

[escalyn]

Noong mga bata pa sila

Bungisngis ay nakapagpapasaya

Kulitan, lambingan minsan ay nagkakaiyakan pa

Ngunit ganun pa man, isang halakhak lang luha ay mapapawi na

[escalyn]

Ang pagiging bata ay magandang alaala

Di inaalintana ang mundong puno ng problema

May saya sa labi minsan ay halakhak pa

Sa saliw ng hangin magandang awit ang kanilang tawa

[escalyn]

Nanay will always be missed. I love you nanay.

[escalyn]

SM NORTH The Block

#Cinderella