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at least the ring kept its promise, it did marry an old outlaw good n proper

the way I cried when john pulled this ring out of his ass omLLL

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IM GONNA CRY

the way sadie spins and holds herself in this scene like she's dancing alone, her face sorta aloof not really looking at the bride or groom

SHE MISSES BEING MARRIED SO MUCH IM GONNA CRY SOMEONE PLS REVIVE HER MALEWIFE IM BEGGING YOUU

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reblog if you dont have a bra on

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this game has broken me

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still makes me cry everytime I see art of these two tho

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did john look for arthur?

What are yall's thoughts/headcannons on what John did after he left Arthur on that hill? How long do you think it took him to go back and look for Arthur, if he ever looked at all? Because at the time ofc his focus was to escape while protecting Abigail and Jack, and I'm assuming the area would be swarming with agents for awhile after, making it hard for him to look (cause hes not sneaky like charles).

But I like to think that even though he knew Arthur was sick and probably wouldn't make it, he still hoped his brother was able to slip away like he always had. That maybe Arthur giving him his hat and satchel wasn't a final goodbye, but a promise to come back and retrieve them later. I also like to think that he'd risk going into town and getting the newspaper to see if there was any word, or use Arthur's old binoculars to spy on the sheriff's "wanted" poster board from afar, to make sure his bounty wasn't taken down.

I imagine he held onto hope for a little while like this, maybe a few weeks, few months, maybe even the whole first year of Arthur being gone. Even if that hope was only an excuse not to mourn, or face the realization of his brother's death.

Maybe he made sure no one touched the things in Arthur's satchel for awhile, figuring it'd be rude to riffle through his things if he ever came back.

but he never did

Idk I feel like we never realize it bc our minds are usually elsewhere when chapter 6 ends (just like FULL ON sobbing) but 8 years is a MASSIVE canonical gap between John seeing Arthur for the last time and Charles confirming he indeed buried him- 8 YEARS FOR THIS KIND OF ANGST BABE

(also forgive the sketchiness, I did this on a trackpad bc I left my drawing tablet back in the states T-T)

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pushing myself to do sketches rather than paintings🐊

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just me?

Ive trampled so many small creatures in the pursuit of knowledge

(adding the hd version)

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me sitting down to finish a painting I started 50 hours ago