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SPEECHLESS

Speechless yg berarti aq bner2 gak bsa berkata2 lg ttg kejadian yg hari kamis kmrn aq alamin.

So, i have been a date with my brother’s friend for a month. We’re always chat everyday or direct message about funny story or everything and always keep in touch. I thought i hit on him, he is the type of guy which manage of everything about his schedule. Every weekend if we dont have a work or schedule, we always had a time for watch movie at cinema together. But that thursday i suddenly invite him to watch movie at the cinema. He refused my invitation coz he has to finish his work and overtime at office. I understand about that, and then i invite my friend for watch that movie.

After that, me and my friend went to cinema. Suddenly i saw him at the mall too, he with his friend dinner at foodcourt, but he didn’t see me. I’m shocked he lied to me, he told me that he was at office. And he text me, this.

He text me that, after i saw him. He told me that he dinner at office. Wtf i saw him dinner at the mall with his friend.

I shocked he lied to me for what?! I dont know..

After that i text him a message

And after i chat him, he never reply my chat anymore. I thought he is shy about his lie to me. Bye bye Mr D 😅

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Welcome 2020

Menjelang akhir tahun dan memulai tahun baru sebenarnya membuatku gelisah dan mellow. Thats why knpa udh lama aku gak pernah bkin resolusi tiap tahunnya sejujurnya aq takut berekspektasi ttg segala hal.

Dulu waktu kecil rasanya pengen bgt ngerasain cepet dewasa. Pengen ngerasain kerja, jadi wanita karier, menghasilkan uang sndiri, pacaran dan bisa melakukan banyak hal. Tp semaki kesini hidup in kdang kyak roller coaster, kdang ddpan qta berjalan perlahan tp pda tengah perjalanan qta harus siap dg track yg ada di dpan.

Semakin berumur dan beranjak dewasa ini ternyata aq paham menjadi dewasa itu gak mudah. Banyak hal hal yg aku kira baik ternyata gak baik, yg buruk jg blom tentu sll buruk. Semakin bertambah umur, bahagia tidak sesimple dulu. Alih alih bikin seneng, justru jd semacam pengingat banyak bgt hal hal di hidup ini yg belom bisa di raih. Ampe skrang jg aq msh belajar banyak hal ttg hidup dan sll berusaha menjadi lbh baik setiap harinya.

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Halo tumblr

This is my very first time i am writing post i ln a tumblr...

Jadi emang ini jamannya vlogger ya bukan blogger tp aq pgen menulis n cerita di tumblr wlo mungkin mostly people jaman now berlomba2 pgen jd vlogger not a blogger.

Here i am

Aku cewek yg kata mostly orang di lingkunganku apalagi bapakq udh berumur n udh waktunya menikah, wkwkwkwk... umurku 30 tahun, iam single and ready to a miggle, huehuhe...

Gak gampang bwt seorang cewek dg umur 30taon hidup di pinggiran kota solo, yg notabenenya msh tabu untuk cew umur 30taon blom married, wlopun sebenarnya aq gak mempermasalahin cew mw nikah umur brpa karna aq berkeyakinan nikah it bukan perlombaan n balik lg jodoh mati rejeki smuanya Allah yg mengatur, jd aq lumayan santai dg apa yg aq jalanin skrang in yg penting prinsipku aq sll baik ke orang gak pnh jahatin orang, mw mereka memandang aq cew yg gak laku ato apapalh yg buruk2 ttg aq, aq lbh gak peduli ttg it smua. Karena hidupku yg jalanin aku, jd smua keputusan aq yg ambil not other people. Jd kyak nita belom merit it jadi permasalahan bwt orang2 sekitarku. Jadi bwt kalian yg baca tumblrku ini misal puny permasalahan yg sama dengan aku, keep spirit.. fokus sama kerjaan, jga tertekan karena keadaan atopun orang lain walopun it sangat susah memang, sll berusaha dan berdoa smua pasti ada jalan. This age and last year was so nightmare for me..🙃🥴