"there really is something there"& from the depths of irrelevancy here comes: [ ARCHIVE OF MY OLD LIKES AND SAVED POSTS ] ☆ hi i’m Ana and my main is stillloser
I feel afraid and I call your name
I love your voice and your dance insane
I hear your words and I know your pain
Your head in your hands and a kiss on the lips of another
Your eyes to the ground and the world spinning round forever
Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over
“I was young and I thought ‘Hey I can do this. I saw Layne spiraling down and I wanted him to have a life. There was a part of me that was nervous and I certainly wouldn’t try anything like that now. I try not to be around those kind of people anymore. But Layne was a human being that I wanted to help…Layne would show up and he’d go back to the bathroom and be doing dope back there and you’d wait for hours before he was ready to come back out. He was pretty open about it. I asked him, ‘Why? Why are you doing this to yourself?’ He said, ‘I’m either going to drink or I’m going to do dope, and drinking is harder on me.’ Listening to Layne’s lyrics now, I can hear how honest and prophetic they actually are. He really detailed his struggle.”