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searching depressing stuff on tumblr so i can see that "hey are you okay?" message from the plataform. Someone has to care about me right?

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Please

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If they wanted to, they would

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““Disappointed, but not surprised’ has been my biggest mood this year.””

— M.C

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Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

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i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

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If you need someone to talk to, message me

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You make me wanna slit my wrists and play in my own blood

– What you need, Bring Me The Horizon

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• you are not a coward for having suicidal thoughts.

• you are not selfish for wanting to act on suicidal thoughts.

• every day is a battle and you’re fighting as hard as you can.

• don’t be too hard on yourself, suicidal thoughts are hard to deal with.

• please tell someone you trust about how you’re feeling, they might be able to help.

• even if things feel hopeless right now, it might get better and you won’t know until you make it there.

• try to remember that you are always loved by someone; friends, family, partners and even people who barely know you. i know that it feels like you are completely unloved and it’s really a crushing feeling.

• feelings are temporary, and they are still valid even if they don’t last too long. but that also means that you might feel different about it in a few minutes, hours or days.

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I thought antidepressants were supposed to stop these feelings