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my friend: guys I haven't felt hungry at all these last 3 days, like I've eaten so little and I've lost 5lbs, I think I have an eating disorder

my other friends: oh my god, you need to eat, eating disorders are serious, anorexia is so dangerous omg that's so long please eat

my ass with an ed i've kept secret for months:

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Meme from old deleted acc

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Supersized vs. Superskinny be like

“Tony eats 1200 calories a day of energy drinks and chocolates and weighs in at 6 stone”

Me: *eating 500 calories a day of protein and veggies and gaining weight*

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can I just say? calories are a fucking JOKE I can eat two- TWO- granola bars and have that equal 500kcals. ThAT’s AN ATROCITY. THOSE FUCKERS GIVE ME NOTHING. N O T H I N G. ANd yet it’s 500kcals??? the audacity.  

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the only reason why i havent told anyone that im struggling is because i dont want to get better

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"Wow! You've lost so much weight, what's your secret??"

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:)

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its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away

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people don’t understand how mentally draining having an eating disorder is. they assume you just skip a meal a day and then boom you lose like 30 pounds then recover. they don’t realize that you lose all your energy and can barely even function. you lose friends over it, get horrible grades, have to stop working, lose interest & energy in pursuing passions and hobbies. it fucking sucks and they make it so obvious they don’t give a shit about us.

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i’ve come to realize that you can display every single symptom of an eating disorder and if you aren’t skinny it won’t matter

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Normal teenage nostalgia: school dances ✨ hanging out with your besties 🥰 your first crushes 🤭

My teenage nostalgia:

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my common sense: so what are you gonna do when you reach your ugw?

me: i'll just eat normally and be normal :)

my ed:

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I am aspiringskinnybish (my acc got terminated)

I was on day 8: Your workout routine?

Alexis ren’s ab workout x2

dancing 45 mins everyday