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The Divinity Of Woman
Squinting at reflection in pocket mirror transforming into something pretty. Caked on clay powdered nose eyeliner applied immaculately while the city bus shakes the elbows of suits, skids, kids dig into your ribcage. Laying back, thinking of England, in the basement of a newly licensed eyelash technician. She glues synthetic hairs all around hollowed out eye sockets so you can look like the age you’re regressing to. Pinching pennies, pilfering your boyfriends’ wallets, searching the concrete for scraps of cash lost in the street. Hoping to fill your mouth with synthetic hyaluronic acid like the monstrously beautiful bizarre prostitutes who fall on their asses at the same parties as you. God’s divine image of a whore vulgar/blasphemous prayers erupting past lips like screams a slave to your biological urges/dreams competing with other chicks for subpar sperm. On the run from your own blessed body searching for divinity, a fugitive, of blessed Eve’s villanous femininity.
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Decay Countryside Vignettes
I
As I walk down the steps to our garden,
I find a dead hedgehog,
shiny white skull exposed, picked clean
by God’s other creatures.
There’s a million maggots feasting on his organs,
squirming around in his guts,
his quills move like he’s still alive and breathing.
I wonder if he’s the hedgehog
who stole from our compost,
who froze like a deer caught in headlights
when we turned our flashlights towards him,
who ran for cover under the hydrangeas,
when the wild boars tore through our fields,
yellow eyes squinting in the shadows,
ugly little babies squealing at their sides.
II
I crawl on my hands and knees
like an animal in the underbrush.
Sniffing out mushrooms and roots,
thorns digging into the back of my neck
pulling out my hair in big blonde clumps.
My hand sinks into a rotting rat,
caught up in the brambles
while playing the same game I’m playing;
little house on the prairie, Robinson Crusoe,
confederate American fantasy, faking autonomy.
We’re just playing survival games,
like the ones we played as kids
with sticks, berries, our expansive imaginations.
III
The time to harvest comes too fast,
my hands aren’t quick enough
to collect our spoils before the first frost,
before every fruit falls off the vine,
before every legume catches cold
and dies.
The rotting nightshades in our garden
smell exactly like the dead hedgehog.
I worry that I’ve lost the innate human ability
to recognize the smell
of the decomposition of my fellow man,
its smell blending in with the decay
of everything else around me.
Maybe I wouldn’t notice if my husband
started shooting trespassers
with the gun we don’t have,
putting their heads on stakes
to ward off others.
IV
Our neighbour is known for getting drunk
off his own supply,
for beating his women,
for shaving the heads of his children.
We’ve never seen him
but we hear him,
errant raspy yells,
strains of bad techno music
at all odd hours.
I wonder if he’s on the side of the Catholics
or the Protestants
in the ideological war that’s wrapped itself
around the mountains for centuries,
buried deep in the hamlets and villages
around us/in us.
Our neighbour blasts out the brains
of his half wild cat
with a rifle at midnight, execution style,
when the cat crawls back home on his belly,
seeking mercy
after ingesting some commonplace poison.
Shot rings out, bullet rips a hole
through the density of quiet
that hangs heavy in the night sky.
Our neighbour giveth life
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