elleah

[elleah]

Good morning, loves. Its going to be a peaceful day.

[elleah]

My dream kitchen

dream kitchen !!

[elleah]

Когда я заработаю много денег, куплю себе красивый домик на окраине. Я буду много спать и есть и буду много писать. Мой любимый будет меня много обнимать. Мы будет говорить о глубоком: жизни, религии, философии, отношениях. Мы будем смеяться над шутками друг-друга. У него нет детей, а мои дети будут приезжать и я буду много путешествовать. Он будет меня ждать. Он очень спокойный , добрый. Он дает мне все что я попрошу. Все что он хочет это чтоб я была с ним. И в этом доме наша скромная энергия. Как будто одна целая так как мы похожи. А может я буду жить там одна, и это тоже нормально.

[elleah]

Peaceful day

[elleah]

A truly mature man invests in his woman and supports her growth.

[elleah]

Manifest in your sleep ♥️

[elleah]

Self-care is essential. Always prioritize your needs and wants.

[elleah]

Taking care of myself is the top of my simple pleasures

[elleah]

You’re mine

[elleah]

When you enter the state of acceptance, the child within you begins to awaken. Your vision clears, and you start seeing things as if they are new. It’s a comforting feeling—you play like a child. You’re still cautious, but now you have hope. The world looks different; it takes care of you. And for the first time, you believe in love again.

[elleah]

Life is beautiful. The world is giving.

Iford Manor Gardens, Iford, England by Stacy Cartledge

[elleah]

I don’t seek validation. I’m just moving at my own pace.

Helen Crawford as Myrtha in Giselle // Photo: John Ross.

[elleah]

No thoughts of him today. Only a week left until it’s been four months. I do miss him, but our moments are starting to feel like a fictional story.

Because of the cards I pulled for him, I think he’s already had sex with someone. I haven’t. And it’s not a competition—I just don’t feel the need to.

Ed texted me, and for a moment, I thought about it. Maybe it would make me feel attractive and sexy. But then I asked myself, “Why?” and realized I don’t really want to. Maybe it wouldn’t even help. I don’t know. I don’t think I’m ready.

Images by __gatekeeper / Lucille Jean Kiwan

[elleah]

Why does he see her in his dreams?

Spirit, George Roux (1885)

[elleah]

Yes

[elleah]

Writing a lot and I like it

[elleah]

Another relaxing night. We fell asleep on the couch