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havent been here in a long while but just got hit with a harsh reality check after i found out i gained a fucking embarassing amount of weight.....recoverys over back to it i guess!
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looking back at old photos of myself is such great motivation bc dear GOD do i never want to look like that again
#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#tw ana diary#th!gh gap#ed not ed sheeran#tw ed rant#tw eating issues#i want to be thinner
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Ridiculously late stats post
Height: 5'8"
HW: 256lbs
SW: same as HW
CW: 209.8lbs
GW1: 210lbs[✅️]
GW2: 190lbs
GW3: 170lbs
GW4: 140lbs
UGW: 110lbs
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wow just realized that i fucking finally reached my cgw LMAO i need to try harder
#tw disordered eating#th1gh g@p#tw ed diet#tw ana diary#th!gh gap#an4r3xia#tw ana diet#an4rexia#tw eating issues
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eating less than my skinny friends>>>>>>
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oops hiatus over for now i think!!! been on here lurking occasionally just havent posted but the honeymoon phase is upon us so guess whos back :p
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oops hi im back, anyways does anyonr else use videogame characters as thinspo sometimes? like i literally dont give a shit that theyre not real thats gonna be idc
#tw disordered eating#th1gh g@p#tw ed diet#th!n$piration#th!n$p0#th!nspo#tw ana diary#th!gh gap#tw eating issues#i want to be thinner#tw ed relapse
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ive only lost around 40lbs since last november, even though theres people out there that couldnt underwent complete weight-loss transformations since then. talk about a slap in the face
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its literally embarassing how long my cgw hasnt changed...we almost there tho i promise!!
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my ed literally went on vacation for a few days and is back like nothing happened??? wh
#same omg it feels like it just disappeared for like a week nd is coming back times 10#kinda living for it though#4n0r3xia#sk11ny#an0rec1a#tw ed rant#tw disordered eating#tw ana fast#4norexi4#tw ana diary#pro a4a#notprojustusingthetags#4namia#4n4rexia
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Motivational quotes from pinterest that are less repetitive than "what you ėat in private, you wear in public"
#i wanna be weightless#th1gh g@p#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#th!n$piration#th!n$p0#th!nspo#th!gh gap#tw ana diary#tw ana shit#tw ana diet#tw ed relapse#tw eating issues#an4r3xia#an4rexia#4norex1a#4n0rex14#i want to be thinner#🕯️as a 🪶
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Some updated pinterest tags ive been digging for, for meälspọ and thïnspọ
fọöd control
föọd portions
restrïction meäls aesthetic
mėalspooo breakfast/lunch/dinner
tw fọöd
bödy inspo
fit bọdy goals
bödy motivation
toxic wl motivation
dïet motivation
bọdy mass
#you dont have to use the special characters lol just making it look like this for tumblr#i wanna be weightless#th1gh g@p#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#th!n$piration#th!n$p0#th!nspo#th!gh gap#tw ana shit#tw ana diary#4norex1a#4n0rex14#4nam1a#an4r3xia#tw ana diet#tw ed relapse#tw eating issues
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debated purging even though i got dental work done literally today what the FUCK is wrong with me
#i wanna be weightless#th1gh g@p#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#th!gh gap#tw ana diary#tw ana shit#tw ed relapse#tw eating issues#4norex1a#4nam1a#4n4m1a
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welcome back to another episode of "did i binge or did i eat the normal amount of food an adult human should"
#i wanna be weightless#th1gh g@p#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#th!gh gap#tw ana diary#tw ana shit#tw ana diet#tw ed relapse#4nam1a#4norex1a
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ive had a fucking awful toothache for the past like 3 days nd ive been on a diet of basically exclusively vanilla activia yogurt to take my pain meds with. ill check if i lost any weight after im not in horrible pain anymore LOL
#i wanna be weightless#th1gh g@p#tw disordered eating#th!n$piration#tw ed diet#th!gh gap#tw ana diary#tw ana shit#4norex1a#4nam1a#tw eating issues
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was staying on track then fucking pigged out on a bag of takis last night...just gonna try to take my L like a champ nd restrïct today :/
#ill just go workout in the morning to feel at least a little better about myself#i wanna be weightless#tw disordered eating#th1gh g@p#th!n$piration#tw ed diet#th!gh gap#tw ana diary#tw ana shit#tw eating issues#4norex1a#4n0rex14#4n4rexia
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weighed this morning and i lost 3lbs last night holy fuck ?!?!
#ive literally been maintaining for like a month but the disorder is finally disordering#i wanna be weightless#th1gh g@p#tw disordered eating#th!n$p0#th!n$piration#th!nspo#tw ed diet#th!gh gap#tw ana diary#tw ana shit
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