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Fym I'm gonna like it..

I love it.. And I'm yet again reminded by how Aman gave up his love.

. GOD. ARGHHHHHHHH

— unknown

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Guys I think this phase is gonna last for a while.....

Any explanation why I ,for a quarter of the month cry because I just wanna be loved..? .... Just be hugged tight and have fingers run through my hair until I cry my eyes dry and whimper and sniff and close my eyes.?

Instead I lay on my bedroom floor with headphones in my ear and my heart spilled because the bandage on it needed to be replaced again. My eyes flow like I am waiting for my boyfriend but I don't actually. In fact I never knew how to be in love..

I earn for the feeling to fall in Love for the first time...

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Any explanation why I ,for a quarter of the month cry because I just wanna be loved..? .... Just be hugged tight and have fingers run through my hair until I cry my eyes dry and whimper and sniff and close my eyes.?

Instead I lay on my bedroom floor with headphones in my ear and my heart spilled because the bandage on it needed to be replaced again. My eyes flow like I am waiting for my boyfriend but I don't actually. In fact I never knew how to be in love..

I earn for the feeling to fall in Love for the first time...

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Procrastination at its finest: a disaster.

reading three subjects at once,

Copying the Physics, reading chemistry,

And revising maths.

...... I'm gonna ascend to God level atp.

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When the "thing" Finally hits...

That you're The eldest and you are the most sane in the family.

You gotta take care of your siblings.. So that they don't go thru the same trauma you did.

The adrenaline of studying hard to get out of the " Home ".

Studying day snd night... Studying while eating.. Revising even in your sleep.

...

The feels... They're awesome....

P. S- start saving... Doesn't matter what age u are. ... It's never too late to save... Put away the birthday Money, festival money, anything. Be a miser. Save money when u dont earn it. Save money when u earn it.

Walk if the distance is walkable and time is enough.

Buy only essential things.

..... Save..... Ur the oldest... U gotta be the responsible one.... Your siblings are young.

Your parents are old...... Think of yourself as the chosen one in the Story of your life.

It feels great.... A sense of greatness.....

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Am I just pathetic.. Or this happened to everyone at some point?

Waking up on your birthday to no wishes.. Not even from your mother... And finally when u get wishes.. Half of the day is over.. Ur spirit is down like a broken branch on a tree that's on the verge of dying and someone comes too late to give water snd sunlight.. .....

Did it happen?

When u wished someone at midnight, sacrificing your own sleep.. But they wished you the next day when they finished all of their "tasks" And finally remembered it's your birthday?...

Does It happen to everyone at some point of their life?

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Babe..babies generally don't remember anything at 1 year old but I... I remember only one memory from when I was 1 year old. When Srk dies in the hospital I was bawling my eyes out cause man! He's dead!.. WhyyyyyyyyWHY

no babe you don't understand I just cried while watching an edit of ok shanti om because of how beautiful srk's eyes looked. NO BABE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT FEELS WHEN YOU CRY BECUASE OF HOW PRETTY SOMEONE'S EYES LOOK.

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1st poem on Tumblr<3

~~Fragrant whispers~~

He smells like a bonfire,

Warm and embracing,

A fire that burns only for me,

He smells like old books,

Glasses pressed to his nose,

Hair ruffly and Curly.

He smells like baths in summer,

The fresh smell of soap,

And the mirror smoked up.

He smells like fictional men,

Cute, soft, and loves me like no other.

He smells like me,

My perfume on his sweater,

To remember me by the whole day.

He smells like me and him,

A bunch of love you'd fall in love again.

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"Who would u want to be when ur reborn?-"

First of all, how dare you assume I'm wanna be reborn... And that too as a human?

I'd rather be reborn as a cat lazying away one of her 9 lives on a couch where the sun falls at the pawfect angle .

I'd rather be reborn as a tree so rare that I'm carefully nurtured and kept like a china doll in cotton.

I'd rather be reborn as the 1st raindrop after a ridiculously hot summer day and be celebrated by the farmers on my arrival.

I'd literally be anything than being a human.

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Shut upppppppppppp and don't laugh ..

.... (I do have daddy issues)

#tagging people I don't know.. Or I do.. Maybe? @xypheris @lordvonbunnyv @trixyyst4rs and other fancy schmancy people

red flag tag game

thanks for the tag @v3hementvelvet ♡

...okay, no need to call me out like that.

@n0t-h3r3-anym0r3 @111clem111 @sea-foam-boy @d14m0ndr1c3cak3 @lastfoxalive @yu-littleleaves @amptoohigh @demonanaangel + open tags

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Ok so candle light with a hint of Moon light... Makes.... Sense.. Yepp @xypheris @lordvonbunnyv

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*raises the non existent hands too*

Raise your ✋ if this man has ruined any chance of you ever falling in love

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Manifesting good sleep schedule for the year.. (And studies and no-cramps period and clean room and good life and getting a irl human toxic filter and-)

Mhmm.. Happy New year y'all...

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Am I weird to be oddly obsessed with Greek Mythology after 10 years. (i was obsessed at 9 too).

........... idc I'm pretty

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Are u eating one right now?

Annabeth: When life gives me lemons, I give them to Percy. Annabeth: He likes lemons. *cut to Percy biting into an unpeeled lemon like an apple*

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Never did I ever have a friend with whom I could be genuinely myself.. My crackhead , idiot self without ever having to worry to accidentally offend them...

Never did I ever get a friend...

...

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NO WAIT.. FRICKING AUTOCORRECT.. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WATER POWERS

Chat why can't i be attractive