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synesthesia?

when i was a kid my mom showed me an essential oil for the first time. it was lavander. i put it up to my nose and immediately said, "that smells like purple!" what? i don't know what else to tell you, that smells like purple. it works the same for most other smells, too, like if you gave me something to smell i could look around the room or find a picture to pinpoint the colour it feels like. i don't see any colours though, it's more like a feeling.

music feels like tingles all over the back of my neck and down my shoulders, sometimes my arms and legs as well, it depends. i dont know if that's something other people experience. as a kid it made me uncomfortable, i remember being embarrassed by it, like others could see it on me or on my face.

it's been happening to me a lot when i'm singing, or when someone close to me is singing. i recently went to my first concert and that was an experience. best night of my life.

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reset

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*with love and support*

please remember to take some time and take a break 🎶

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u know whats nice. when u take ur glasses off & the lights in ur room turn into pretty blurry circles. now relax ur eyes even more & babam u got Twice as many lights in ur room now! congrats ur welcome

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I want someone to take me seriously but also get drunk and fuck around with me until 5am

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update : im bright pink

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IM DYEING MY HAIR IM DYEING MY HAIR IM DYEING MY HAIR IM DYEING MY HAIR IM DUEING MY HAIR IM DYEITB MY HAIR IM GONNA BE BRIGHT PINKKKKKKKKKKKK

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honestly even if im doing nothing im busy….appreciating my own aura

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Another look at Stonehenge.

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Raindrops on ginkgo leaves

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would you collect rocks with me. be honest

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Daily Mirror, England, January 31, 1923  Image © The British Library Board. All Rights Reserved. 

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if i was a frog and you were a frog would you let me be a guest on your lily pad yes or no

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my dad just tried to describe the size of a large dog to me by saying “he could like stand up and make his own fucking dinner on the stove”

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over coffee with my mom this morning: “sometimes we hesitate to invite people into our life because we feel like our space isn’t good enough yet. things are a little messy, or our place settings don’t match, or our situation isn’t quite what we want it to be. don’t let that stop you. invite people in anyway.”

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dreamy, cluttered apartment 🌿📚☕