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there's one convo i had with a friend that for some reason

i. just. can't. forget.

i don't remember exactly what it was, but here is the basic outline of it:

me: i'm so hebat (great/amazing) my friend: wow you're so confident.. me: ahah.

i brought up the convo the other day and she said:

"i can't believe i thought that was real lol"

(cuz my confidence is all fake :P)

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"no matter how much changes, you'll still be yourself. whether that's a blessing or a curse- well that really depends on who you are, doesn't it?"

- null, nsotf

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"if it comes down to a choice between being unloved and being vulnerable and sensitive and emotional, then you can just keep your love." – chuck palahniuk

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soulmate au!!!

where you have an ahoge that basically acts like a radar when you're around ur soul mate

like beep beep beep and maybe it turns ur lovers favorite color!

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why does it matter whether i'm like the old me or the new me, when in the end, i'm still 'me'?

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so i found something in my room: a 5 paragraph essay about tomatoes.

i wrote the title and instructions myself.

here it is:

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*insert day+date*

Tomatoes

Write a 5 paragraph essay about tomatoes.

Tomatoes. Some like them, and some don't. Some people like them as ketchup, some like them as tomatoes. Some say they're fruits, other say they're vegetables. But there is one thing people can agree on: they are tomatoes.

Tomatoes can be turned into many dishes and things. One of my personal favorites is tomato and egg. I forgot how the tomato was cooked, but it was very delicious. For some reason, a lot of people like ketchup. I like ketchup. Most of my friends hate tomatoes. One of my friends likes tomatoes. He is a menace to society. He eats them whole, if I recall correctly. At least he does not like cherry tomatoes. I have hated cherry tomatoes since I was younger. But enough about that.

Another thing you can do with tomatoes is throw them. You can throw them at your enemies. Ketchup can be squeezed into your enemies eyes. Isn't that fun? You can also run a tomato over with a truck or car. Potatoes are so much more better than tomatoes. Fries are really good. Fries with ketchup are okay. But back to tomatoes. Tomatoes grilled or roasted are pretty good.

Some random things related to tomatoes: my friend has a tortoise name Tomato. I wonder if there is tomato chips. Tomatoes are red, sometimes yellow, and sometimes green. Cherry tomatoes do not look or taste like cherries. Pomodoro technique has nothing to do with tomatoes. Sundried tomatoes suck. They taste really bad. Sundried tomatoes should be banned. I should try microwaving tomatoes for 40 minutes. maybe it will burn. I think Rui Kamishiro does not like tomatoes. Tsukasa would eat them whole just to spite him. I really hate sundried tomatoes. They are sour and there are words I want to say or write about them but I will not.

I am on my last paragraph. I do not know what to write. Tomato, I guess. I hope aliens come and take all the tomatoes. Tomato. I hate cherry tomatoes. This is an amazing essay. Thanks for reading. Tomato.

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that's the exact thing.

i couldn't say what i thought about sundried toamtoes cuz there would be a lot of cursing and i was at school and i was scared one of the teachers would look and i would get scolded :P

oh well.

it's a great essay.

mark it out of 100.

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he had always loved the stars.

he would always stay up late to see them.

but he didn't look at them this time.

how could he, when something, or someone, more beautiful than the stars, was right next to him?

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the moon in the sky shining ever so brightly gazing upon us

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"how do you wish to be loved?" asked the storyteller..

"as much as i love the stars," replied the stargazer, who stayed up till late hours just for them.

"as much as i love sunsets," said the prince.

but the puppet could not say anything, for she did not know how to love.

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comfort can come in many forms,

a person, an item, a memory, a place, a song, an action, a piece of art, a few words, a thought.

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haiku

fire is two syllables i think idk (here its meant to be 2 so eh)

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blooming in the sky fireworks all around us fire flowers glow

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

paint on a canvas colors covering it all slowly turn to art

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

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1st one is based on fire flower by halyosy

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eccedentesiast (noun)

meaning :

someone who fakes a smile;  hides pain behind a smile

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"i'm taking this as seriously as the rest of you.. i want to stand by everyone too, you know! but the more i try, the more it just seems like everyone hates me.. if that's the case, then maybe i just won't try at all."

- shine, nsotf

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"there are two types of tired, i suppose. one is a dire need of sleep. the other is a dire need of peace."

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"no one in this world ever gets what they want, and that is beautiful."

- don't let's start by they might be giants

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to anyone who liked the interactive story (with hoshi):

i'm sorry, it might be discontinued or put on break.

i just have no ideas or motivation to write for that, sorry.

but there's gonna be other stories and hoshi will still appear in other stories!

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best time to think about anything:

when you're alone at a party.