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List of “angry confession” prompts

“Since when did you ever care about me?!” “Since fucking forever, you idiotic dunce!” 

“I can’t leave you alone for one second without you hurting yourself, can I?” “I mean, I’m fine so it’s okay—” “No, it’s not okay. Not when I feel like I’m going to go batshit fucking crazy, thinking you’ve hurt yourself.“

“Well, I’m sorry I fell in love with you, okay? But it happened and I can’t do shit about it.” “You… What?” 

“You think I wanted this to happen? You think I, of all people, wanted to fall in love with you?” 

“Trust me, I’m also trying to understand how in the shit this happened.” 

“…This is why I knew I shouldn’t have gotten close to you.”

“I’m going to need you to stop for one second because I just find it so incredibly rude that you think I’m not head over heels in love with your stupid, oblivious ass. Are you a brick? Because you’re dense as fuck.”

“Tell me how I’m supposed to un-love you, then. Tell me. Spare me.” 

“Yeah, well, if I could, I’d lose feelings for you. But it’s not that easy. It’s not that easy to just let go of someone you’ve held onto for so fucking long.” 

“What part of ‘I want you, and only you’ do you not understand?” 

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"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

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'this too shall pass' well can it pass fucking faster??

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I miss my ED so bad

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I reached 144.6!! All I had yesterday was two breakfast burritos.

I may not be able to be the child my mother wants. But at least I’ll get to be skinny one day.

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Did a near 24 hour fast bc my ass was depressed :)

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Finally am gonna get a chance to actively go back to my comforts here. Sorry I’ve been so inactive.

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Every time you say fuck it, I don’t care and eat.

There’s a 100% chance you’ll care later. Trust

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The power went off at my house…wow I just found the greatest reason to miss breakfast

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Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

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I am still in “normal” mode till after Christmas, but I finally am back down to 147.6 as of yesterday thank god. I’ve been so busy lately tho. And my car broke down last week. A lot happening. Also. I’m on my period so of course I’ve been gorging myself.

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I suck at this disorder

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Portion control meal spo 🐰

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REBLOG IF YOU'RE ACTIVE ON EDBLR IN DECEMBER 2023

I want moots please :3

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Imagine that you are the skinniest you have ever been. You are at your goal weight. You made it happen. You wake up in the morning and you feel bliss. You glance at the mirror and see a new version of yourself. Skinny. Desirable. Confident. Improved. Everywhere you go, heads turn. And not because you take up half the space. Not anymore. It is because you made it happen. It is because your discipline payed off. You see it now. It was all worth it.

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popular ana 'meals' vs my replacements

gum (most brands is 1 pc = 5 cal) / excitemint gum (2 pc = 5cal)

diet coke (0cal) / coke zero (0cal) [it just tastes better to me]

vape (0cal) / legal limit gummy (the ones i get are 15cal pee gummy, but some versions are only 5) [one gummy is more than enough for me, i usually cut them into halves and if i dont want a lot, then a quarter)

rice cake (low cal ones can be 15cal) / baby banana puffs. lifesaver. gift from heaven. (150 cal for a whole bottle. 25 per serving (60 pieces) and theres 6 servings.)

monster ultra (10 cals, some say 15?? but the cans say 10]) / monster peachy ultra (same cals. tastes better tho)

ice water / room temperature water and/or warm water. (makes me feel like i ate a big warm meal even if it makes me gag to drink it.)

idk any more rn. im tired.