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My friends saw my arms today and said that they where really skinny they where kinda shocked

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Stuffed my face by and gained 3.2kg in two days . I fuckin hate myself. Hopefully it’s mostly water weight and I am going to loose it in the next few days .

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Hey guys I am back I lost some weight on a trip and got down to 54.3kg ate a lot for a day and am now at 55.85 now back on track and loosing weight again .

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Gained weight because I am i have Covid and am staying home so I was bored and binged I am still home and am now back on track doing steps and eating under 800 calories

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Gonna try to stay under 600 cals today so hopefully I will be under 57kg by tomorrow.

I am now at my lowest weight since I started to loose weight and it feels good that every weight I achieve will be a new low and then at some point I will be under my lowest weight since my Ed started 49.4kg and than I will be at my ugw and maybe then I will be thin and beautiful or maybe I will loose more weight cause it feels so good to have control finally to be someone

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I am at my lowest weight ever since I started losing weight I am so happy . Now I won’t have to loose and gain and loose and gain anymore I will only loose weight till I hit my ugw .

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I already feel like I am really in my Ed at the moment like I can’t stop I just feel so euphoric cause I am loosing weight and I can see the physical changes I am starting to get a flat stomach and I can see a slight side outline of abs in the morning or after fasting I feel great but my parents are a bit worried I think .

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Only ate 589 calories today . I feel amazing

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I love that I am running everyday at the moment I can see and feel myself getting skinnier and toned . I feel so euphoric 🥳🥳

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Binged and gained weight but I think if I restrict I am gonna lose it again because it’s food and water weight .

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Back again gained some weight than lost weight again now at 58.1 bmi : 22.7 . I fasted yesterday and I feel amazing and I weighed myself like 10 minutes ago and I was at 57.8kg so I already lost weight during the day 🥳 I am not on any real diet but I always stay under 1200 and I am also doing some fast I want to do a 3 day fast next week .

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Doing the healthy skinny girl diet again lost 0.8kg the first day 🥳. Will update on my progress here and share my results when I am done .

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My life right now

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I have just be finished my run I feel amazing and kinda skinny and fit I can’t wait to reach my ugw and feel and look skinny and fit all the time .I will have a summer body finally I will be good enough .

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Please let me be strong enough to get skinny to achieve my ugw

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I wish I found the power in myself to restrict again . I ate normally today . I have to restrict tomorrow I have to get skinny I can’t stand the idea of being fat for another summer another year . I have to do this .

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Did not stay on track today . I hate myself . I have to start taking this seriously again . I just have to do this for 3 months or so and then I am done I can do that I want to be at my ugw more than anything I want to be thin , pretty and happy I want that more than food . Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.