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anyhow I guess all I want to say is that the person who runs this blog as far as im aware right now may as well not exist anymore - if you follow this blog youre aware its run by a plural system. wll that system still exists but pretty much every alter who ran this blog is dormant (and given that they werent really... healthy at all, i would rather they stay that way). ive kept it up because frankly, i dont remember running it and it serves as a reminder to myself what actually happened during a period of my life that’s almost completely slipped my mind, other than the pictures that i took during that period of my life.

a friend the other day mentioned that they thought they dissociated thru a period of their own life because their memory was “just pictures” and it occured to me that i didnt know what else a memory was supposed to be - every time a memory is vivid to me it shakes me. ive grown comfortable with that distance but it scares me that thats not how youre supposed to recollect things.

theres a part of me that wants to reach out to some of you to catch up but it’s been five years and im sure we’ve all changed since then. i know i have. i dont recognize th person i was when i ran this blog... no, really, i dont remember going by the name “tey” but clearly a lot of my friends knew me by that name and called me it. i rediscovered that revisiting this blog a few weeks ago and it really shook me. i actually messaged a friend to ask if they remembered me ever going by that name, and they couldnt either, so clearly my social circles over time have shifted haha.

theres also that all of you who knew me here arguably knew me when i was at my worst, i was going through a lot in my life tht i couldnt really deal with and i hardly remember how i dealt with it other than “badly” - and i wouldnt be surprised if because of that you dont want to reach out to me anymore. i would understand. the coping mechanisms i developed when i was a teenager didnt really work and i think reading about plurality just caused me to get more neurotic abt the fact that i was traumatized. i definitely was traumatized but being told from everywhere i looked “your entire sense of self is a trauma symptom” didnt help me. i eventually got out of that mindset by finding things in life that i was willing to live and work for outside of like, plurality.

so im ok now but looking back on high school it genuinely scares me to see the kinds of things that i was going through, and also what i was very public and open about... a few of you knew me in the real world and i just have to say - im so thankful to you that you dealt with me.

dont know what else to say...

i reread “essay on the appearance of ghosts” by cameron awkward-rich tonight and its a poem tht really resonates with me and how i relate to my gender and my past self - i feel alot of the time like my memories are closer to ghost stories than memories, like mantras that i repeat to myself and i know happened to me but when i try to close in on them and find out wht happened, suddenly its gone and i realize i have only the words and a few vague images. “when does the girl learn there is something wrong growing in her place? when she ... looks in the mirror and sees herself in parts?” “what is writing but the preservation of ghosts?” you should read it in its entirety if you ever get the chance.

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anyhow i cant believe anyone followed me as a teenager - i keep this blog up because i have memory issues but looking back on it is absolutely fucking wild to me considering im not public about most of the issues i was very outspoken about here. everyone who used to run this blog is dormant too so reading through it i find names i never remember going by which is really fun!! and dandy and all. also though i was super cringe were yall like. ok. following me holy shit

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it is SO FUNNY seeing that i followed NASA orion on this old tumblr acct and realizing its been 5 fucking years and theyve done shitall to advance that mission type...

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otherkin isnt mental illness, its mockery of mental illness and transgenders. otherkin isnt a real thing.

Bro you come into this dead ass blog to send me discourse over a year old post this is peak hellLike I logged in on accident lmao

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i logged into this account on fucking accident whats up edgelords

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ALRIGHTY FUCKERS

SINCE JANUARY FIRST 2015 TO TODAY, DECEMBER 28TH 2015 I HAVE DOCUMENTED EVERY DINGLE FUCKIGN MEME THAT WAS WIDESPREAD ON THIS GOD FORESAKEN WEBSITE, and yes I may not have been all scientific about it like some other people, but guess what this was a years worth of work and if this doesnt get some notes i ‘m going to scream

so, the memes of 2015, in a sort of chronological order but not for all of them:

“Sure Jan.”

year of neon genisis evangelion

Actually the entire brady bunch movie

reverse rick rolling

Miyazaki talking shit bout stuff (which tbh tho otaku culture is really messing up japan as a whole so this is sort of a serious thing idk man)

FUCKIGN LEFT SHARK

captain america civil war

i’m a jaded teenage girl.  i’ve been through shit that you wouldn’t even dream of.  you think life is hardd? try asking the cutest guy in the grade out in the middle of the cafeteria only to find out he had a fucking girlfriend.

Innapropiate audition songs

kAKASHI FROM ACCOUNTING CLASS (STILL CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS AN ACTUAL MEME HOLY SHIT)

Dick cheney made money off the Iraq war

idk if this counts but the gold and white/black and blue dress seems to be getting big UPDATE: THIS MEME FUCKING GOT OFF THE INTERNET AND INTO MY FUCKING SCHOOL IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS.  THE ENTIRE SCHOOL WAS TALKING ABOUT IT. WE HAD AN IN CLASS DISCUSSION ABOUT IT WITH TEACHERS INVOLVED. AT THE END OF THE TALENT SHOW TODAY THEY HAD A PHOTO OF THE DRESS WITH THE WORDS “Thank you for coming!” ON IT. I’M SO FUCKING MAD

if you’re reading this it’s too late

WALUIGI = HALLEJUAH

*looks at smudged writing on hand*

Hoe don’t do it… Oh my god

Natalia kills

Uptown funk counts as a meme

The thing with all the emojis and send this to ten people

FUCKING COPPY I HATE THAT BITCH FUCK U @STAFF UF UCKING RUIN EVERYTHING

jet fuel can’t melt steel beams

Sausage movement

Taking the text from like a TV show title and editing it to say new shit.  I don’t even know if this meme has a name.  

garnet, amethyst, and (thing that isn’t pearl)

😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

Russia made memes illegal (I am gay gay gay I like long big cocks)

Paul Blart Mall Cop

rare pepe

*opens buzzfeed* … *closes buzzfeed*

sonic for real justice DOWN WITH MOD AMY. JUSTICE FOR MOD SILVER

barber: what you want –> barber: say no more

take me to snurch (snail church)

snake people, or sneople (two seperate memes)

She called me ugly I said “bitch swhere” she said “Under all that makeup” i said “bITCH SWHERE????!!!”

#thisgeneration

“HEY SPLASH! YOU FEEL GUUUDD I feel fucking hot.  PISS MY POINT AND I STRIGN TOT THE RAP WHEN I WIN I WIWDOW IWNIODANAFLASGAIGHASDFGAH”

mcfreakin lose it

down with cis

minions

just gals being pals

where you live you’re first language what you call this [then an image]

you’re a kid you’re a squid

knife sharpening truck

gothic

af gifsets

me: 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my selｆ 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right thereright there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

cheeky nandos with the lads

anti coleslaw (coleslaw is great but everyone hates it apparently)

JUST DO IT DON’T LET YOUR DREAMS STAY DREAMS. YESTERDYA, YOU SAID TOMMOROW

like is there a college aged woman who thinks quasadillas are a mystery?

cute gender neuteral terms for your partner

the author of the journals… my brother

siri what’s 0 divided by 0

iPhone restart

the jurrassic world scene with chriss pratt being ike “k stay back” to the dinosaurs

WHAT ARE THOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE

The gif with rihanna flipping her hand and wiking

minion hate (srsly tho they’re everywhere and i hate it)

BUSH DID 9/11

if there were two guys on the moon and one killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what

zoobe

me, shoving breadsticks into purse: sorry i have to leave right now immediately

I’M ALWAYS A SLUT FOR DORITOS

#growingup_____ (growinguphispanic, growingupblack, growingupshy, growingupasian, etc.)

NO NOTES

gun

okay… that sounds fake but okay

THE BLOCKQUOTE THING WHERE THEY AMDE IT SO YOU CAN’T EDIT SHIT

old american infomercials (ANim aL CRackE R s iN My sOUP)

you’ve heard of ________, now get ready for ______

YOUNG MAN, THERE’S NO NEED TO FEEL DOWN I SAID YOUNG MAN

JOHN CENAAAA

X: stop telling everybody i’m dead! y: sometime’s i can still hear their voice

straight outta

the one where it’s like somebody is lost in  crowd so soebody else yells something offensive to find them

critically analyzing spongebob

netflix and chill

banksy

i hate when people dress like this… we get it you smoke weed

And now… back to this bitch that had a lot to say about me in the press the other day Miley what’s good?“

”And now… back to this bitch that had a lot to say about me in the press. Miley, what’s good?“

dan nicky your bobbie s

kidnapper: say it me: no kidnpper: say it me: *spits at them* fuck you

psychologist: *reads my mind* my mind: SCREAMING psychologhist: what the fuck

speech bubble meme (Like the character has a speech bubble so they’re saying a text post or something)

vine

ʷʰʸ ᵗʰᵉ fᵘͨᵏ ʸºᵘ ˡʸʸʸ'ⁿ, ʷʰʸ ʸºᵘ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ˡʸʸʸ'ⁿ, ᵐᵐᵐᵐᵐᵐ ºʰ ᵐʸ ᵍºᵈ ˢᵗºp fᵘͨᵏ'ⁿ ˡʸʸʸ'ⁿ

*violins* ……run. BOW BOW BABABABABBAA

does “I aint get no sleep cuz of ya’ll!” count

me: *takes a deep breath* i lo-

kinkshame

relatable

dog of wisdom (ha da ba ga. ha bada ba gaga)

draw the squad/otp like this should count as a meme by this point

pokemon go (pokemon in real life)

[series] personality quizzes be like

…….anyways

u gotta

Putting fucking Halsey lyrics and other “deep” shit on Spongebob screencaps this one was funny until i saw a marina and the diamonds one and now i just feel disrespected

Concept; me

(Taylor Swift™ No copyright infringement intended. Property of TAS LLC Management 2008©)

I’m the X

october 21st 2015 (back to the future)

poot lavato (this meme is actualy really shitty but it’s still a meme like nmot just a bad meme just like ableist and misogonystic and urgh)

the outfits for doing shti with 1d like burying harry alive outfit charts

hotline bling

“do you ever look at somebody and wonder, ‘what is going on inside their head?’”

the ufo in LA

THE SPIDERMAN SPANKING THING

the time shia labouef screened all of his movies for three days straight and he streamed it but he didnt stream teh movies he streamed himself watching the movie

pineapple pizza discourse (it’s fucking disgusting if u like it please evaluate your descisions)

money cat (and similar posts)

47 lamborginis

[tumblr user] is stealing bones!

feudal lord/handmaiden

in this world it’s kill or be killed

replace “feminism” with

loss.jpg made an impressive comeback

2015 in a nutshell

“the stars sure are beautiful tonight”

the force awakens opening title

WAKE ME UP INSIDE WAKE MUP

tubbs the cat discourse

hobo and glunkus

star wars opening crawl

also from star wars, the ine storm trooper who yells “TRAITOR” in the force awakens

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i guess… when it gets to this point in my queue (see: the end), you should know that i’m not active on this blog anymore.

you can send an ask off anon for my new blog. idk.

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i guess… when it gets to this point in my queue (see: the end), you should know that i’m not active on this blog anymore.

you can send an ask off anon for my new blog. idk.

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i guess… when it gets to this point in my queue (see: the end), you should know that i’m not active on this blog anymore.

you can send an ask off anon for my new blog. idk.

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Drop Pop Candy - Giga-P and Reol (lyrics) feat. Megurine Luka and Kagamine Rin: Released 1 year ago today

Art by Key

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Daily Q #82

…yes babe, I do what you say aaaww

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