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Just breathe and have faith that everything will work out — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/3CxYU5t

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Its not realizing that you better off without someone, so much as it's trying to get them to realize that you're the one that would hold them down and keep them straight.

Doing any and everything to make them happy. I might not be the ideal persin but I love with all I have and apparently thats not good enough.

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You felt being selfishly because of the fact that you are guilty for having an escape while all the pressure, burden and responsibility which you must you took first.

I get it.

You MUST be there

You should TAKING CARE of those and these

Im not questioning WHY? Family is a family right?

But....

Am I not your family?

Am I not feeling tired too?

Am I not sober?

Am I not helped you?

Am I not get hurt?

Am I not listed as one of those important person or family member that you need? And needs you too?

Am I not the person who have feelings too?

Did you really see me as your partner?

Because most of the times you just need me for personal errands, your time-saver, 🧽 for all the sadness and pain that you cant handle anymore, cook/chef for all seasons (time-saver), I did anything to you... I did all the stuff that you want me to do...

Why cant you be so appreciative?

Why cant you be so reasonable for your mistake and for you less?

Why most of the time you always fvcking blame me for the things that you damaged?

Why most of the time you are so entitled to say that I am not the good person at all, i am so lack off person for the reason you cant have what you want... when in fact you are the most LESS person in our relationship when in fact i was fooled believing you for the nTH. I did all the adjustment for the sake of my security,my mental health and for the relationship JUST TO WORK and YOU? What did you do? You think you did also the same way as me?

Ofcourse you did, for yourself only!!! Not because you dont want me to be hurt anymore? You want me in your life? You see bigger picture inside me? ALL OF THIS YOU’VE NEVER SEEN IT FRIM ME.

Why you dont feel guilty for all of those huh?

What do you really want from me huh?

Sana sinabi mong kailangan mo lang ng KATULONG NA LOYAL SAYO or TAONG KAYANG MAGING ASO

You never felt guilty for all of those I swear.

You never felt happier or grateful for having me thats why you never appreciate all the things that I have done. Cuz if you DO? We always working in each other, you will see me when i am tired too, i need your help even i am not saying. And if you really do? I can sense it, i can feel it and the harmony of our relationship despite of the differences is never be a hindrance.

I stayed despite of.... EVERYTHING YOU DID PLUS THE DIFFERENCES

But you? Why did you stay and yet you’re telling me that you are the most unfortunate person for having me?

You just ruined me honestly.

I want to wish you to be happy someday but i want you to fit in my shoes for you to know that i have reasons.... my feelings are valid... i want you ti feel also the way you yelled by calling me CRAZY whenever you cant give my assurance you cant secured me its your lacked off not mine i just want you to feel that.

I trusted you like I trust myself and my sister.

All the reasons to break with you is VIVIDLY, CLEARLY, LEGIT PROOF but you do the reversing here...

You hit me in my core, provoking, mocking me at my flaws just to out my demons inside me and now telling me that im the most immature person, worst person and all... so now, you have the most turning part to abandon me, you have very reasonable and explaination for leaving me...

While my reason are trashy, invalid and immature. How fair is that to you?

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Hey you, stop right here and you need to read this NOW out loud. ❤️

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Everyone wants to understand but they don’t know how you really feel.

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Wag iwanan, lalamig.

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Okay naman yung sitwasyon natin diba? Yung kahit hindi tayo, masaya tayo.

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Be selective.

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I cant handle it anymore

I wonder if i gave up early or i held on too long. I saved you but you ruined me.

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be with someone you know can hurt you the most but chose not to

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I want to do to you exactly what you did to me.

I want to confuse ypu like you confused me but most of all I want you to feel the pain that i feel.

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One day, isang araw!

One day, ill start messing your feelings and you will get mad because I finally learned how to paly yoir game.

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Thanks

“You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.”

— (via perrfectly)