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not to be dramatic but i will never be comfortable with my physical appearance

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Shoutout to all of us who said we’re gonna lose weight by the summer and it’s almost september and we’re still fat

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OKAY BEAUTIFUL BITCHES LISTEN UP:

YOU FASTING OR SOME SHIT? MAYBE YOU JUST BINGED?

RADICAL

I GOTCHU WHAT U NEED TO SURVIVE

GET YOURSELF SOME GINGER-ASS TEA, OKAY? THAT SHIT IS GOOD FOR DIGESTION AND BREAKING DOWN FAT CELLS. MAKES YOUR SKIN GLOW LIKE BEYONCE’S DRESS ON THE RED CARPET.

PUT THAT SHIT IN SOME BOILING WATER. NEXT, GRAB A WHOLE ASS SPOON OF HONEY AND DUMP THAT SHIT IN. PLOP MOTHERFUCKER!

THAT HONEY GONNA MAKE YOUR HAIR SMOOTH AND SHINY AS A 1954 PORSHE SPIDER. NAILS GONNA GROW SO DAMN FAST YOU👏WON'T👏EVEN REALIZE👏bye bYE ACRYLIC NAILS

get YOURSELF SOME APPLE CIDER VINEGAR. ONE TEASPOON, TO BE EXACT. ALSO HELPS WITH DIGESTION AND SPEEDS UP UR METABOLISM. NYOOOOOM BITCHES.

CINNAMON. YOU GOTTA HAVE IT, BUT JUST A SPRINKLE.

ADD SOME MOTHERFUCKING PUMPKIN SPICE IF U FEEL LIKE IT.

DAMN. THERE THE FUCK YOU GO. SWEET-ASS APPLE PIE TEA. SHIT’S ONLY 10 CALORIES AND WILL CURB AND CRAVING YOU GOT.

YOU’RE WELCOME.

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Does anyone else get those random rushes of motivation like, “I’m gonna be so fucking successful dammit, watch me”

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Someone: how are you?

Me: I’m alive, wtf are you expecting?

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i wish i was that girl that people get nervous around because of how intimidatingly pretty i am

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[posted by u/dontsuspectme]

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I feel so impatient losing weight but I can’t complain since it’s my fault I let myself get fat in the first place.

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Gained lots of weight update I’m a failure still 295.7 probs if not more getting back on track tom

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Bruhhhh

People: “not eating actually makes you gain weight”

me:

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Reasons Why I Want Need To Be Skinny

everything will look cute on me

my stomach wont be bigger than my boobs

small boobs will look cute instead of pathetic

anyone will be able to lift me easily

c o l l a r b o n e s

i’ll be easy to lift/flip over during sex

i’ll look cute from every angle

no more belly rolls

no more muffin top

FISHNET TIGHTS !!!

protruding hipbones

i can eat fast food without looking like a pig

tight dresses

thigh gap

endless compliments

clear skin (from my diet)

people will repost my pictures with “#thinspo” or “#bodygoals”

and so many other reasons if i actually sit and think about it.

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Weight update 290.8

Weight update

Back down to 292.6 so that’s good

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Old photo I’ve lost I’m back down to 290.8... but yesterday I went all day without eating and it was nice actually but today I might eat a yogurt before I go to the gym I find that exercising without having something on my stomach makes me sick my boyfriend weighs so much lower than me... and I don’t want to lose him either I feel so terrible that I compare myself to her but I do ... so I won’t eat so I can be her so I can be skinny

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Shrink a size,

For small thighs!

Skip a meal,

No big deal!

Drink green tea,

Low calories!

Be small.

That’s all.

-Ana

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self care for when you hit rock bottom

i fucking hate self care posts made by neurotypicals so here’s one from someone who Actually Gets It

-can’t shower or take a bath? me either. dry shampoo can make your hair look and feel cleaner, and baby wipes or makeup wipes work great to get the top layer of grime off your skin.

-can’t wash your sheets and make your bed? i feel you. push your blankets out of the way and shake the crumbs off your sheet. it will at least be a bit more comfortable.

-can’t even change out of your dirty pajamas? been there. hit yourself with some febreeze and a lint roller. if you can, brush your hair. if you can’t, hair ties and bobby pins are fantastic.

-can’t make anything to eat? same. if you can, there’s no shame in ordering food. in fact, it’s probably better you eat something rather than go hungry. if you can’t, try and find something that comes pre-made or takes minimal effort to make. at the very least, drink some water.

can’t respond to messages or reach out for help? yeah, i get that. set an alarm for a few hours from now and respond to any messages you need to once you’ve given yourself time to prepare. if they’re Important Messages that need Professional Responses, you can find fill-in-the-blank format rough drafts on google. as far as personal messages go, don’t feel bad for sending a mass “I’m sorry, I’m in a personal emergency right now. I’ll get back to you as soon as I can.” response to everyone.

-can’t even sleep because it’s so bad? asmr videos always knock me out, personally, but i also watch a lot of bob ross. just try to find something quiet and soothing to use as background noise and take your mind off it, or at least give you a more peaceful environment to think about it.

-can’t go for a walk/drive? try opening the blinds or curtains. you’re still exposing yourself to the outside world. baby steps. (i also play animal crossing or sims; it may be virtual but fuck it. i went on a walk.)

-can’t go into work/school? let people know. let your coworkers or classmates know it’s an emergency and you can’t make it. give yourself up to two days, but then you have to go back. ask to have your work emailed to you so you know what you missed.

-can’t brush your teeth and wash your face? makeup or baby wipes and gum or mouthwash. don’t let yourself physically rot bc you’re rotting emotionally.

-remember that you’ve been here before. if you survived then you can survive now. that’s what this is about- survival. you don’t have to be living your Best Life. right now, it’s more than enough that you’re alive.

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I am even bigger piece of shit without my ed

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there is no worse heartbreak than being in love with someone who is in love with someone else