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The feeling of brushing your teeth in the evening knowing nothing touched them all day✨

Exept for tons of water ofc

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Salad and tofu for dinner😘✨ sadly i ate more than that today...😩

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Anyone else also hate to inhale? I feel like a balloon so big and full its disgusting

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Its just, its so hard. I dont wanna do it anymore. I dont want to do anything anymore. Just to be skinny. I cant handle the feelinf that im failing again and again and eating and eating and eating. Its too hard for me guessing im just weak.

Im ok btwwww😘

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4th April

i decided that this kind of posts wont have tags, cause this are really boring posts and theyre just for me and to motivate me.

Soooo today was not as i expected... i ate 1000cals. Im shocked of myself gow could i ruin it on the second day? But still im in calorie deficit so im happyyyy.

Tomorrow im having a brunch with friends, and a family dinner so it gonna suck. I decided that at the brunch ill eat a little and say im having a stumach ache, and after dinner ill purge, and than i could even have some snacks and stuff! Ill try to keep it under 900 but itll be really hard. God weekends are tough!!

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3d April

Today is the first day in my new program (you can see in my last post if you want) and it went so wellll

Cal intake = 470cals! And i didnt even had to purge which is awesome.

Cold americano (no milk) 0 cals

Tofu 100g, 1 tsp soy sauce, 1/2 tsp date honey, 2 pickles! 200cals

Black coffee 0 cals

1 soy yogurt, 1 kiwi 🥝 110 cals

150g indian soup 160 cals

Im so proud of myself ! I had 16.5 hour fast, since something i ate at night and till 16:00.

byeee and i wish for you and myself that everyday will be good as this <500!!!

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want to snack?

here’s a list of things to do instead :)

low intensity activities

read (helps if it’s on of your favorites that sucks you right in) !!

watch youtube/netflix/tiktok

stretch

sing

practice an instrument

knit or crochet

headphones on and lip sync in the mirror to music

headphones on and daydream to music

go on a slow and casual nature walk

paint or draw

journal

chat with a friend

sew or embroider something

shower

do your nails

pluck your eyebrows

give yourself a facial massage

online shop (or window shop) !!

daydream about your celebrity crush ;) fr tho

bubble bath

practice doing your makeup

practice doing your hair

figure out your color season (ive tried to do this so many times and still don’t know, good luck)

meditate

clean your makeup brushes

brush your teeth and floss

scroll on pinterest or tumblr :))

nap (one of my personal favs) !!

high intensity activities

headphones on and dance in the mirror

learn a dance routine

walk or jog

clean old clothes out of your closet

reorganize your room

yoga or pilates

weight training

go thrifting

do laundry

try your clothes on or try on different outfit ideas you’ve had

exfoliate and shave (this is def high intensity idc what you say) :3

go for a hike

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My whys

Why am i doing this?

people will think im pretty

So i will think im pretty

For the crop tops

For the short pants

For the bikini

For the confidence For not having fat rolls when i sit

For just fucking being prettyyyy i dont need any other whyyyy

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How im going to reach my goals:

In my pinned post you can see my goal: getting 45kg till 1st June! Im 53kg right now (3d April) which means that i have to get down 8kg🙀 i can do thissss

So 8kg in 60days, means i need to burn 7000×8=56000 cals, 56000:60=930cals to burn per day. So i think that eating 500 cals a day will be a good start, cause i do sports and stuff. Im going to do that by not eatinf breakfast, than eating 400cals till dinner, than eating whatever i want in dinner but purging it out.

My thinspo goals!!

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About me 🦢☕☘️🩰🎸📷💌🌳

Hi! I think the emojies represent me very well, if someone relate to them pls dm me i want to get to know ppl like meeee

Sooo:

Im 16, having ana for the last 5 years and mia for the last one year...😞 I AM NOT PROANA in any way!!! This blog is for me myself and i, and if youre reading this it is your responsibility ❤️ wish you the best, and everyone deserves recovery 💞

I had a tumblr, and now im coming back here cause summer is in 2 monthes and i need to get skinnyyy😘🫣🙀

160cm

Cw 53kg

Gw 45kg

I really want to talk to ppl here and have ana friends, so PLEASE talk to me and motivate me im nice ❤️