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idk about yall but i did indeed almost piss myself, i found this funnyā¦
Sunny, I set the fucking kitchen on fire.. againā¦ and it kind of might of ruined that thing you liked alotā¦
It wasnāt my vibrator bulletin board or something like that, right, Swiss?ā¦ You didnāt ruin the VB, right?ā¦
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I wonder how sleeptoken members would be like to band member reader that doesn't like physical touchš¤
You ask for it, youāve got it! // Sleep Token x GN!Reader
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Vessel:
Vessel would try to find alternatives ways to show his affection to you on stage, realizing earlier on from your reactions despite if you told him notā boundary is set and stone.
If youāre afraid of physical touch and want help to get face it/ease it, heāll be there for you. Small touches for starters; Holding hands, pats on the back/head/shoulder, kisses even if thatās what youād like.
He likes physical touch, but, for you, heāll learn alternatives like gift giving and acts of service.
Also, he makes sure everyone else knows. Being like a barrier when people try to give unwanted hugs to you
II:
Doesnāt bother him at all.
Heās just cautious a bit, apologizing when he forgets about it after acting on stage or something. But, overall, heās super chill.
II would be happy if you ever gave him a hug or another action of physical touch because he knows you donāt like it, and itās not the easiest to get over things like that.
Not vocal, but not quiet either when it comes to people disrespecting your comfortability about boundaries and what makes you feel most happy. So, heāll tell someone if you feel to anxious to.
III:
Wants to know why, but he takes it slow to atleast learn what alternatives of affection you feel most comfortable with. Eventually, he settles on quality time because he likes to be with you.
On stage heās not touchy with you like he is with Vessel and IV, he just comes over and tells you a joke or something because he knows thatās something youāre comfortable with and it works out for the two of you. :)
Bodyguard number two. He knows the crowd can be touchy, so heās like a barrier between yourself and the crowd.
He has it imprinted to his mind, but even with your dislike to it, heāll rarely hold your hand or fidget with your fingers on accident.
IV:
Youāre all set. He enjoys giving gifts and making jokes, so words of affirmation, and quality is time is all he really needs to form a bond. Heāll hand you someoneās hat, things he found on the stage floor, whatever he can find and give it to you for no apparent reason.
He still slips up, accidentally hugging you too roughly before apologizing to you.
Honestly, he can relate to it in some way. Itās not exactly pleasant with people you know or donāt know randomly touching you. Random hugging, patting, etc, etc. He understands that.
Even though his main way of showing his enjoyment on stage is physical touch, his main priority is keeping you feeling comfortable in his presence. Itās just a minor switch, and heās content with it.
#dy6#iii x reader#sleep token iii#iii sleep token#iv x reader#sleep token fanfiction#sleep token iv#sleep token x reader#dy6nsty#sleep token ii#ii x reader#ii sleep token#iv sleep token
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i swear this was the first thing i saw when i woke up this morning.
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Iām going to be posting stuff during the weekend because iām a bit busyyy, BUT, BE READYY
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do I have permission to send you a shocking meme
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I WANT HIS HAND IN MARRIAGE, ASAP.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FINISH THIS.
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Itās not that serious but whenever I make new mutuals or follow someone just letting everybody know iām about experience a heart attack looking like this:
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CATCH ME MAKIN THOSE ASK GHOUL ACCOUNTS GUYS.
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Or if not that maybe sleep token with a witchy gn reader?
YES. YES. YES!!
Sleep Token x Witchy!Gn Reader /// Witchy Reader, Sleep Token members, romantic fluff, overall some cute hcs!
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VESSEL:
Heās in love with you. Writing you cute little poetry involving ālove spellsā, which you found corny but its cute :)
Heās the supply and source of any sage or plants you wish to have. Mint, Rosemary, Sage, Basil, you name it he has it!
Bone collection? He likes the idea of it. While youāre practicing or arranging anything his eyes are all over the scenery or anything you have laid around.
He asks enough questions but heāll be up to helping you clean up ur altar/workspace or anything you want that needs cleaning. Heās just mesmerized with what you do ^^
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II:
He finds it really cool! Definitely asking if any stones / crystals have meaning to them (he wears the ones for love and protection after that ^^)
Like dressing up? Heās smiling the entire time you show off ur outfits to him, giving you a thumbs up and complimenting you.
May not give you crystals but heās definitely picking out fancy platers, vases, pots, and more that could go for you altar/workspace.
Call him an architecture ļæ¼when it comes to help decorating because I assure you he will be HAULING in some plants and greenery for you.
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III:
Very curious with what you do and how you do it. When it comes to spiritual practices or performing anything heās amused with it all.
Asking what deities you believe in, (if you donāt thatās fine to!), but heās just interested in your work.
If you want to give him jewelry or anything heāll gladly take it from you! Proudly wearing anything you hand to him.
If youāre scared to go alone to do any practice, (for ex: Woods or any other place) heāll come with you or escort you to ur designated area :)
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IV:
Got some pretty jewelry? Heās wanting it for sure. From cool crystals, maybe even bone necklaces, if you say he can wear it he is definitely wearing it!
Very curious on what you do. Practices, offerings, rituals(?), spells, especially if you worship the ancient deity they do! Heās asking all sorts of questions.
If you like to dress up in witchy clothing heās super hooked. Whether itās closely clothing, tuxās, gowns, cardigans, even hats, heās watching with a dumb smile on his face.
While he may not understand everything he may do research in his free time. Searching for ingredients, what you do, how you it, what to ask and what to not ask all that!
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Note: I am not a witch myself so if I included anything that may seem problematic please let me know and iāll be happy to change it!
#dy6#sleep token iii#iii x reader#iii sleep token#sleep token fanfiction#iv x reader#sleep token x reader#sleep token iv#vessel sleep token#vessel x reader#ii x reader
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Sliding in with a request for you! I love the sleep token requests. Iām going through a breakup rn and wanted to see if you could do a sleep token HC on them helping reader through oneš„ŗ
Iām sorry to hear that, I hope you feel better soon <3
Sleep Token x GN! Reader /// Platonic, some serious & unserious scenarios.
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VESSEL:
To me I feel like heād try to cheer you up with gifts, mainly trinkets too food and jewelry.
Anti-bed rotting. Dudes suddenly protesting against you sitting / laying in your bed for hours. Walkās or anything to get you out of the house will do.
Comforting you though, heās assuring you that the breakup wasnāt your fault and youāll find someone better.
Letās you know that you can talk to him if you need to. Heās always open to listen if you need someone to talk to.
Candles, but theyāre fancy with rose quartz and meant for forgiving yourself. (These candles are also very nice and smell amazing, love it.)
When you talk to him heāll make some poetic remarks or comparisons, like he always does but theyāre very sweet :)
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II:
āThey were ugly. Too ugly, Y/N.ā Acting like a bit of a hater, but itās funny in some sort of way. Talking the most about the person who broke up with you, praying on their downfall.
Late night walks, catching fireflies or doing something like exploring areas that are filled to brim of nature (like youād see in movies), because he likes the idea of an uplifting setting.
Offers you two hit his drums if you have any pent up feelings of anger or sadness.
Type of guy to bring you a plant with a special meaning because he can be cheesy like that. What did he pick? Lotus Flowers.
Encourages you to attend fun events he planned out for the two of you, some being more social settings or some being the two of you.
II would most likely affirm you on how you did all you could, it wasnāt your fault, there will always be someone for you, youāre not alone, and more things to soothe your nerves.
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III:
Surprising you with your comfort foods and probably favorite drink, offering to watch rom coms with you.
He keeps an eye on you for the first few weeks but will only start to relax, unless he notices youāre still stress heās doing all that helps. Until youāre better youāre deemed as healing to him.
Heās getting you a couple of new blankets or pillows, just for your comfort.
Opening your blinds and putting small things of lavender around your bedroom to help you relax and feel more refreshed.
Definitely not one to talk bad about your ex like II unless they were rather toxic or unhealthy. Regardless heās supporting you the entire way.
Heās just a tad awkward when it comes to comforting but that doesnāt mean he wonāt try. Heāll try to hug you, fulfill tasks for you, and more to lift the weight off your shoulders.
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IV:
Also one to bring food and watch movies with you. Maybe even do skincare or something else to make you happy.
Letās you rant to him, what happened, what went wrong, and heās on your side the entire time while you talk to him.
Suggest you lay down. But if you donāt want to heāll be up and ready if you need someone to talk to if ur feeling under the weather.
Always recommending things to do with him: Going to parks, getting out, walking, seeing the sunset, really anything thatāll make you feel better.
Gives you brand new plushies. Crochet, stuffed, or even ones he tried to make himself that look awful.
Listening to sad music with you, or some random hyper music if thatās what you like. Heāll be with you through it all.
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#sleep token iii#iii x reader#iii sleep token#sleep token fanfiction#sleep token x reader#sleep token iv#sleep token imagine#sleep token ii#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#sleep token band#vessel x reader#iv x reader#ii sleep token#ii x reader#gn reader#dy6
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Havenāt posted but I am incredibly dirty minded at the moment. Have some Ghoul content!!
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I 100% believe the Ghouls and Ghoulettes are definitely into eating their s/o out. Orārather anything that includes using their tongue & mouth.
All and a decent amount of Ghouls/Ghoulettes have forked and longed tongues, some either going soft or others going rough which is rare if a Ghoul goes in the middle of either paces.
Making out small noises with every flick or push of their tongue. Their main objective either to please or taste you.
Ghouls/Ghoulettes entirely are known for being horny, or atleast dirty-minded in some way.
Most of them having their clawed hands clasped around your thighs and pushing their faces deeper and deeper each second.
Anyway, that was my horn dog moment.
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#the band ghost#dy6#nameless ghouls#namelessghoulettes#nameless ghouls x reader#nameless ghoulettes x reader#ghost band x reader#band ghost#ghost band#nameless ghoul x reader
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Posion Tree.
{Mountain Ghoul x GN! Reader} /// mentions of anger issues, burn out, depression, self harm, reader goin through it ngl, reader has a slight fear of touch[?], fluff & comfort, somewhat vent post. Enjoy :)
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You were unsure with how this all started. You loved the job and the church, doing ministry work. But suddenly, it all stopped. You didnāt feel the same afterwards.
Your hard work began to feel like pressure. All you could think of was how and why. Why canāt you suddenly work like you used to? Why is it that your stomach feels hollow, pools of guilt swirling through your gut with seconds that dropped from the clock. It all felt like hours, your life feeling endless and exasperating as you terribly carried yourself through.
Eye-bags, acne, smile lines, it all became too noticeable. Staring at the mirror endlessly in your uniform as you craved touch and sensation yet were so deeply afraid of it.
When was the last time you felt pretty?
The last time you ever felt excited.
You canāt even recall the last time you felt fulfilled.
You simply werenāt doing this for yourself any longer. This work, this effort, the time you had, it all went for others that a good portion donāt even recognize. There was praise every now and than, and it felt so good. But you always remembered that this work may not even pay off later.
How you try so hard to make a schedule? But it never works, does it?
Back to the start;
You wake up.
Slide out of the bed even to your minds dismay and shrieking of thoughts.
Your robes. You slide them on with slow movement, staring down at your body.
Your fingertips brush over scars that align your skin. They arenāt pretty you think to yourself.
Yet, you know why theyāre there. Because no one would listen to you. Where times were rough our you couldnāt comprehend. When your hands would shake as you cried through nights with no moon nor stars, darkening clouds that clutter the sky.
Right. You put your uniform on.
You walk to your rooms bathroom. Staring down at your formāmainly your face. Sluggish, it looks.
Your hands come up to touch it. You can feel the bumps and indents of acne scars, blackheads, and all the clutters your pores and more. You let out an audible āeughā, as you run a finger over your eyebags. They droop down and darken your face, you hate them but love them, itās hard to explain.
You donāt feel like brushing your teeth. You should. But you canāt pull yourself to do it.
Your hair? What do you do with it. Nothing. You let it sit and be tangled if it even wants.
No one will compliment you so what is your point to trying?
With groggy pace you walk out of your bathroom and out into the halls of ministry. No makeup, no skincare, not even breakfast. You just want this day to end so you can sleep.
It feels like everything upsets you in the morning. The voice of constant chatter and orders are just annoying. They play into everything that could just piss you off.
But those voices still belong to humans.
But, it never feels like it.
Eventually the day has to begin, youāre entitled to do this. What is your choice now since you chose to do this, thereās no arguing with it or yourself.
Planting flowers, raking leaves, moving boxes, doing prayers and chants, being yelled at, sweat clinging to your body, eyelids heavy with the heat that grows, settling things for altars, shifting paintings, rushing down hallways, conversations, ease-dropping, drawing and renewing paint, gifting jewelry to podiums, working from indoors to outdoors, and feeling tired.
This was everything you couldāve dreamed off, right? Youāre being sarcastic with yourself.
Youāre so caught up in everything you have you pay no mind to whatās around you, whoās around you. Mountain, the people you work with, even yourself youāve almost forgotten.
All you can remember is that feeling on your arms, how tired you are, the exhaustion youāve been feeling since 6AM, but you werenāt selfish for it.
There was just.. no alone time left for you now. You didnāt even bother to call in sick.
You work yourself off since you want a purpose.
As the sun sets and the ombrĆ© in the sky begins to stir with its purples and oranges that ranges to yellow, youāre finally free to head back to your room.
Itās scattered in trash, atleast thats how you feel.
By the time youāre in that room your hands are on the collar of your uniforms upper garment.
You backup to feel your back pressed up against something.
You quickly turn aroundāflinching, but itās only Mountain. Looking down at you with his gentle eyes.
His mask is off, so itās less intimidating to say the least. His height still makes you uneasy but youāve learned to love it.
āDear Gā¦.ā Read the room. āWhat brings you hear, Mountain?ā You practically sighed out with just had the Ghouls face melting more as his tail flopped against the floor.
āWhats been happening? Has papa been having you work more? Itās been weeks since iāve seen you.ā Mountain said with a desperate plea in his voice.
Your mind saddened up with this as the cherry on top being guilt, finally toppled onto your mindset.
You bit down on your tongue and held it back. How could you be so positive that you could justāentrustāhim with this information? The fear of being mocked grew into your head.
āBusyā¦ā You mumbled, piping up to look at him. āBusy, iāve been busy, Mountain. Plus, I just wanted to help around.ā You said as a calm smile rested onto your face even if you were stressed to hell.
āBusy?ā Mountain repeated with suspicion.
āYou donāt look calm- Y/N- donāt you want to talk?-ā
āI am calm.ā You snapped before sighing. Everything was just too hot and talking with him made your head ache.
āY/N, please.ā Mountain said with a frown on his face. Dammit. You thought to yourself.
āWhat, what do you want?ā You asked with irritation but Mountainās look didnāt falter. āWhy have you been avoiding me?ā He asked.
āIāve justāā You paused.
āI really donāt know.ā You murmured gently, head hanging low and arms limp by your side.
Mountainās hands gently cupped the sides of your face, stroking his thumb against your cheek before kissing the temple of your forehead.
āCāmon, lavender, letās get you cleaned up?ā He offered. His smile was dumbā¦ but you loved it.
His hands went underneath your armpits and on your ribs, the subtle twitch of his hand made him pull away.
āNo touching, got it.ā He made a mental note, aloud.
You nodded, eyes softening down to be content. You adored how he could read it so well, even though he could practically smell sadness from you.
āBath?ā He asked gently. The soft nod of your head was all he needed.
Now that you thought of it. Lavender was the plant that was popular for its tranquility and how it soothed people. You somewhat like the nickname. But you wouldnāt tell him that.
Before you knew it you were in the bath tub, as it filled up almost to the top of Mountain wasnāt quick to turn it off.
His clawed hands combing through your hair, shampoo foam building up into tufts. It felt nice. This felt rewarding.
Mountain had no words to say, he was quiet and allowed the silence to build within the room.
Conditioning your wasāsurpassingly easy. You thought with all its texture and its knot it would take ages but with Mountain combing through it, it was only a minute.
With a towel wrapped around you, smelling like his body wash, he fluffed your hair up with a smaller towel, as you dried yourself off.
He had gone through your drawers to find something comfortable, even if the clothes you had been sulking in for days on end were comfy, he wouldnāt allow it. He wanted you to feel clean.
It only made you feel better when he had nothing to say about the scars on your body.
Dressed in a t-shirt and shorts that were both loose you felt uncomfortable mentally but comfortable physically.
Maybe too much was showing.
āLook at you, pretty!ā Mountain said happily, appearing behind you in the mirror. A small smile cracked onto your lips.
With the pitter-patter of rain on your bedroom windows, you felt relaxed. Mountain was trying to help you with washing your face, brushing your teeth, and he applied vaseline to your lips. It was nice. They didnāt feel so rough anymore.
You finally feltā¦ clean.
That hollow and vast void that had been living in your gut finally felt gone!
That tingling on your arms and thighs had vanished, your mind wasnāt focused on the past.
Mountain walked your back to your bed and layed down with you. Your back pressed up against his chest as his finger curled through your hair.
āNowā¦ā He mumbled, his tone making you uneasy, ācan you talk to me?ā He said quietly.
That pit. You could feel it forming.
āIā¦ā
āPlease.ā Mountain insisted.
Your mouth stayed pursed shut as you could feel your throat run dry.
āIāve been tired, lately, always, really.ā I started off slow and steady to see how heād react. He nodded along.
āI know I donāt work.. really-ā āYou work plenty, Y/N.ā He cut you off, apologizing after to let you continue.
āBut iāve felt tired. So exhausted. My body is tense with every muscle and movement, my skin is so rough to the touch, eye-bags and wrinkles just litter my face. And.. I know itās not healthy but I just want to do it again. My scars are ugly, I know that, anyone could know that. But.. sometimes I wish I didnāt quit-even though thatās wrong and it was the better situation. And- every noise.. it makes me become intolerable. I know iām being dramatic but when thereās so much going on I just want to break something but iām to afraid to express that, Iāll feel guilty, and than I yell at someone, knowingly that iāll regret it later on.ā You ranted and rambled on, your breathing was so slow yet so shallow with every word you formed.
āWhat do you do when you get- or feel angry, Y/N?ā Mountain asked quietly, leaning forward to hear you.
āNothing..ā You mumbled meekly.
āAnd your scars?ā He continued.
āThey disgust me. I donāt understand why I would do this! I look at them all day, they shape my skin and I feel them constantly!ā You replied frustrated.
āI like them,ā He whispered in a hushed voice, āyou made it through a time where you barley survived. You were struggling and no one would listen. I like your scars because they tell me youāre strong, that you carried on. And that youāre here with me now.ā
Cornyā¦. but sweet.
āWhat about how iāve been feeling lately? Iām just dramatic.ā You murmured into yours hands as they covered your face.
Mountain frowned slightly.
āDramatic? You work, you have to get down and run all over the damn place. Waking up before the sun and making it home what feels like a day later. Plus, the ministry is hard enough. You should be resting, not pushing yourself further.ā Mountain said with a gentle and calm voice that made the knots in your back relax.
āBut what does that make me.ā You murmured. āIt makes you better, mentally and physically. You wouldnāt be titled as weak because you wanted to focus on yourself, itās something we all need.ā Mountain replied, he was coming back with these in seconds, Jesus Christ.
His hand gently traced out the scar on your wrist, laid right under your thumb. You leaned into his chest, the exhaustion and insomnia catching up to you.
āSleep, please.ā He murmured gently, his fingertips pushing back your hair as your eyes felt warm with sleep.
The feeling in your chest, you knew sleep was there. Slowly falling into its embrace as Mountain gently kissed up and down your arms, his hands gently moving them up and down.
You couldnāt describe it. But it felt nice.
āSleep, lavender.ā
Corny.
A smile complete your face as your head hit the pillow. Mountainās arms wrapped around you.
āWhat about papa?ā You asked before Mountain shushed you.
āThis is worth it than whatever he has to say to me tomorrow.ā You wouldāve tried to reason with him.
But. The room was quiet and slightly cold, sheets finally felt right. You finally felt right.
Your eyes met with onyx black, finally asleep. Better than anything.
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5:32AM , 3/31/24 ///
Author here, I really want to say that iāve lacked posting. But iām glad to finally be righting as I truly love it. Recently iāve been feeling sick of it and tried to force myself into it which is something I regret. But iāve been feeling better :)
#dy6#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#mountain x reader#mountain ghoul#mountain ghost#mountain ghoul x reader#gn reader#comfort#sad writing#?#mental heath awareness#mental health
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what the fudge is happeningā¦ I SWEAR I HAVE MOTIVATION BUT AS SOON AS I START TYPING IT ENDS
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Realest thing iāve seen.
I made a venn diagram that represents myself perfectly.
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I apologize for requests that havenāt been published. I have been finding little to no motivation or really strength to write, nor have I found much room in my schedule. I will try but I doubt much will be done.
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