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[duskyopal]

Distraction

᪥ pairing: levi ackerman x fem reader

᪥ word count: 4.5k

᪥ synopsis: captain levi visits you at your tea shop :)

᪥ tags: 18+, smut, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex, fluff

The rain hadn’t stopped since the crack of dawn, it’s hazy mist clouding the streets; painting everything outside a dismal grey. Cobbled roads trickled with small streams, the water flowing lazily through cracks in the stoney floor. You watched as the empty streets changed throughout the day; first tinged by daylight then covered in the evening smog. The sky’s pouring never once seized and the storm outside meant that no customers wanted to brave the weather. It had been a quiet day for you, too quiet.

The warm notes of coffee and sweet tones of tea filled the shop, creating an atmosphere quite different to the one outside. It was a cosy and comforting place, juxtaposing the brash onslaught of rain coming from above.

"He hasn’t visited in a while, hm?" Your boss hums from behind the counter, buttoning his coat as he raises a brow. You know exactly what he means, all too aware of the fact yourself but you feign cluelessness, mirroring his expression back at him.

Gathering his things as he gets ready to leave, you pass him his umbrella as he continues, "The small fellow, orders black tea and nothing else, never smiles. You definitely know him." He muses, rubbing his chin roughly as he ponders on Levi’s name. It amuses you, how clueless the man is, every soul in the city knew the Captain’s identity.

"Ah, him. Well Sir, he’s a busy man." You reply softly, shooting him a smile as you walk him to the door. Your boss was correct, it had been a while since you had seen Levi. The Captain came in to visit you from time to time, which would be normal if he wasn’t - well, him. Levi wasn’t one for unnecessary journeys or visiting folk, but he had came to see you on multiple occasions; more than you could count.

"He likes you, I can tell." The old man chuckles to himself, nodding fondly over at you before he leaves. You tried to forget about the Captain, to focus on your remaining jobs for the evening; but the man was plaguing your mind.

The weather worsened moreso, the wind rattling outside as you make your way around the place; sweeping and cleaning as the room darkens, watching as the evening draws out into night. Looking over at the clock you see that your shift is almost up, sighing contently and dropping into your favourite chair with a coffee.

The bell on the door chimes melodically as the door opens, rattling as the wind breaks into the room. It causes you to shiver a little, turning towards the door and feeling your heart skip a beat when you see a familiar face, "Captain." You greet quietly as he closes the door behind him, containing the huge smile about to break onto your face. He’s completely drenched you notice, discarding his coat and running a hand through his wet, raven hair. You watch as the droplets of water drip from his locks to his jaw, dropping to where his shirt clings tightly-

"The usual, please. I’m fucking freezing." Levi’s voice breaks your train of thought, nodding as you scoot away with your cheeks burning. He sits in a table toward the back of the cafe, dimly illuminated by lanterns. His sharp features intensify in the shadows, darkened eyes and deep cheekbones. It’s the first time the two of you had been alone together, and neither had failed to notice that. The intimacy of the situation lingered around the small talk while you made his tea, a thickening silence surrounded all but your conversation. You wondered why the Captain had come all this way to see you, especially considering the storm; so did he.

You make your way to his table after finishing his drink, placing it in front of him. Levi looks down at the porcelain cup, humming in approval at the rich scent. "Sit." He orders, flitting his gaze to yours and catching you in his commanding stare.

Promptly, you pull out a seat and sit opposite him. The table is rather small, bringing you awfully close, both all too aware of the fact that your knees are touching beneath. Attempting to ignore that, and failing miserably, you ask Levi a little shakily, "What is it?"

"Well I’m definitely not here for the tea, I can make it much better." He lies plainly, gently wrapping his slender fingers round the brim of the teacup and bringing it to his lips, watching you as he inhales and then takes a sip. Levi flutters his lids dramatically and licks his lips, "I take that back, this is very good.”

You shoot the man a cocky smile, holding your coffee between both hands as you look at him over the rim, "I know." His eyes turn into a smile but it doesn’t show on his lips, averting his gaze to look down at the steam coming from his cup. “So, are you gonna tell me why you keep coming back to this little place?”

"The company." Levi answers quickly, looking back up at you with a strange look in his eyes. You can’t look away, held still strongly by his gaze; the sheer emotion in his features leaving you speechless. One of his fingers draws circles on the brim of his cup lightly and he finally looks away. You feel your cheeks burning, finally exhaling for the first time since Levi had given you that look. "I haven’t visited in a while, I’ve been busy." Levi shoots you an apologetic glance, he wasn’t one to say sorry but you sensed a guilt to his words.

You can’t help but smile; you had always admired Levi but since developing a more personal relationship with him, your admiration had only grown stronger. "You’re a busy man, Captain. I’m grateful someone such as yourself has any interest in a place like this, talking with a person like me."

Levi cocks his head to the side, furrowing his brows towards you, "People like you?"

"You know, none-important people." A giggle escapes your lips, unbothered as it was true. Levi grimaces and shakes his head, taking another sip of his tea. "I envy you," He murmurs over the cup. "You’re very important. Don’t say that."

His latter comment warms your heart a little but you brush it off, "Envy me? Captain, excuse me but-"

"Levi."

"Pardon me?"

"You don’t have to call me Captain, it’s…weird. Now, continue."

You’re a little taken back, his bluntness catching you off guard. You set down your drink, swallowing before continuing, "Levi,” His name felt nice on your lips, different. “You’re humanities strongest, there’s little to envy."

He sits back in his seat, looking over at you in the dim light, "And you work in a tea shop,” Levi states blankly, “What’s your point? You do more good for the world than…”

"Levi, I make drinks. I wouldn’t quite call it-"

"Let me finish, Brat. What good is being the strongest if it means you’ll have to kill and die retaining that title? I don’t deserve praise, people like you do much more good in the world." Levi let’s out a shaky breath once he’s finished, avoiding eye contact and looking down at the mug.

His words resonate within your head, saddening you as you watch him sympathetically. It was true, the man who sat infront of you was a ticking time bomb, a human weapon that would one day break; only he couldn’t be replaced. When the Captain dies, humanity most likely dies with him, he was indeed your only hope. You remembered the many times he had told you of his dreams of opening up his own teashop, the blends and decor he’d use. Levi would never be able to live his dream, it was just the way of the world; but you enjoyed indulging him nonetheless, watching his face light up with childish excitement as his passions flew.

"You’re a good person Levi.” He shifts awkwardly in his seat and you sense his unease, changing the subject, “Tell meabout the tea shop.” You smile softly, watching as his face relaxes thankfully at the attention averting from his emotions.

"Well for starters, my tea shop wouldn’t hire idiots like you." He teases, a slight smirk on his features, "And don’t even get me started on that uniform."

"Hey!" You call out, scoffing dramatically as you fake your defensive tone, knowing full well Levi was fond of your attire; having caught him staring occasionally. "What’s wrong with my uniform?"

You watch as his eyes scan your frame, lingering on your waist as he inhales sharply, looking back up into your eyes. There’s en edge to his steely gaze, a certain hunger in those orbs. He couldn’t help but notice the way the material hugged your stomach, how the skirt held your thighs, "It’s…distracting."

"Isn’t that why you come here to see me, Levi?"

He raises a brow, lifting his cup and swirling it in the air, mixing the remaining liquid before gulping it down, never averting his eyes from yours. "Hm?" He hums, insinuating that you should elaborate.

"As a distraction." Your voice is softer than usual, leaning over the table so you’re closer to the Captain. His breath, unbeknown to you, hitches in his throat and he coughs slightly, feeling his heart quicken and chest grow heated. The proximity of the two of you, the intimacy of being alone, the way you’re looking at him; it’s sparking something within him. His eyes go slightly lidded and his gaze on you darkens as he watches you, "Indeed." Levi mutters lowly, placing down the empty mug gently as he clears his throat.

You sip at the coffee in front of you, licking the creamy foam from your lips and humming in pleasure at the exquisite taste, "Is that so?" Your eyes remain on his but he’s concentrating on your mouth, watching your plump lips around the cup. Barely able to contain himself, he wonders what was wrong with him; never could his emotions be controlled like this, swayed by close to nothing. Levi’s mouth parts to speak but nothing comes out as he muses, frozen by the way your tongue glides over your soft lips. He shakes the thoughts from his mind and clicks his tongue, rolling his eyes and tapping the edge of his empty cup with his fingers, "Another."

You get up from your seat and take his cup in your hand, ruffling his hair teasingly as you pass him, giggling to yourself as you hear him click his tongue and utter a quiet, “Tsk, Brat.”

Levi watches your hips sway and the way your hair swings loosely behind your nape. You make your way over to the door, turning the ‘closed’ sign around and making your way back to the counter. "So, Y/N." He begins, sitting back in his chair as you start to make his tea, there was something that had been bothering him. "Tell me, are there many other men whom you…distract?" Levi’s nonchalant tone almost covers his jealousy, but you can see right through it.

"No Levi, just you." You peer over your shoulder and see his features are much more relaxed, a satisfied look on his face as he nods,

"Good girl."

Before heat floods your cheeks you turn back to the tea, breath hitching as your mouth runs dry. It was clear that his praise had weakened you at the knees a little and you swear you can hear him chuckle. Despite the effect he has on you, you’re all too aware of the one you have on him, "Would it be a problem if I was, Sir?"

"Entertaining other men?" You hear him stand up from his chair and your heart beats a little faster in your chest, focusing on straining the tea leaves infront of you. "Yes." Footsteps, one, two… "I enjoy your company. Enough to walk through these shitty streets in the shitty rain for it."

"As I do yours, Levi." You manage to sound calm, hiding the shakiness of your voice with a small cough, "I’m glad you came here today."

"So am I." Levi’s callous yet gentle fingers grab your wrist and turn you around to face him, his damp hair has fallen into his face and his icy orbs are steel, peering up at you. "I wish things were different."

"I know." And you did, you knew exactly what he meant by that. In an ideal world the two of you could pursue things properly, courting and whatnot; but that wasn’t reality. Levi’s gaze was dark, his jaw tensing as he makes an effort to breath evenly before speaking, "I’m not good, for you."

There’s hurt in his voice, easily distinguishable and painful to hear from someone such as himself. Slowly, you lift a hand to his cheek, forgetting about the tea you was making seconds prior and stroking the lines of his cheekbones. His face was so defined, somehow soft but hard at the same time. He was captivating, shadowed by the dim lights in the room and dark sky outside. Levi looked godly with his damp shirt and dark locks. "Quite the opposite," You utter, dazed by the moment.

Levi is flushing, heart hammering in his chest as he just stands there, almost dizzy with your touch. It’s so new to him, this level of intimacy and the way you’re looking at him, the way you’re fucking looking at him, is igniting something within him. He’s weakened by the way you adore him, craving the praise he gets from just your gaze.

As your fingers near his jawline, he shivers, breaking and pressing you harder against the counter, his body up against yours as he cages you in with his arms against the wood. Stilling completely, he nods as if telling you to continue as you touch him lightly, closing his eyes and sighing, "What are you doing to me, Y/N?"

Your voice is quiet and soft, he can feel your breath against his lips as you speak "Distracting you."

Both of you are suddenly all too aware of how close the two of you are, but neither make an attempt to move. All you can do is watch each other in a comfortable silence. In the blink of an eye, he’s dropped your hand and cupping your face as his lips find your own. Levi’s lips are soft at first, gently nibbling and pecking at yours as his fingers caress your cheek and neck lovingly, grasping at your hair gently as they pass.

It’s when he hears you moan quietly into his mouth that he can’t help but deepen the kiss, pushing your lips apart with his and sliding his tongue into your mouth, groaning at the warmth of your body and lips against his. After a while he withdrew, parting from your lips and practically smirking as the small strand of saliva connecting the two of you broke. Something about him made your heart seize up in bliss. You couldn’t tell if it was his scent, his eyes, or the taste of his lips that had suddenly lit a fire in you, but you knew you were already addicted to the way the Captain made you feel. "Do you…want more?" His voice is breathless and low, alluring you even more.

His words flowed like water over the smooth pebbles of a stream, sending shivers down your spine. He spoke these words against your neck, rubbing the sensitive curve of your waist sensually. It was as if your mind just stopped working, the heat in your body growing more intense. But the clearing of his throat and his lips against your neck reminded you of his question and you nodded with a slight whimper, "Yes, please."

"Do you want me to touch you here?" Levi breathes into your throat, cat licking at the skin beneath your jaw as his left hand finds your breast, squeezing it gently with a deep, sigh, also drawing a moan from your swollen lips. "Or maybe," his hand starts to slowly make it’s way down your stomach to your navel before traveling to just above where you needed him most, his touch leaving goosebumps in it’s wake. "Maybe you want me to touch you here?" His fingers gently brush over your crotch and your hips involuntarily buck into his hand, he chuckles, "Patience, Brat. Don’t be so needy."

"Please," Your unable to do anything but beg as your hand finds it’s way to his wrist, and no matter how hard you try to pull him closer, he doesn’t budge. Levi simply continues to rub gentle figure eights around the skin above the hem of your shirt, occasionally going lower to brush over your core. It feels like forever before his fingers are dipping beneath the material, sending a shiver down your spine. "Is this what you want?" He asks as he pushes a finger against your core. "To feel my fingers inside of you?”

Arousal and lust pools your thoughts, his lewd words sending your mind into filth as you see a side of him you never thought you would. He was desperate, despite his teasing, you could tell by the look in his eyes and the harsh breaths he was emitting. "Y-Yes, Levi, please."

Your arousal make it easy for his finger to slide in and he groans when he feels how you feel around him. He pulls back out again and you whine in frustration, but are quickly cut off when he suddenly thrusts in again, only to repeat the process over and over.

"Such a pretty girl.” He adds a second and moves them rhythmically. This leaves you tightening around his fingers as they curl against your walls. "Do you like the way I make you feel? Want to cum, hm?”

His words run rampant in your head and have your knees going weak beneath you. Levi shifts swiftly onto the counter and continues working on your core with his slender fingers. He’s thankful for the rain contrasting with the heat inside, clouding the windows with a haze in the dark evening. "Please," He begs. "I need to make you feel good." Levi meant it, pleasuring you made him feel more pride than he had ever felt for his meaningless killing and slaughter, it felt right, natural, addictive.

You came undone on his fingers, his eyes burning into you as yours rolled back. His name fell off your lips in lewd whimpers and slurs. Levi was moaning, he couldn’t help it, overcome with arousal as his hips rutted against your thigh; watching as he brought you through your orgasm with compliments and appraisals, "Such a good girl." "So pretty, Y/N." "You look so, fucking good."

As the heat and white blinding light of your orgasm dies down, you open your eyes and are met with his, glossy and lidded as he parts his lips, taking yours wetly in his as he runs his tongue along your lip. "Can I have you, Y/N?" He asks lowly, closing his eyes as he inhaled your scent. Another nibble on your already swollen lips, "Please."

"Of course." His begging goes straight to your head and you can’t help but smirk a little arrogantly, pushing a finger against his chest as he steps backwards, a dangerous glint in his eye. "But first.." You jump off the counter and make your way around infront of Levi, shifting him so his back is against the wood. Lowering onto your knees below him, you ignore the sting of the hard wood against the skin of your knees as you catch the lust in his eyes, "Let me show you how much I admire you, Captain Levi."

He hisses, your choice of title going straight to his cock despite him finding it ‘weird’ before. "Say that again." Nonchalant, despite his brain screaming at him as he watches your small hands working on his zipper, pulling down his trousers so he’s inches from your face.

"Captain," You coo, kissing his cock through the material of his briefs before pulling them down, biting your lip at his size. Levi’s eyes were now almost black with lust, his breathing laboured and his hips bucking gently into your hand.

You dipped your head and licked a broad stripe up his cock, from base to tip. He shuddered, his head falling back as a low groan escaped from his lips, “Fuck…”

You swirl your tongue around the tip, lapping up the precum that was dripping from it. He eventually looked down at you through half-closed eyes and you held the gaze as you enveloped him in your mouth in one dip, taking him as far as you could. You reached your unoccupied hand up to push his shirt above his navel, so you could see his abs flex with each movement of his hips. You looked up at him from under your lashes and saw him watching you with complete awe on his face. His eyes were half-closed, and you could tell he was battling to keep himself from screwing them shut and throwing his head back. Levi’s full lips were parted and his tongue darted out to wet them. His eyebrows were pulled together, and under them were his dark eyes that were fixed on your lips as the stretched around him. "So, fucking good." He groans, placing a hand on either side of your face gently and guiding your mouth up and down in him slowly, "All mine." Whispering, mostly to himself as he takes in the image of you on your knees, taking him so well. He’s overcome with an insatiable longing for you and the gentle hands around your face pull you up harshly, popping off his cock with a lewd smack.

"All yours," You reply, delayed but not unnoticed as he chuckles darkly, grabbing your waist tightly and lifting you back onto the counter. Levi works on the buttons of your shirt, you doing the same to his and disregarding of them beside you on the floor.

His eyes skim over your nude frame and he feels as if he might die right there, palming your shape in front of him as he lines himself between your legs, "Gods, I can’t wait to fuck you." Levi’s tone has gone cooly causal, as if his cock wasn’t brushing up against your core, "You have no idea what you’re doing to me." The smirk on his lips is driving you crazy, hooking one of your legs around his waist as he eases into you slowly, "You’ve ruined me, Y/N." Gentle, moaning with you as he thrusts, allowing you to get used to him momentarily, kissing your forehead before bottoming out, holding back his moans as you whimper out loudly, "So now I’m going to ruin you." You shiver under him grasp, forcing yourself to calm down while he nipped and sucked kisses all along your neck, crying out at the intense pleasure and pain he stirred within you.

"Shh," Levi cooed, shifting his hips after a minute of constant thrusting, giving a hard movement that had you crying out. "You’re making me feel so good, Y/N I- Oh fuck." His head falls into the crook of your neck as he grasps as your waist, moaning shamelessly into your throat as he feels you clench around him. Starved of intimacy for so long, years of pain and torment building had created a deep yearning within Levi in that moment; a compulsive desire to own you, to have you all for himself, to make you his.

"Levi!" You moan out, arching your back as your eyes roll, feeling him brushing against your sweet spot as you crumble in his arms. He can’t take his eyes off of you, mesmerised by the way you look, feel, sound, taste. The world around him crumbles and it’s only you; innocent in this cruel, merciless place as you look at him with those big, loving eyes. Deep lust quickly shifts for a deep longing, pining for intimacy and passion as he slows his thrusts, resting his forehead on yours as he circles his hips into you.

"So perfect, the best..." He mumbles between his thrusts, keeping his gaze locked on yours, "I want you to fall apart again, please." Always so polite, you pondered, before sense was pulled from you with a particularly deep thrust. Driving you into a fiery and intense orgasm much to your surprise, and also his. The power he had over you shocked you both but sent a wave of pleasure straight to his cock.

"Close-So close." He chokes, bringing your lips to his as you obey lazily, still coming down from the intense pleasure as his tongue darts into your mouth sloppily, sucking at yours and fucking unevenly into you. "I need it. Please, Captain." You whimper and you feel him twitch and shudder, groaning obscenities against your lips as he releases inside of you, fingers grabbing roughly at your skin as he continues thrusting slowly, riding out his orgasm, muffling his groans and growls against your mouth.

Levi holds you, breathing heavily and grunting softly, resting his head against yours and stroking your side softly as he comes down from euphoria, opening his eyes to look at your flushed expression. The man who stood there was unrecognisable to the one who entered the shop earlier; needy and craving towards you, almost obsessively despite his usual, uninterested manner. "Thank you," He mutters, reaching down to grasp your hand shakily and bringing it to his lips, kissing each finger softly before kissing your cheek.

Levi pulls out of you gently, the two of you gasping at the sensation and laughing a little as heat floods your cheeks. He jumps down to grab his trousers, pulling a handkerchief from the pocket and walking towards you, kissing you softly as he cleans you and dresses you, all the while complimenting you and peppering you with his lips. It’s pitch black outside now, the usually busy streets completely dead and quiet as you both sort yourselves out briskly, occasionally sharing a long, loving look before continuing.

"I’ll walk you home," You hear him utter as he grabs his coat, his expression returning to that of his usual stoicism. It makes you smile, his seriousness amidst his messy hair and flushed cheeks. Levi’s act cracks when he takes a step towards you and grabs your scarf from the hanger. He gently places it around your neck, pulling you to him and planting a soft kiss on your nose as he bundles you up, “How about I stay for some tea?”

[duskyopal]

Under The Stars

᪥ pairing: levi ackerman x fem reader

᪥ word count: 6.5k

᪥ synopsis: levi returns to the underground, only to see a familiar face.

᪥ tags: 18+, angst, fluff, smut, slight gore, ex lovers, mentions of prostitution

Year 844

"Y/N, love, I can’t feel my arm."

You awaken slowly, eyes adjusting to the dark room around. The underground never saw the light of day, so the room was hardly illuminated despite it being morning. Turning your head, you see Levi, gazing down at you with a slight look of discomfort. You remember his words that awoke you and shift upwards, allowing him to release himself from the embrace . He stretches his arm out and groans, tensing his form; you watch him from below, godlike in his every movement. His raven locks are messy and scattered over his forehead, his steely eyes are puffed a little as he lies shirtless in your bed. His torso is well chiseled, both from his agility and the malnourishment prominent in the underground. Levi peers down at you, running his slender fingers along your cheekbone and watching the way your eyes flutter at his touch, "Good morning,"  he murmurs, lowering himself to kiss your forehead softly, "How did you sleep?".

You nuzzle your head against his shoulder, planting a kiss on the warm, pale skin. Remembering the night before, how passionately he had held you while the two of you made love. It makes you blush softly, the memories of the night flooding back to you, "I slept well." You mumble, still hiding your face against him. Levi holds back and grin and holds you to him, "I should hope so, I certainly tired you out enough." His voice is laced with suggestion and a little lower than usual, a little husky from just waking up.

Levi can feel your face burning with embarrassment against his skin, the heat making the grin break through as he looks down at you. Pulling you on top of him so you’re straddling his waist, he pulls a strand of hair from your blushing face and looking at you lovingly, "You don’t need to be embarrassed, Y/N.” Levi brings his face slowly to yours as his fingers caress to your cheek, “I love you." He presses his lips to yours softly, holding your hand and rubbing his fingers against yours, when he pulls away, you finally utter, "I love you Levi."

The two of you had been incredibly close since you were children, the son of a prostitute and the daughter of a thief. Yet over the last few years, you both had become much more, intimate. Falling in love had been simple, it was the only remotely easy thing about your lives. Never had one of you asked the other to be in a relationship, you just was. The way you lived lived was harsh and brutal, neither of you had time to worry about the insecurities of labelling yourselves.

Levi just sits and holds you for a long time, you spent every morning like this, just embracing each other. The conditions the two of you experienced had given you both a harsh frontier, but alone the two of you were quite the opposite; Levi especially craved to touch you every second he could. His hands trailed up and down your back, drawing circles down your spine as he repeatedly kissed your hair, murmuring sweet nothings into your ear.

The calm atmosphere diminished somewhat when there’s was a knock at your door, followed by some familiar voices.

"Big bro, are you in there?"

"Hey Levi!"

Isobel and Farlan, Levi’s bestest friends. Of course, they liked you a lot, accepted you as Levi’s significant other; but you would never be as close to them as Levi was. It didn’t bother you, it made you happy that Levi had his friends as well as you, after being orphaned, Levi needed as much family as he could get. You expected Levi to push you off him but he didn’t move a muscle, just holding you to him, "Come in." There was no need to get up and unlock the door, the two of you lived in a one room flat, the lock had been broken off long before you had moved in. Despite its dingy aesthetic, the room was spotless, Levi’s obsession with cleanliness had been some sort of reaction to the living conditions you’d encountered growing up. You didn’t complain, not once had the room been unclean since Levi had moved in.

The two of them burst in, their chattering stopping abruptly when they see the way Levi is holding you. He doesn’t budge, something made him not want to let go this morning.

"So? What is it?" He asks, Isobel’s mouth is slightly agape as Farlan gives her a slight nudge, furrowing his brows at her, "Erm Levi, we’ve got some things to do, if you remember?" Farlan speaks quickly and you see Levi"s eye widen a little before he nods. He hadn’t told you he had plans, and Farlan’s cryptic manner suggested he had hid it for a reason. You look at him questioningly but his eyes stay on the others, his gaze telling them to leave. "I’ll meet you outside in a minute."

You hear them turn on their feet and the door open, "See ya later Y/N! It was nice seeing you!" Isobel calls and Farlan adds, "Yeah, see you!".

Levi plants his lips on your cheek briefly before lifting you off him, standing silently and gathering his clothes. You watch him quizzically, his demeanour had changed entirely and you found yourself growing worries, "Where are you going?".

"And why do I have to tell you?"

You just look at him, your expression suggesting to him that he knows exactly why.

"We have something to do, it’s risky - but I"ll come back to you later, I promise."

You get up from the bed and hold him, deciding not to push for further questions as he most likely wouldn’t budge anymore than he already has. Levi puts him arms out as you near him and you hold him close to you, "How can you be so sure?" You utter, your voice barely a whisper. Levi kisses you passionately as he holds your face to this, wondering why he felt quite so uneasy himself. Your mouths work together hungrily as his tongue slips into your mouth, savouring you. After a few minutes he pulls away and he smiles, uttering a breathless, "I always do come back, don"t I?" You nod, he was right; but just as he was about to leave, you couldn’t help but be overwhelmed with dread, something didn’t feel right. Levi felt it too and as he stepped through the door, he turned on his heels, his eyes on yours sharply. "I love you, Y/N,".

And with that he left, and you hadn’t seen him since. It had been five years since that morning, it hurt unbearably at first, you were left alone again in your cruel world. It took you a while but you got yourself back together, finding yourself a job at a brothel, which although not desirable, was very common in the underground. The boss had took a particular liking to you, which was both a good and a bad thing, it meant you got payed a little more than the others, but it also meant he desired your company, it was hard but that was life; you had to survive. You’d found yourself a new friendship group as Isobel and Farlan had disappeared with him. You often had nightmares about what could’ve happened to them, were they dead? Captured? Or did they just leave you? These questions swarmed your mind for years.

Year 849

"Levi, we’re not far from the Underground now, you should take the lead from here. You know this place better than I do." Erwin commanded, gesturing for Levi to take charge and he did, riding in-front of the others.

He speaks loudly, facing straight ahead as he addresses the group, "The people here aren’t like you spoiled little shits. They don’t care if they die, they don"t care if they live- surviving is all they’re out to do, tougher than you can imagine. Every one of you needs to have you wits about you on the mission, we’re infiltrating a brothel, the owner has been wanted for some time for dealing arms from the underground to criminals up above. Focus on that and we’ll all get out, alive."

It was the first time Levi had been back to the underground since that day. Way back then, he had been caught by the Survey Corps and made to fight for them, at first he was reluctant of course, but when he lost his friends, everything changed. He found giving his life a sense of purpose; now a Captain, and Humanity’s Strongest soldier. At first, he struggled to live without you, every night he longed for you, for your touch and company. Levi had planned to return for you, but after witnessing so much death, so much terror, he decided it would be better to leave you down below; unable to stand the thought of losing you to the monsters that took his friends. Levi still thought about you, of course, but had a completely different life now and his focuses had to remain elsewhere. Levi would never love another woman though, he knew that and had accepted it the minute he was taken from the Underground, all that plagued his mind was his promise to you, he said he’d come back.

He shakes the thoughts from his head as they near the entrance; attempting to control the anxiety brewing in his gut, what if he saw you? Unlikely, the chances of seeing you were slim, after all, the underground was huge and densely populated.

Levi and the others dismount their horses and enter, checking their gear and getting in formation. Erwin sets a hand on Levi’s shoulder, speaking low so no one can hear, "Thank you for coming Levi, I know this must be… Difficult."

The Captain just nods, he didn’t see himself coming back down here ever again, but Erwin needed his help; Levi was the only one who knew he was around the place. He continued, leaving Erwin behind him as he entered, once he had disappeared from sight, the rest followed.

After what felt like hours they had managed to locate the brothel, Levi and Erwin entered alone, the rest of the men waiting around outside, hidden in the shadows. At the desk is a young girl, her smile pretty but her eyes dead. "How can I help you two fine Gentleman?" She purrs, flitting her gaze between the two men.

Erwin steps forward, nodding towards the woman as he begins, "We need to speak with your boss, Ma’am." He"s polite but stern, placing a coin on the table and pushing it towards her with a half smile. "For your troubles." The girl looks at the two men quizzically before shrugging, deciding the matter about to unfold was none of her business, "Top floor, first floor on the left, the stairs are just down there. Enjoy yourself."

With that, the two men paced upstairs, silent as they went. They hadn’t expected for it to be quite so easy, but they understood that the girl at the desk most likely didn’t care what happened to her boss. As they neared the room, they both looked at each other, withdrawing their weapons quietly before Levi kicked down the door.

Inside was a man, holding a partially dressed woman against the wall forcefully, his filthy hands roaming her as she looked away. Erwin closed in, eyes set on the large creature of a man before him, "Tobias Strauss, let go of that woman and turn around. I am Erwin Smith, this beside me is Levi Ackerman, we’re here from the Survey Corps and we are taking you into our custody." With this, the man turns towards them properly, Levi’s vision is set on him, waiting for him to make a move. He doesn"t notice the woman drop to the floor, hugging her frame as she keeps her face hidden. She’s crawling away from the scene towards the back of the room when Tobias grabs the woman as she crawls away, holding her in front of him and putting a knife to her throat.

Shit.

It hits Levi hard, all colour draining from his face as he sees you in front of him. The world around him seems to freeze, twisting his gut in a wretched mix of agony and disbelief. He had left you here and this is what had became of you. Speechless and frozen momentarily, guilt and anger consumed him. How dare this monster lay his hands on you, the sight has the Captain seeing red. This never would’ve happened if he hadn’t left, if he came back like he’d promised. "Sweet Y/N." Tobias growls, "Tell these men to leave or I"ll cut your pretty little throat."

Levi is ready to pounce, every fibre or his being ignited by the sound of your name falling from his lips. Erwin quickly puts his arm over his chest, all too aware of the fact that there was nothing they could do right now without you coming into harms way.

Finally, you look into Levi’s eyes and tears start filling your own; so he had left you, after all the years of wondering, you had your answer. "Please, leave." You choke out and the colour seems to drain from Levi’s face, your weak tone breaking him. Seeing you like this, because of him - it’s too much to process and his body begins to shake. Tobias presses the blade against you harder and draws blood and you wince at the sharp pain.

The second the knifes marked red Levi throws himself towards the man, too quick for Tobias to register as he lunges at him. Throwing you to the floor, Levi stands with his blade to his throat. The image of that monsters hands groping at your skin is burning into his mind, the way you grimaced in pain, the broken nature of your voice when you begged them to leave.

"You filthy piece of shit!" He throws his blade to the ground and hits the man in front of him, beating him when he hits the floor, not in the professional way either; In a brutal, thuggish way. Levi holds the mans collar with one hand while he punches him repeatedly with other. Erwin had never seen Levi so overtaken by rage and neither had you, watching in horror as blood began to pool around Tobias.

"Levi." Erwin warned, hesitantly walking closer to the man. When he didn’t stop, he raised his voice, "Levi!" Levi regained his composure, kicking the man a final time and turning to Erwin, unable to look you in the eyes. "Captain, go and stand outside while I restrain him if you can’t behave." Erwin made his way to a blooded and bruised Tobias and began tying him up.

Levi’s head snaps up, fists shaking by his sides, "Can’t behave Erwin?!" He yells, gesturing to the man on the floor, "He’s a roach, vermin. He deserves to rot and you know it too." He’s still seething, unable to grasp the fact that it’s you lay beside him on the ground, half dressed and bleeding. Levi was embarrassed to stand before you; he was weak, he had left you alone and this was your life, all because of him.

You watched as he seethed with untold anger, he looked similar but very different. Levi’s soft features were harsher and his eyes had lost their light. You noticed his pale skin had gotten a slight tan from being out of the underground, but his hair hadn’t changed a bit. It seemed evident that Levi had left your for a better life and it made your body feel numb, it hurt less when you thought he was dead. It’s all too much to handle, feeling yourself dizzy as a droplet of blood falls from your throat to the ground; then everything goes black.

"She’s passed out," Erwin states as he finishes tying the man up, shooting Levi a quick glance and freezing when he sees the pain in the Captain’s face at his words. Levi’s eyes widen and he rushes to your body. He grabs you without even thinking, holding you in his arms for the first time in so long and nuzzling his head against yours, taking in your scent. It wasn’t yours, it smelled of booze, sweat and cigarettes; it must’ve been Tobias’. He growls lowly and holds you closer, rocking your limp body and whispering that it’s going to be okay. Levi’s aware you’re not dead and that you’ll wake up soon, but he just wants to be close to you while he can, before you wake up and hate him for what he’s done to you. He notices the bruises that line your body and a tears brim his eyes, the only woman he had ever loved was broken because of him.

Erwin was watching Levi the entire time, deeply confused and concerned, who was this woman and what was she to him? "Captain?"

Levi looks up at him briefly, his eyes teary and mad. Levi’s mouth fell open but his words failed him, resorting to just sobbing quietly, pressing his head into yours as he hides from the Commanders gaze.

You awaken in the back of a cart and promptly notice that you’re no longer in the underground. Green grass covered the ground and the sun beamed through the trees, illuminating the valleys before you. You couldn’t deny that it was beautiful, never had you dreamt of anything like it.

The blonde man from before was watching you intently, his thick brows furrowed towards you. You jump up quickly, throwing the blanket off of you and holding up your fists, "Where the fuck are you taking me?" You hissed, Erwin holds his hands out towards you as if to say he means you no harm. "Levi wanted to bring you with us, we’re not going to hurt you, Y/N, Levi told me everything. We’re here to help you.".

Anger courses through your veins, how dare Levi decide your future for you; after everything he’d done he had no right to make this decision for you, "Are you even allowed to do that? To take people from their homes? Their lives?” You can barely believe this, surely this was kidnapping.

His gaze softens and his tone remains calm, "As the Commander of the survey corps and Humanity"s strongest solider, yes; we can," You couldn"t believe it, Levi was humanity"s strongest? Of course he had always been skilled and talented in that way, but to know he had this much potential blew your mind. "I’m sorry if this has caused you dismay, but I promise you will have a better life with us, three meals a day, somewhere to stay, not to mention your safety. I can’t imagine Levi would let any harm come to you..."

The hold on your anger breaks and you can barely contain it, "The reason any harm has come to me is because of that piece of shit! I don’t want him anywhere near me, I don"t even want to hear his stupid name." You throw your hands in the air, voice raising an octave as you glare daggers at the Commander. "I don’t give a damn about your three meals a day, you’ve taken me from my home!"

"The home where you had to sell your body to survive?" A cold voice asks and you turn to see Levi beside the cart on his horse. He’s looking down at you with an eyebrow raised, the man before you is so different to the one you once knew, so authoritative and proper. To think this was the Levi that you fell in love with, you hardly even recognised him. "The home that you once called yours Levi? The person I once knew would laugh at you now, a slave to these upworld folk.”

Levi’s taken back by your comment but he keeps his expression nonchalant and Erwin shoots him a surprised look at the amount of venom in your voice. Levi exhales deeply, ignoring the pain in his chest and he utters a "We’ll talk later," before riding off in front.

Levi couldn’t deny that it hurt him, hearing his own heartbeat pounding in his ears as he rode off. You hated him and he couldn’t blame you. He wonders whether he should’ve left you there but quickly comes to a conclusion; even if you couldn’t stand him and never spoke again, at least you was away from that life.

You had settled into your new room, an excitable brunette named Hange had shown you around, introducing you to people throughout the day and showing you to your room. She told you that Levi had requested you had your own chambers, not to share with the other girls and Erwin happily obliged. It angered you, having him act as if he cares when he had made it very clear that he didn’t. Hange noticed the way your breathing got heavier when she mentioned his name and mentally noted not to bring him up for the rest of the day. Just before she left you alone, you were sure to tell her you wouldn’t be speaking to Levi tonight, despite him stating that you would earlier.

Two weeks had passed since you arrived and you had settled in surprisingly well. Truth be told, you were happier than you’d care to admit; the food was good, the sun felt great on your skin and your room was more than adequate. It was so different to the underground, surviving was easy, except for the Titans of course, but you had proved to be a good soldier. Erwin had made it clear that he was thoroughly impressed with you. Despite your initial thoughts, you quite liked him now, he was compassionate and kind. Erwin had been helping train you after you requested that Levi stayed away from you. This had hurt him the Captain deeply, of course you wasn’t aware, but he had blew at Erwin when he told him.

Somehow, you had become even more mad at Levi since arriving, mainly because you now understood why he had left you, it was so much better here; that’s why he left you there to rot. The two of you would catch eyes occasionally in the dinner hall, he would sit and watch you with a certain sadness to his features. Most of the time you could avoid his gaze but sometimes it was impossible. You’d be lying to yourself if you didn’t admit that there was a part of you that missed him and craved his company. You also couldn’t deny the immense feeling of relief you felt with knowing that Levi was alive. He lived, but you learned from Erwin that Isobel and Farlan had died on their first expedition. It broke your heart and you mourned your younger years spent with the three of them, when everything was hard, but better somehow.

Levi’s eyes were on you now as you ate, you felt him staring into you. He was respecting your wishes, but it was proving hard; Levi wanted nothing more than to tell you how sorry he was for leaving you and make things right. His life had been a bit of a blur since you returned, unable to concentrate or focus on anything but you. He had obscene nightmares about you and that monster, not to mention the obscene jealousy Levi felt knowing that you and the Command spending time together. Levi knew Erwin wouldn’t do such a thing; he was a respectable man and him and Levi were close, but he still hated how he could share your company and Levi couldn’t. He watched as you laughed at a joke that Jean had spat out with his mouth full of food, revolted and sickened. It was nice to see you smile, but not at the hands of these brats. How long would it be before he could speak to you, he doubted he could wait any longer. Watching the way your hair bounced when you laughed made his chest seize and tighten; you were so strong despite what you had been through, so lovely, just not with him. Gods, he needed to speak with you, tonight.

You were stood at your window like most evenings. watching the sky as the clouds pass the stars up above. Since leaving you the underground you had obsessed over the blue above you, gazing at the moon and the, it was breathtaking, The way it glittered amongst the darkness, it’s dark abyss lured you in nightly; you decided you’d happily spend forever sat at that window.

There was a knock at your door, Erwin, you sigh, he would sometimes check in on you before bed to see how you were doing. "Commander, I"m fine. I"m a little busy can you come back tomorrow?"

It’s silent for a second until you hear the person behind the door clear their throat, "It’s me, your Captain." You freeze, this was the first time he had spoken to you directly since you had blew a fuse with him in the cart.

"I’m sorry, who?"

"For fuck sake, it’s Levi. Can I come in or what?"

You contemplate it in your head, speaking to him was daunting but you knew that eventually, you would have to. "Fine, come in." You can’t see but Levi is a little shocked, he honestly wasn’t sure whether you were going to let him in or not. He composes himself, taking a deep breath and rearranging his cravat.

When Levi enters, you notice the way his form has changed. He is still slender of course, but he has filled out in the right places, not looking as unhealthy and gaunt. Levi was undeniably attractive, his presence had changed to a somewhat stronger demeanour, but you didn’t let him intimidate you.

"So, Y/N," He clears his throat, crossing his arms, "I’m finding it quite distracting having you ignore me like this, I understand that you’re angry but-"

"You understand?" You interject, putting a finger out towards him to shush him, "Do you really? Levi, you have no fucking idea. I have been beaten, abused..." You take a deep breath, wanting to look away but you need to watch him, you need to see if he feels anything. He does, he looks broken, his face has gone a grey-ish colour and his mouth is dry, Levi feels as if he could throw up. "Hell, that’s the only way I can describe it. You left me."

Levi can’t speak, the room seems to be spinning a little and he’s struggling to hold his balance. You had every right to hate him, but you needed to know he didn’t choose to leave you. Yes, he could’ve came back for you, but he couldn’t help what happened that day. "Y/N..." He begins, running a hand harshly through his hair in frustration, how had the only person he really cared about experienced so much pain. "I never meant to...It was never my intention to leave you, ever, the Survey Corps captured and arrested me, I had no choice but to join-"

"But now you’re their little lapdog, hmm?"

"Y/N, I know you’re angry, but please let me finish." His eyes are filled with sympathy as he holds his hands out towards you, cocking his head a little as if to question whether he can continue.

You fold your arms and sigh, nodding at him to continue and rolling your eyes. Of course, you were somewhat relieved that Levi hadn’t left you by choice, but it didn"t excuse why he never came back for you.

"I had no choice but to join. Things have changed now, I respect Erwin as my friend and my Commander. At first, I had every intention of coming back to you, but before that I had to- I had to kill him. I was so mad at him for taking me away from you, it consumed me. But then because of my sheer focus on getting him alone...Isobel and Farlan lost their lives. I couldn’t stand to watch you die like them, and I decided that you were better off down there. And I was so wrong Y/N." His eyes brimmed with tears and, "I’m sorry, it’s haunted me all of my these years. It’s haunting me now, knowing what… What has happened and it will forever.” Taking a deep breath, he looks down at his feet as a single tear drops from his eye, I"m so, fucking sorry, I failed you."

It made sense, you couldn’t deny it, and watching Levi break down in-front of you like this hurt. You can’t begin to imagine how he felt after losing his best friends, "Erwin told me about Isobel and Farlan, I’m sorry for that, I’m sorry for them." Your lip quivers as you remember the chirpy duo, thankful you hadn’t been there to see their demise.

"It was so long ago now," He says lowly, wiping his eyes and looking over at you again, "I’m sorry I fucked up Y/N, I wish I could tell them the same." He walked over to you beside the window, still keeping some distance between you both.

You look up at him, noticing the way your heart races every time your eyes meet. "They loved you, Levi, so did I, they would never have blamed you. Even I know that."

"Loved?"

You remain silent, your heart feeling as if it’s about to burst out of your chest. Ignoring his question, much to his dismay, you cock your head to the side, "So, humanity"s strongest huh? Who would’ve known."

He hides his disappointment well, teasing back a little, "Just about anyone who’s ever watched me fight, I would say." His voice rings with a playful tone you hadn’t heard in years; you had missed him and it was nice to be with him.

"Y/N?" He asks softly, looking out of the window.

"Mm hm?"

"Do you think that maybe, one day, you won’t hate me?" His lip quivered for a split second before he takes a deep breath, composing himself again and focusing on the sky.

You thought over his question, watching the stars with him; pondering on how the same stars would’ve been above the two of you when you were younger, before everything went to shit.

"I don’t hate you Levi, I’m just hurt." You state calmly, looking away into the darkness.

A small smile curls at Levi’s lips, your words bringing him more joy and relief than you could ever imagine. "I really have missed you, Y/N." His voice breaks when he says your name and you place your hand on his arm, "I’ve missed you Levi. I’m happy you’re alive."

He shivers at your touch, averting his gaze from the sky to your features, noticing how nicely you had aged. "Are you joking? I can’t die, you know that." Levi sees the way you smile softly and slowly steps closer to you, hesitantly putting his arm around you pulling you to him. You’re reluctant at first, flinching a little at his touch, but slowly you rest the side of your head against his as you look out the window together. You stand there for what feels like forever, watching the sky and feeling each other close. Every now and again, the two of you would forget about everything that had happened over the last few years and everything felt right.

Levi’s murmur broke the silence, "This is nice." He closes his eyes and appreciates the feeling of having you beside him, never in a million years had Levi imagined that a moment like this would happen again. You were his soulmate, the stars aligned for the two of you, even if you could never love him again, he was content with just this.

"I still love you, Levi.” You state it plainly, catching your breath before continuing, “I understand why you did what you did, I forgive you. I’m sorry I was so reluctant to speak with you." Turning so you’re facing him, Levi looks back at you with teary eyes, his lips twinged upwards. "I love you," he whispers, embracing you tightly. Levi wonders if he’s dreaming, floating on air as he feels your warmth against him.

Levi had missed the way you held him, it was so comforting. He remembered the mornings that he had spent with you like this, it felt as if no time had passed at this moment. Everything had gone so wrong since he left you; witnessing so much death, so much sorrow, you were all that was right in his cruel world. Levi cursed himself for being without you for so long, for not coming to save you sooner. "Do you trust me Y/N?" He asks you quietly, his voice a little shaky. You nod, worrying slightly at the nervous edge to his voice.

"Then let me show you how much I’ve missed you."

Shifting your gaze to his, you see he’s looking at you intently, his hand slowly creeping to the back of your head, holding your hair softly. Levi’s eyes shift to your lips as he leans in slowly; he pauses before his lips meet yours, looking up at you with so much love that you melt. His lids flutter closed and his lips touch yours in a soft and gentle kiss. He tastes so good and his nostalgic aroma hits you, filling you with passion. Levi tilts his head to get a better angle, nibbling on your lower lip as his tongue moves against it ever so lightly. Your hands snake into his hair and pull him impossibly closer to you. He deepens the kiss but doesn’t get rough, just heightening the emotions running through you both. Your chests were pressed together and the two of you could feel each other’s heart beats even through the layers of clothing. Although erratic, they were almost in unison; mirroring each other’s passions as you merge into one.

It had been so long since someone had touched you with such care. You craved his loving embrace and found one of your hands moving towards the buttons on his shirt. Levi pauses briefly, opening his eyes with his lips still locked on yours. He looks down at your hands on his chest, groaning at the feeling of your fingers on his bare skin.

Levi’s own hands move to your shirt and begins undoing it, never breaking the kiss as he slips his tongue into your mouth, causing both of your breaths to hitch in your throats. "Gods Y/N, you’ve gotten so beautiful."

The two of you shrugged your shirts off as you finally broke the kiss, watching each other for a few seconds, adoration and lust burning in both your eyes. Levi presses into you forcefully, both of you moaning as his mouth hits yours, pulling down your pants before he picks you up and sets on you the window ledge; pushing his body up against you once more.

"Y/N?" He breathes and unbuttons his trousers, pulling himself out. "I want you. I want to love you, properly again. Please." His voice is barely a whisper as he watches your features for any sign of resistance. You pull his hips closer to you as your reply; causing your naked crotches touch and a gasp to emit from the two of you, him at your wetness and you at his hardness.

"Fuck. Thank you," Levi murmurs before kissing your lips gently, lying you both down and slipping himself into you, groaning at the resistance your tightness gives him. Having him like this again has you seeing stars, relief flooding you having needed him for so long. He begins thrusting in and out slowly, pulling away from your mouth and pressing his forehead against yours, watching your eyes as he begins picking up a steady rhythm, moving his hips against your core gently. Levi wanted to show much he loved you, how much you meant to him, how much he had missed you - he wanted to fuck you like you deserved. He needed you to know how utterly at his knees he was for you, willing to do anything to make up for his mistakes. "I’m so lucky," he moans, feeling himself twitch as you blush at his words.

Levi had never made love to you quite like this, it was so caring. It felt as if nothing else mattered for the first time in what felt like forever. Levi was here, with you, it was like nothing had changed, your life together had only just begun.

His pace quickened slightly and you felt your thighs begin to shiver and your core flush with heat. Levi feels you pulse around him and grits his teeth, knowing that you’re nearing your release. He shifts his hips so he’s thrusting slowing in a somewhat circular motion, rubbing against all the right places, purely for your pleasure. Levi was loving every second; watching as you writhed in pleasure again after all those years ignited a fire inside of him. Your eyes fluttered close and he grips your face a little harder, not enough to hurt you but enough for you to open them again, "I want to watch." Levi commands gently and it sends you over the edge, a mixture of adoration and lust flooding you as your orgasm hits you hard. He watches as your lips part, eyes become glassy and your cheeks flush, your gaze weakening on his as you’re overcome with pleasure. The way you"re looking at him is too much for him an d his own release hits him by surprise, buckling him over into you as he moans out, "Oh Y/N Holy sh- Fuckk." Your lewd noises fill the room as you ride out your orgasms together, never once looking away from each other.

Levi finally closed his eyes, breathing out a long, drawn out breath before chuckling lowly, "Wow."

"Wow." You echo, leaning your head against his and looking up above you at the stars once again. After a few minutes he pulls your chin down to his gently, icy pools staring into you, you were everything to him, he’d never leave your side again. He just watches you for a while, something he had done a lot when the two of you were younger. The years between washed away and all that was left was the two of you, together under the stars.

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Control

᪥ pairing: levi ackerman x fem reader

᪥ word count: 2.7k

᪥ synopsis: after an exhausting few weeks of work, levi needs you to help him unwind.

᪥ tags: 18+, smut, sub levi, oral (m) receiving, bondage (kinda), choking, hair pulling, cowgirl

There’s only so much a man can take, and Levi was nearing his limits. He hadn’t slept properly in weeks; the pressures that came with being humanities strongest were heavy on his shoulders and his workload had reached an all time high. The Captain was exhausted, barely even present in his meetings as thoughts of the next expedition ate away at his sanity; everything and everyone depended on him.

The only thing keeping him remotely grounded was you, the small moments you’d spend together, mere minutes of your company that kept him sane. Levi hadn’t had much time for you recently, and the guilt of that weighed heavy too. He knew you understood, and that the love that you both shared was far too deep to be rattled by his distance; but gods, how he missed you.

How he missed the way your lips felt against his. Levi felt a warmth within him at the very thought, a warmth that started in his chest but then travelled lower. His mind began to wander, filling his thoughts with the heavenly noises you made when he’d touch you, how sweet you tasted between your legs, how your back would arch up into him as he slowly slid himself inside…

Levi’s pants grew tight and he shifted uncomfortably in his chair, cursing himself for allowing such lewdness to take root in his brain when he had work to do. But even then, he couldn’t help but crave you, your being, your body. The hunger building inside him was ravenous, shredding his resolve like paper and throwing it to the wind. His mind plagued with thoughts of you and fantasies began playing like a tape in his head.

He felt his control slipping and fuck, it felt good. Levi couldn’t think about paperwork or titans if he tried, his entire being was absorbed by you. This loss of control sent his thoughts somewhere they’d never been, and his usual wants and needs diminished like flames in the rain.

Levi was always dominant, loving nothing more than to have you at his mercy. It spilled from his career to his sex life, craving your submission and the dynamic of it. But now, all he wanted was to be used by you, to have all control taken from him; no, he didn’t want it, he needed it.

You awoke to the bed shifting beneath you, feeling Levi’s hot and ragged breath on your neck immediately. He hadn’t slept in your bed for weeks, so his presence both shocked and excited you. Opening your eyes sleepily, you try to hold back a whimper as his lips latch to your throat, sucking and biting at the skin gently while his shaky hands grasp at your hips from behind.

“Y/N.” Levi murmurs into the skin of your throat, his voice is an octave lower than usual and it causes a shiver to run down your spine, “I need you.”

His words ignite a flame inside you that’s been unlit for weeks. You push your body against his, feeling his throbbing length and hearing his breath catch in his throat. “Then take me. I’m all yours,” you murmur, grinding your hips a little more and relishing in the tightening of his grip around your waist.

“Not like that,” Levi is nervous, speaking slowly as he brings a hand to your jaw, turning your head slightly so he can see you. Your thighs tighten at the look on his face, never has he looked so utterly needy; his lips are parted, cheeks flushed and pupils dilated to such an extent that his eyes appear black. “I need you to, take control…of me.”

His words resonate in your head and you quickly understand, Levi was in control of everything, and he needed to feel like he wasn’t. A blush starts to creep onto his cheeks as the silence continues for a few moments but you take him off guard, straddling his thighs in a swift movement. Levi looks up at you with wide eyes, lower lip pulled between his teeth as he twitches beneath you. The feeling of you on top of him is enough to have his heart hammering in his chest, any prior nerves washing away as he’s engulfed by your gaze. “Are you sure, Levi?” You ask softly, already knowing the answer but just wanting to hear him say it.

“Please.” He begs without even thinking, his brows knitting together in the centre. “I promise I’m sure. Please.” The sincerity in his whimpers makes both your heart melt and your core ache, you’ve never heard him like this and it’s barely even begun.

Swallowing your own nerves, you smirk down at him and raise a brow. Tantalisingly slowly, you bring your lips closer and closer to his, fleeting your gaze from his steely eyes to his mouth; basking in the way he’s shivering beneath you.

Levi cranes his neck to you, desperate to feel your lips on his. Never had he felt so fucking needy, every nerve on his body felt as if it was magnetised to you, pulling him closer and closer. The second you collided he felt them flame, scorching his being and numbing him to all but you.

You kissed him teasingly, softly pecking his lips and running your tongue along the lower. Levi groans deep in his chest, eyes fluttering closed in relief. Trailing your fingers up and down his chest, you’re all too aware of the way that the bulge pressing between your thighs twitches at the contact.

Levi’s own hands grasp at your waist, pinching at the skin at an attempt to control his desires. You notice but let it go for now, allowing him to touch you freely while he still can. Your lips work against his a little fiercer as your fingers undo his cravat, smirking at the way his hips are beginning to buck into you.

His cravat falls into your hands and you pull away from the kiss, earning what can only be described as a whimper from the Captain. Levi’s lips are pouted, breathing uneven and cheeks flushed; barely able to stop himself from grinding up into you wantonly.

“Put your hands behind your back Captain.” Levi’s eyes impossibly widen more, feeling himself throb when he sees the cravat between your fingers; a warmth spreading in his core. Never had he allowed you to take the reigns like this, and now he wondered why. You were captivating him, hypnotised by your sensual voice and commanding nature. He put his hands behind him almost in a daze, groaning when he feels you lean forward and brush your most intimate parts over his with more pressure than before. Levi struggles to breathe once he feels the cravat tightening around his wrists, burning heavenly tinges of pain through the skin.

“Too tight?” Your voice softens, sensing his tenseness and running your fingers along his sharp cheekbones. He shivers at your touch, nuzzling into your hand and shaking his head, “I need to hear you say it, use your words.”

Levi exhales deeply, attempting to compose himself. It was usually him coaxing you like this, the complete shift in roles had him stunned, and he loved it. “No, I…” He pauses, looking deep into your eyes and tilting his jaw towards you, a sultry look in his orbs as he speaks low, “I like it.”

That’s all you needed to hear, planting a soft kiss on his forehead before crawling off of his lap. Levi looks sinful with his arms bound, dark hair disheveled, shirt ruffled and open a few buttons. It’s hard to contain your own arousal, craving the godly man tied up in your beds strong hands holding you down while he whispers obscenities in your ear. But that blush on his cheeks, the way his eyes are slightly lidded, the needy pants leaving his lips; the hunger for this side of Levi prevails and you want nothing more than for him to become a whimpering mess beneath you.

You begin taking off his trousers and he can’t help but buck into your touch, hissing at the contact as his eyes flutter closed. Obediently lifting his hips to help you, Levi desperately awaits your touch, sat in nothing but his shirt as his hard cock twitches in the cool air. You leave him there for a few moments while you take off your own clothes, noticing the hungry look in his eyes and the way his dick seems to impossibly harden.

You make your way toward him and look up at him between his thighs, taking his length in your hand slowly and revelling in the soft moan that emits from Levi. He begins to writhe a little when you do nothing but that, just holding him gently and watching his reactions.

“Do you want it?” You ask with a grin, giggling as Levi whines in response, nodding quickly and flushing at the sound of your laughter. “I asked you a question.” Your grip around his cock tightens slightly, the smile wiped from your face as you cock an eyebrow at him.

A needy growl rips through his chest, back arching slightly and he hisses through his teeth, “I want it, I fucking want it. You know I do, please- Oh fuck.”

He’s abruptly cut off from his rambling when your tongue circles the tip of his cock, licking up the bead of precum glistening a top of the head. The hands tied behind his back clench into fists as he writhes at your touch, pupils dilated as his sinful gaze scorches into yours. Levi’s a moaning mess already, watching as you begin taking his length into your mouth; unable to control you or how you pleasure him, he finds the intensity doubled tenfold.

The more of his cock you take down your throat, the further he melts into submission; whimpers leaving his lips unabashedly as he thanks and praises you. “Shit, thank you, thank you baby. You’re making me feel so fucking good.”

He nearly loses it when he feels you take the entirety of him down your throat, eyes fluttering closed as his brows draw up in the centre. It’s too much, the feeling of your warm mouth, the cravat tight against his skin, the length of time it had been since he’d felt you like this. He’s close already, mumbling incoherently that he was going to cum.

That’s when you pull away, his cock falling out of your mouth with a pop as his eyes shoot open, a whine leaving his lips.

“I was so close…” He breathes after a few moments, jaw now tense as he glares down at you. These are the eyes of the man who usually looks down at you in the bedroom, unrelenting and ferocious. His gaze alone had your nerves fleeting slightly, “Why the fuck did you stop?”

The venom in his tone fuels your fire and you sit up, cocking your head to the side, “Are you forgetting your place, Captain?” Slowly, you climb onto his lap, watching as his expression morphs from anger to meekness. You’re sure to keep your pussy a few inches above his dick, not giving him the contact he craves as you continue speaking, “Don’t you remember? I’m in charge tonight.” One of your hands trails up his cheek and up to his hair, grabbing at the dark strands and tugging a little. Levi responds wantonly, surprising himself with how much you pulling his hair turns him on. He bites his lip as his hips buck at the air between you, moaning at the slight pain.

“I’m sorry,” Levi let’s out a breathy moan, “I’m sorry, you’re in charge. Shit, I’m all yours.” You lower yourself slightly so your sat with his dick against your clit, earning a whimper from the dark haired man below you, “Please, I’m sorry. Fuck me? Baby? Please, I’ll be good, I promise.”

You start to move, grinding your core against him and moaning softly, “Keep begging Levi, you sound so pretty when you beg.”

Levi learns that he likes it when you praise him, never did he think you calling him pretty would get him off in the way that it was. “Ride me Y/N, please, I wanna feel you.” The words leave his mouth like a mantra, his tone soft but desperate, “Use me, I wanna make you cum on my cock, please”

You shift slightly and position yourself above his cock, slowly taking him into your heat. A high pitched sound comes from Levi and it has your walls tightening around him; this side of Levi was so new to the two of you and it left you both lost to lust.

You sink lower onto his cock until he’s all the way in, both of you twitching, moaning messes as you melt into one another. Levi wonders if he’s ever felt this good, everything else long forgotten. “I wanna touch you,” his eyes scan your body above him, biting his lip at the curves and dips, worshipping you with his gaze.

“Not tonight,” You tease and start to move up and down on his length, loving the way he feels filling you up as you bring a hand to his hair again. His whimpers change to a growl, the pain sending a bolt of shivers straight to his core, “If you keep pulling my hair like that, I’m not going to last.”

You maintain a steady speed, grinding into him on every bounce so his dick brushed right up against your sweet spot. The hand in his hair tugs a little harder as your crash your lips to his, hungrily taking his tongue in your mouth while he moans into your mouth.

Already feeling your orgasm approaching, your mouth works against his messily, mumbling his name incoherently while he chases his own climax beneath you. The way your pussy feels around him is bringing him so close to the edge that he can hardly stand it, he needs more. “Choke me,” He utters beneath the kiss, a lilt of dominance to his tone despite his request, “I really fucking want you to choke me.”

“Say please,” You manage to murmur, wanting nothing more than to close your fingers around his throat but adoring the way he falls apart below you. He obliges and you’re brought closer by the way Levi pleads, his eyes going glossy as he moans again, “Please, I need it, please choke me.”

The hand that was tugging at his hair travels down to his neck, grasping it lightly and putting pressure on the sides. Levi’s eyes roll back and the sexiest moan escapes his constricted throat. You’re right on the edge, riding him faster now as you hold his neck for stability, basking in the way his eyes go lidded and dick throbs inside of you.

“Gonna- Cum,” Levi chokes, lost in utter ecstasy at the new feelings erupting within him.

“That’s it, good boy. Me too, cum for me Levi.” You coax him softly until the two of you meet your climax, writhing and whining against each other as your grip on his throat lessens and eventually drops as your endings dwindle.

After a few moments you untie Levi, it’s quiet. But not because it’s awkward, it just feels too special to break the beautiful silence with nonsense. Once his hands are free he takes you into his arms and lies you both in bed, cleaning you quickly and nuzzling his head into your hair.

You lie like this for what feels like hours, but is only mere minutes. Eventually breaking the silence with a giggle, “You liked that, didn’t you Captain?”

He sighs from behind you and you can almost feel him roll his eyes, evident signs that the old Levi was back, “Shut up, Brat.” Despite his blunt words, his arms wrap around your waist and stroke at the skin softly, placing a kiss to the side of your head, “Yes, I did.” He murmurs into your hair, a smile on his lips, “Thank you.”