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So we all just in the club straight up crying right

“every magic spell ends when the caster dies”

sirius has always known that. it was one of the first things his tutors told him when he was barely a toddler, and it was mentioned in some hogwarts' classes once or twice.

he sometimes ponders about it, how certain magic wasn't everlasting.

he witnessed it once, in his seventh year. the war had already started, and with each passing day, more and more students got black letters delivered, all of them mentioning some recently deceased relative. it was a third year ravenclaw girl he doesn't quite remember, but who always carried a fairy doll that her uncle enchanted to act like a living one. she always carried it in her pocket and let her out when she was bored or to show it to other students.

the day she got her letter at breakfast, she frantically searched her robes and took out the little doll, and it looked just like that, a doll. no more flapping wings, tiny giggles and fairy dust, just a toy. she burst into tears then, and was inconsolable for months.

it's one of sirius' most vivid memories.

it seemed so bizarre.

he prayed something like that never happened to him, because it would hurt. it would destroy him.

he was only given enchanted things by the people he loved the most, so he would know immediately if any of the different trinkets were to just go dull. the second it happened, he would know he has to face a reality without one the fundamental beings of his very self. it terrified him.

it was one of his biggest fears.

and it happened to him.

it was a thursday afternoon.

they had a rare free day. no fights, no funerals and no war in his and remus' flat, not for that day. james and peter were there too, an 'afternoon with the lads' they called it. they were laying on the living room, sprawled all over, bowie on the record player and cards on the table along with some beers.

he was on the way to the kitchen when he felt his hair falling out of the messy bun he did in the morning.

and, with a little clink, there was a metal star hairpin on the ground.

he knew then.

it was a secret, how he kept that hairpin. well, not a secret per se, but no one knew where it actually came from. only sirius.

no one knew he had the most horrendous time trying to tie his hair when it was long enough to do so. his hair was just as temperamental as him, which meant that they usually didn't get along. he suffered for months until that hairpin was gifted to him.

sirius didn't quite know how it really worked, just that it was charmed to make everything easier. he just had to think about the hairstyle he wanted for the day, and the hairpin would do it, shrinking or getting bigger if it was necessary, securing his hair perfectly and without much fuss.

no one knew that except sirius.

and regulus, who gifted it to him in his third year.

regulus.

his baby brother.

“every magic spell ends when the caster dies”

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Normalice not liking jily but loving Lily

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Marauders Band au where Regulus is the lead singer and he flips off people he doesn’t like who decide to show up to his shows

(Also I haven’t posted in a month wdym 😭)

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REBLOG if you have amazing, talented WRITER friends.

Because I certainly do, and I love every single one of them and their work.

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I want to be able to look at someone and feel love seeping out of my bones, out of my eyes for what is the point of living if I cant admire something lovely

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Hear me out I yap to close to the sun and try to finish the first chapter of the tailor Marlene x princess Dorcas fic ???

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happy bday to my favorite chosen one, without whom i would sadly not have any gay wizards from the 70s to obsess over

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I love you 10/10 best thing ever

I don’t know much about the world, but it seems like if you take #james loves regulus and add it to #piper x annabeth, you end up with #will solace.

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I hate that I see the vision

I don’t know much about the world, but it seems like if you take #james loves regulus and add it to #piper x annabeth, you end up with #will solace.

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Stfu @sorenissuffering

One iced latte with low-fat #jercy milk, please.

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I’m trying to convert them yall trust it’s gonna work sometime

#starchaser is perfect for @sorenissuffering

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I’d be a puddle on a sidewalk without the platonic loml I fear

I’d be nothing without @sorenissuffering.

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Is this too niche

I want to take a heaping batch of #regulus black and spread it all over me like I’m that peanut butter baby. You know the one.

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The love of my life actually 💋💕

Pour one out for #lily evans.

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Why no lesbian where lesbian MORE LOVE FOR THE LESBIAN!!!!

reblog if you think sapphic ships deserve more love

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Fuck calypso that man needed self-discovery and healing

leo shouldve learned how to cope with his trauma and his need for validation instead of rick slapping a girlfriend on him and calling it a day. in this essay i will-

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My whole family asking if I want kids when I’m not even out of school and still a minor SHOULD NOT BE NORMAL

Reblog if you think a woman can be complete without children

Y’ALL HAVE TIME TO REBLOG THIS. IT TAKES LESS THAN FIVE SECONDS.