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Having a parent find out about sh is the worst cause now everytime i get hurt all i hear is "did you do that?"

No mom i did not pay a guy to run over my foot because of my nssi tendencies i am broke.

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Me with sh: i love pain i love destruction oh i love to see blood this is what i deserve

Me with a papercut: ouch owie ow why is the world so cruel to me ouchie

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Life update: i still have one, sadly. my laziness prevails over my suicidal ideation

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next time i go to the ward its gonna be for thoughts of hurting others stg

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Say I'm an ed bitch and then i cry on my mamas lap asking for gruel like im oliver twist 🤦🏾‍♀️

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bitch i was supposed to be dead 2 decades ago dont be reminding me 😭😭😭

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"maybe if i just sh a little ill tell calmer :)"

ended up slamming myself into a mirror like 4 minutes later. myth debunked!

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my mom looking at my arm after i shaved and then pointing at my scars and i gotta be like

"dw i used the razor for a different reason this time"

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me crawling back to tumblr after gaining all the weight back, 2 years after deleting my account because id recovered

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i was sane last week, watch out for my resurgence this week😩

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interesting revelation is that blood from the thigh and from the wrist tastes different

(JUST TO CONFIRM not into cannibalism just slicing myself up thanks)

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not sure why im still alive but i am hoping maybe i can breathe again

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my anxiety 🤝 my ed

making me nauseous

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- Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

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- Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

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when they find out im the angry, snappy, plate throwing kind of depressed and not the sad, melancholic, tortured artist kind of depressed

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"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.