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Y'all

It's been a minute since I posted anything, but I need the world to know, I've been cleaning the last couple days and yesterday, while cleaning, I found some self insert Naruto fan fiction I wrote forever ago, I was so freaking embarrassed, haha~

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I did something for… Pan and bi people. 

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Somebody just liked a drabble I wrote last year, haha, how'd you even find it?

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getting turned off via someone’s mindset is a thing, idc how “attractive” you are

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As soon as I got home earlier today, I had some breakfast and started playing Food Fantasy 'til I had to leave just now, I am fucking obsessed~

Seriously, I was, A Lot, overwhelmed at first, but I got the hang of it pretty quickly and I'm having so much fun~

My pan ass everytime I get a new food soul:

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My only moods are

High empathy

Anxious Anxious anxious!!

I AM GOD

Dissociate

The pure embodiment of rage

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“Aw man I wish you could like go on ~platonic dates~ with friends and like sleep in the same bed as your friend and cudddle with your friends and have someone that you don’t just hang out in groups with but like, have long deep conversations and share secrets”

I don’t know what the fuck happened to you guys younger than me in your formative years but literally everyyyything you’re describing is something that was included in the concept of ‘best friends’ as it was repeatedly presented to me as a child and teen.

SOmething happened along the way that got so many people thinking that ‘friend’ is ‘anyone and everyone you repeatedly  have ‘friendly’ contact with’ and that’s NOT TRUE.

We need to seriously bring back the word ‘acquaintance’. You need to familiarize yourself with it.

Because all of you complaining about having friend groups full of people who talk shit about you or exclude you? You don’t have friends, those are acquaintances.

Those ‘friends’ who don’t actually know much about you and aren’t that concerned about you? Acquaintances.

Those ‘friends’ you know who wouldn’t go one on one with you shopping, to lunch, to the movies? Acquaintances.

You are acquainted. You know each other. You are friendly towards each other. But that’s it. You’re not friends.

Somewhere along the way the term ‘friend’ became ‘anyone you know and talk to in a positive manner’ and that’s fine but in that case we ALSO need to re-legitimize the term best friend.

Because to a one, every post whining about ‘platonic mates’ and pining for ‘platonic dates’ is literally just someone wishing they had a best friend.

All of them.

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My throat's killing me rn, but I can't remember when I took the new medicine~ gonna have to wait a little bit longer just in case~

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sensible part of brain: you made enough pasta that you could take it for lunch tomorrow. put it in a container.

overwhelming majority of brain: shovel the pasta into your face. do it. put it in your face. the future is meaningless but the pasta is now.

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Do you ever just go wow I have a lot of repressed anger

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Okay, but, like, I hate how when all my stress builds up, the tiniest of inconveniences starts the waterworks, uhm, body can you not? I literally just bumped my knee on my phone the other day and cried about it for a good 20 minutes, haha~

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🎶Drinking some wine, didn't eat enough food, now I'm buzzing~🎶

Sister, bro, bro-in-law and my nephew came down to visit, only my bro stayed the night here, he's snoring soooo loud, haha~

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do you ever have like a breakdown but your logical brain is still active just thinking “ok this is annoying can we wrap this up so we can go back to bottling these feelings and like going to work or whatever” lol

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My armpit, just now, felt weird.

Like, oddly warm, that feel when you're just chilling in a tank top or spaghetti strapped shirt, so I lift my arm, lo and behold, there's a giant, and I mean GIANT ass hole, where there isn't supposed to be, haha~

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me: yeah im really tough

me: [gets scared by text notifications when they’re too loud]

me: [easily startled when people tap me on the shoulder]

me: [cries under any sort of pressure ever]

me: [cries when anyone raises their voice higher than their average volume]

me: so tough