dreamingofthin2020

[dreamingofthin2020]

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It’s that time of day where you either wake up with regret tomorrow, or wake up thinner.

The choice is yours. Go to bed hungry.

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This app is literally SO motivational. Everyone’s hating on the pro @na girlies but don’t realize that 90% of them are healthier than the people that are hating. Like they literally don’t get that consuming junk everyday is NOT healthy. Calorie counting can be toxic but it’s far better than just consuming useless calories and fueling your body with too much sugar. Why eat a whole bag of chips when you can just eat cucumbers? They’re so much healthier and beneficial for our bodies. We are treating our bodies unhealthy with our modern day diets. Let me not talk about those mukbang’s where they eat 6 crumble cookies??? In one cookie there’s already over a 1000kcal??? There’s no reason for your body to be needing all of that. The community is also so motivational and caring. Helping each other out. I literally LOVE it on here!!!

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”I have spent my live resisting the desire to end it“

-Franz Kafka

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I ordered a weight loss shot subscription. They say my HSA insurance will cover it so as long as that goes through...

I'm nervous and excited. As much as I want to do this 'on my own' I've been struggling for almost 8 years now to lose this weight.

So here's to hoping!

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The Three bite rule

First bite: Taste the food and introduce yourself to its flavors

Second bite: Enjoy the food and savor it

Third bite: Say goodbye to the food and reflect on how you feel about it

The 3-bite rule can help people: Stay in control

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It’s YOUR choice

300lbs🍕🌭🍟🌮<><or><>🥒🍳🍓🥗120lbs

You can be 40lbs lighter by march if you try

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10 th1nsp0 pics (+ a video) because thanksgiving is close 😰

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I wish I could apologize for saying this but it's simply the truth

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You do not look better when you gain weight.

Fat oozing over your waist band.

Red cheeks, exhausted from climbing stairs.

Your fingers swallow your pretty little rings.

Bloated hands bring even more fat to your mouth.

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Gluttony is a sin.

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Thinness is angelic.

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Quit lying to yourself.

It's a matter of reason and willpower.

I hope to see you on the side of purity soon 🖤

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Time to relapse

Your bone structure is so positively stunning.

Why go through the struggle of covering it up by eating excess food?

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Don't you want to feel the delicacy of your collar bones?

Don't you deserve to trace your fingers between your cheek and jaw?

I think so.

Feeling your hips peek out is a reward.

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We've all been working so very hard.

I think it's high time you push through that last mile and experience the euphoria of pretty rib outlines, separate thighs, tiny wrists, and sleek fingers.

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You were always meant to be thin.

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Always meant to be lovely.

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It's time to embrace it 🤍🤍

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They can’t 🤷🏼‍♀️

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ur closer to ur goal than you think,

just stop eating.

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Do you think she stuffs her face with fatty foods everyday?

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i wanna get skinny but i don’t want to loose my tits and asss 😭😭

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I feel this 😔

Why is there such a twisted comfort to returning to ED tumblr content after being away for so long... (*VENT POST*)

I was skinnier when I started this page. I used to scroll through thinspo every morning before school and take a single can of diet coke for lunch. I had so much determination back then. So much strength to push through cravings and never break. And if I did I would make myself sick in the toilet until I was empty.

But now? I'll eat anything. I'm a pig. I have the sick mind of someone with an ED but the body and appetite of the fat girl I was before I downloaded this app. Past me suffered so much just so future me could throw it all away.

The guilt of food is weaker than my ability to shove food down my throat. I took my body for granted. And now I'm back at where I was. Disgusting.