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Geez it’s been 4 months 💀

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Use Me Like A Drug |Nick Clark|

So I’m making a mini series for Nick if anyone’s interested it’ll also be on my Wattpad :p

I sighed walking into the same hospital I've constantly visited. The automatic doors opened and I was welcomed with the harsh scent of antiseptics that made my nose crinkle a little. I walked across the lobby carpet that most definitely hasn't been replaced for a while. Most chairs were taken with people quietly talking to someone or some scrolling through their phones. I walked up to the front desk and gave a fake smile.

"How may I help you?" A nurse stopped typing and looking at me.

"I'm here to see John L/n," I said biting my lip slightly. "I should be on the list to see him"

"Name?" She asked typing his name in the computer system.

"F/n L/n"

"Can you please hold out your wrist?" The nurse asked. I nodded and held my hand out watching as she printed a sticker and stuck it onto a white plastic bracelet. She grabbed my wrist and gently put the wristband on. "Thank you"

"No problem"

"He's on the fifth floor room 220" The nurse smiled.

"Thank you" I smiled back and made my way to the elevator. I clicked the open button and got in with a few people inside. I pressed the fifth-floor button and waited patiently as others got off their floor. After about two minutes of people going in and out of the elevator the fifth door finally opened. I let out a few excuse me's as I walked through three people.

I clutched my bag close as I walked down the hall analyzing the door numbers. As I was walking down the halls a familiar voice stopped me in my tracks. I raised my eyebrow trying to recognize the voice but then it hit me. Nick. He was here again. I watched as his mother walked out of the room and down the hall another man following her. I contemplated whether to go inside or not. I walked to the door hesitantly opening it. I walked inside slowly seeing Nick cuffed to the bed hooked with an annoyed face looking to the side.

"In here again?" I said as he looked over at me his annoyed face turning into a slight grin.

"Long time no see," He said shifting in the bed to sit up doing his best to move with the cuffs on.

"You know I'd rather see you around the neighborhood than the hospital" I walked to his bed. "What's with the restraints?"

"They think I'm a danger to myself" He sighed as I raised my eyebrows.

"Why?"

"They think I purposely ran in front of a car" He sighed looking to the side at the curtain blocking him and another patient.

"Then why were you running?"

"Something happened in the church" He gulped.

"The church?" I asked.

"I woke up and no one was around then I looked around and saw a dead body" He looked up his voice almost strained. "And I walked into another room and there she was eating people she turned around blood covering her face her eyes white and she started walking towards me so I ran" He made hand gestures looking up.

"Nick are you-"

"I wasn't high Y/n I wasn't or maybe screws were loose but I know what I saw" His eyes glossed over a bit.

"It's okay Nick" I nodded.

"You don't believe me. I wouldn't believe myself" He chuckles bitterly.

"This is serious Nick" I frowned concern laced in my voice.

"It's not going to be normal anymore"

I was about to say something until the doctor came in. She gave me a small smile which I returned. I looked back at Nick.

"I gotta go be careful next time" I smiled softly and walked out of the room though I could hear Nick complaints.

I pinched the bridge of my nose closing my eyes letting out a sigh. I resumed my search for room 220 my eyes scanning the doors till I finally saw it. I walked to the room holding the strap of my crossbody tight. I took a deep breath and walked inside seeing my grandfather laying there connected to machines with his eyes closed.

"Pa it's me your favorite granddaughter" I said softly walking over to his bed. He opened his eyes slowly looking at me. "I heard you fell again"

"I'm okay" He said his voice raspy and strained as he gave a small smile.

"Pa this is the third time you have fell your lucky the neighbors noticed" I sit down and grab his  hand that feels so fragile to hold. "I don't know why you refuse to move in with us"

"I can't"

"Why not? Your going to hurt yourself really badly one of these days"

"I'm okay and always will be" He said as if he was invincible.

"Ma was right you are stubborn" She sighs. "Speaking of which Mom won't be here till later she has work but she'll give you the same spiel about moving in"

"That home has so many memories"

"I know Pa but you have to let it go" I said sadly which earned a soft chuckle.

"It's one of the only things I have left from my wife"

"Pa.....Ma isn't coming back remember?...."

"I know but it reminds me so much of her that I can't leave"

"Pa your gonna accidentally hurt yourself please at least consider it?" I asked softly rubbing my thumb over his hand. "You can create new memories with mom, dad, and I"

"Maybe" He laughed softly coughing.

"Pa!"

"I'm okay" He placed his other hand on top of mine his hand cold to the touch. "You should be out with friends or studying"

"I'd rather be with you"

"I'll be here later" He glanced at the clock. "Why don't you head home it's getting late"

"Your impossible" I sigh looking down. "But fine I'll be back tomorrow"

"Make sure to eat" He says.

"I love you Pa" I said kissing the top of his head  and walking to the door.

"Be careful" He smiled his voice sounding drained.

"I will" I walked out of the room into the hallway biting back tears.

The white paint made the place blinding as I walked down the hallway. I glanced at Nicks room and noticed he was gone which I shrugged off. I ran my fingers through my hair walking to the elevator to go down to the lobby. It was filled with less people and we were all going down. Once the elevator stopped I let others leave before I stepped out myself.

I walked out the hospital thinking about what Nick said. Who knows if he was high or not but he seemed shaken. I walked down the pavement kicking a rock till I came across a park. I went over and sat on one of the swings taking my phone out along with my earbuds. I turned on whatever songs I had on my playlist and just rocked back and forth. I checked the time biting my lip. 'Mom will be there any second'. I thought to myself swinging back and forth. I closed my eyes and turned the music on tuning the world out. The small breeze moving my hair just a bit. I smiled just a bit. At least a hour passed by as I felt something grab my shoulder out of nowhere

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Got7

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Surprise Sign

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Never The Bride Always The Bridesmaid |Yeonjun|

I have been friends with Yeonjun since elementary school. We did everything together and were basically inseparable. Everyone laughed as we grew older joking that we were so close that we'd get married one day. I grew feelings for him and it only grew into high school. That's when everything went downhill. Where I fucked myself over by introducing Yeonjun to one of my best friends who transferred schools. I didn't think about the possible consequences I would later face. My friends, Hana and Yeonjun grew close quickly. Which caused a rift between both Hana and Yeonjun's friendship with me. Every time I asked Yeonjun if he wanted to hang out he always responded saying Hana asked him to hang out. Our text messages were only one-word responses on his end and when we hung out he always had to leave early. I felt like I was thrown away like a banana peel. At school, Hana laughed at every cheesy joke Yeonjun told her. My spot next to Yeonjun's with our friends turned into her spot. I watched their obvious flirting for weeks as they grew from getting closer and secretly holding their hands to just not bothering to hide it at all. One day Yeonjun and Hana seemed giddy.

"We have to tell you guys something" Yeonjun smiled looking at us happily.

"We are officially dating!" Hana said a bit too loud out of excitement. I could feel my heart cracking at that sentence.

"Congrats" I gave off a fake smile glancing at Yeonjun hoping he'd fall for the smile but he wasn't looking my way. His gaze was on her, his eyes filled with admiration.

That whole lunch period I pretended to be okay. I got backstabbed by someone whom I thought I could trust. I told Hana before she transferred I liked him she even listened to me talk about him in middle school. I felt angry at myself for not telling him sooner. As school went by pretending was getting exhausting. I closed myself off and put the walls up that Yeonjun knocked down back up. Once we graduated most of us went to different colleges but of course, Hana and Yeonjun decided to go to the same college. I blocked them out focusing on my studies. My other friends went to other schools so I was left alone. Once I got my bachelor's degree I quickly went to find a job to busy myself from going insane. It worked finally but it didn't last long. I got a text from Yeonjun the last one I got was two years ago asking for the notes he missed. The message read to meet him at a restaurant mentioning our other friends were going to be there next week. I debated on whether to go or not getting a gut feeling not to. I checked my calendar for some reason hoping I would be busy but I was free. I hesitantly responded letting him know I was going.

I looked at myself in the mirror after sending the text. I cleaned myself up more than I did in high school. I lost weight but that was because of my workout routine to get the body shape I wanted. I started to actually care about how I dressed and looked. Bad hair day? Baseball hat with simple clothes. Style my clothes that'll match with a trendy outfit. Simply going to the store? Flare leggings with a cute sweater. I also started to use hygiene products. In high school I was the typical student who accidentally turned stuff in late, either falling asleep or close to it, and not getting the greatest grades.

I sighed and put my phone on the charger lying on my bed in my oversized shirt and shorts while staring at the ceiling. My mind raced trying to figure out what could possibly be so important that he wanted a reunion at a fancy restaurant. The last time I checked he wasn’t one for making such luxury plans for something so simple. I closed my eyes ready to sleep before I heard my phone ping. I looked at my phone annoyed by the sudden noise. I turned my phone over and saw I got a text message from Soobin asking if I got the invite.

“Yeah, why?” I texted.

“When he meant friends I just wanted to know” He replied which made me raise an eyebrow.

“I’m pretty sure he meant Kai, Taehyun, and Beomgyu too”

“Just making sure I’m not going in blindly lol”

“I’m going to bed” I replied setting my phone down and turning the notifications off not realizing he sent good night. I slowly fell asleep to the sound of a faint patter of rain falling on my window.

I kept myself busy trying not to get distracted by the upcoming event. It felt impossible but I made sure to keep track of everything. The work wasn’t the best that I was doing but it was still up to expectations. When the day came I stared at my makeup wondering if it was even worth the trouble and uneasiness to go. It was finally my day off but I’m stressing over something that I’m not even sure about. I sighed and started doing my makeup trying harder than usual to make it perfect. I set the makeup on and got up to look through my closet for the soft pink dress I was planning on wearing. I found it and carefully stepped into the dress doing my best to zip it up from the back which I’m 99% sure I got. I walked over to the big mirror looking at myself. The soft pink eyeshadow matched my dress and my hair curled as perfectly as I could do. I smiled a little at the way my outfit turned out. I checked the time and noticed it was time to go. I walked to the door putting black heels on and grabbing my bag that held my keys. I stepped out the door locking it behind me and unlocking my car at the same time. I walked over to my car and got in.

“I have a bad feeling about this,” I said to myself before driving to the restaurant.

The parking lot was packed with only one spot left. I sighed in relief and pulled in the spot. It was a bit tight but it would have to do. I got out of the car and started walking to the building before bumping into someone.

“I’m so sorry-“

“Y/n?”

“Soobin?” I looked up at him and saw his blond hair. “Woah you dyed your hair?”

“Yeah wanted to try something new” He smiled. “What do you think?”

“I like it” I smiled back. “It looks nice on you”

“So how have you been?” He asked as we both walked to the door.

“I’ve been fine”

“That’s good” He looked over. “You look nice today”

My heart skipped a bit and I had butterflies for just a second but it’s probably because no one’s complimented me in a while.

“Thank you look nice too,” I said my face slightly red. “Wait your zipper”

“Huh?”

“Your dress isn’t zipped up all the way”

“Of course it is” I groaned and reached back to zip it clearly struggling.

“Do you mind if I finish zipping it?…”

“Yes please” I sighed.

He nodded as he gently moved my hair away from the zipper and moved the zipper up. Once he was finished he fixed my hair.

“There you go”

“Thanks”

“Don’t mention it” He held the door open for me.

I walked inside amazed by the sight. I spotted Yeonjun and told the waitress that I was with that group. She nodded and led Soobin and me to the table. I took a closer look and saw Hana and Yeonjun holding hands under the table. That uneasiness multiplied. I walked up and waved.

“Hey guys” I smiled as everyone greeted me back as I sat down. “It’s been a while”

“It has” Kai smiled. “We should have hung out more”

“Agreed” Beomgyu nodded.

We all talked about what we did after high school and college. Taehyun ended up being a martial arts instructor and did a magician for little kids as a side gig. Kai took his love for music seriously and is an official musician vocally and with instruments. Beomgyu decided to take his silly nature and become a comedian. Soobin became a chef and worked for fancy restaurants like these and even traveled around one year. Finally, Yeonjun is now a dance instructor along with doing a few competitions every once in a while. I was amazed by all the hard work they put in to do what they wanted since high school.

We brought up old stories from when we all hung out and had some laughs. As the night ended Yeonjun and Hana looked at each other giving a slight nod and smile. Yeonjun clears his throat.

“So the reason why I decided to have this meet-up is because we have something special to say”

“We’re getting married!” Hana said loudly showing off the shiny ring. My heart dropped that awful feeling slamming into my mind. Everyone smiled and clapped their hands congratulating the two. I quickly snapped out of it and congratulated them holding back tears and giving the fakest smile I could muster up.

“Thank you guys for being there for us” Yeonjun smiled.

“Hey, Y/n?” Hana looked at me.

“Yeah?”

“I want you to be my maid of honor” She smiled.

“I would love to,” I said taken aback.

“This is so exciting!”

“Yeah it is” I grabbed my things “Well it’s getting pretty late, I should probably get going”

“Yeah I’m gonna head out soon too” I heard Beomgyu say.

“Well I’ll send out some more information see you guys then”

I nodded and walked away from the table waving goodbye. I quickly went to the car and threw my stuff in the passenger seat. I started the car and backed out of the parking spot. As I drove I finally let myself cry. I knew I shouldn’t have gone but I still did, even with the bad feeling. I pulled into the driveway and got out of the car with my things. I walked to the house and unlocked the door. I closed and locked the door behind me as I threw my shoes off. I walked to my room and gently threw my bag on my chair.

I changed into my pajamas not bothering to throw my dress in the hamper. I walked to the bathroom and saw that mascara was running down my face. I sighed and wiped it away. I looked down at my toothbrush and put toothpaste on it. I refused to look in the mirror too scared that I would cry even more. Once I was done getting ready for bed I walked straight to my room and laid down. Today was a shitty day.

A few months passed and I finally got an invitation to the wedding. It had a photo of the two smiling in the middle of the card and writing on the back. I threw the card on the table already knowing the dates and time. March 28th, 2024. I already got notice of it when I forced myself to go shop for bridesmaid dresses with Hana and her friends. I sighed and made myself some coffee before I had to go to work.

I kept track of each day counting down the days until my misery happens again. I sighed taking deep breaths as I drove to where the wedding would take place. I was already dolled up in my maid-of-honor dress. When I made it I walked to the room Hana would be in. I took a few more deep breaths before walking in to act excited.

“I really appreciate you coming and I’m so happy you can be a part of this” She held my hand excitedly in her gorgeous white wedding dress.

“I’m honored” I smiled as she hugged me.

“I’m nervous”

“Don’t be Yeonjun is a wonderful person” I squeezed her hand.

“I know but what if he doesn’t want this anymore”

“Then he’s missing out,” I said. “Don’t worry about it everything will go fine.”

“Thank you,” She said as music played.

“I think it’s time to go,” I said as she nodded.

I helped her get out of the cramped room and to where she needed to be. I walked to my position as well. I looked over and saw Soobin next to me. I’m not surprised Yeonjun picked him as his best man.

“Ready?” Soobin said holding his arm out for me to take.

“Yeah,” I said linking our arms together.

We both started walking in a straight line down the aisle. I looked forward and saw Yeonjun there waiting but not for me. Soobin and I unlocked our arms and went to the side so we could both go to our assigned spots. The music changed as Hana walked down the aisle with her father. I noticed someone was recording so I made sure to keep my emotions to myself. Yeonjun was tearing up at the sight of her and when she finally made it both of them had big smiles on their faces and tearing up. The vows felt like hours but when Hana started her vows it sounded like something I’ve heard before.

“Hana! Give that back” I yelled as she started reading a page of my diary out loud laughing.

“Dear Diary, Yeonjun made my heart feel like it was going to explode!-“ Hana laughed running around my room.

“Here’s a good one!” Hana said turning the page. “When me and Yeonjun get married I’m gonna be the happiest girl in the world! I’ll make sure to say it to him too! But not now!”

“Give it back!”

“One more one more” She laughed and jumped on my bed. “Oh? This is recently”

I groaned and sat next to her on my bed.

“When I’m with him I feel like everything and everyone don’t exist and only focus on him. He’s my favorite person in the whole world” She said while laughing.

I snatched my diary back frowning and blushing at the same time.

“I can’t wait to see you two get married!”

“Yeonjun when we first met I thought my heart was going to explode. I should say how happy I am to be with you more than the whole world. When I’m with you it feels like everything and everyone else doesn’t exist. You are my favorite person in the world and I can’t help but be happy about what will come next”

Those sentences sounded familiar but it was futile. Before I knew it Yeonjun was already kissing her. We all clapped as they did so in a way to congratulate the couple. It didn’t take long till people were ready to go to the after-party.

I carpooled with one of Hana’s friends to the after-party to make it easier for me. Everyone was chatting as I looked out the window my breath showing up on the window because of the cold. Once we made it everyone I was riding with eagerly got out of the car as I dragged myself out of it. I walked inside and saw people already on the dance floor. I went to the table I was assigned and placed my stuff down. I looked up and saw an employee with a bunch of champagne glasses on a tray.

“Champagne?” She asked.

“Yes please,” I said as she handed me a drink.

As the night went on I got some more drinks and Kai dragged me to the dance floor somehow. After a while, a clanking of a knife and coming into contact with a glass was heard. Everyone went quiet as the DJ handed the Microphone over to Yeonjun.

“I want to thank my friends and family for your support throughout our relationship. I would especially like to thank Y/n who introduced me to the beautiful woman I can call my wife.” Yeonjun started giving a small speech but I stopped listening and zoned out after hearing him thank me for something I didn’t want to happen.

The bright colorful lights started up again and the music started playing again which snapped me back to reality. I took another class of champagne and quickly drank it before rushing outside to get fresh air and have the small hope to not cry. Once I made it outside I sat on the steps shivering from the cold. I could feel tears streaming down my face.

"It's pretty cold out here," a voice said behind me I looked behind me and saw a tall blonde giving me a slight smile.

"What are you doing out here?" I quickly asked wiping my tears as he sat next to me.

"I could ask you the same. Especially when it's freezing out"

Soobin took his coat off and putting it on my shoulders and buttoned one of the buttons. I looked at him as if he was crazy.

"What about you?" I asked concerned.

"I'll be fine" He chuckled.

"...are you sure?" I asked hesitantly feeling guilty.

"I wouldn't have given it to you if I wasn't" He looked at me and smiled.

I just nodded and looked up at the night sky. The stars littered the sky brightly making it a beautiful sight to see.

"In all seriousness why are you out here?" Soobin cut the brief silence.

"It's not important anymore," I said my eyes still trained on the sky. I could see Soobin's concerned face from the corner of my eye. I sighed looking down. "I feel guilty"

"About what?"

"Hating this whole thing I fell in love with my best friend for years I imagined my future with him but he fell in love with my friend. I hate that he's married and happy with her and I hate her for betraying me. God, I sound like a fucking asshole." I looked up chuckling bitterly tears falling down my face"I should be happy for them but I can’t help it." I looked down in my lap shaking my head at my sentences.

"It's funny"

"What do you mean funny?"

"Your jealous of her and I'm jealous of him" He looks up at the sky.

"What do you mean?" I looked at him curiously.

"He has someone I've liked since I met her wrapped around his finger" I tilted my head confused.

"Let me guess Hana?" I asked as he shook his head no chuckling a bit.

"She's really something. She has beautiful E/c eyes that I get lost in every time we talk. Her voice is like a melody and her smile lightens the room for me at least. She always helps others even if she needs help herself. She's just perfect in every way and I wish she'd see me. I wish she noticed how many times I gave small hints. Either way" Soobin looked at me. "She deserves the world."

"Who is this girl?" I asked.

"It's you. The girl is you Y/n" He says softly his eyes genuine and full of admiration and love.

"Soobin..." She said her voice quiet as she stared at him in shock.

"I thought you should know so I don't make the mistake of not telling you..." He looks back up embarrassed to look back.

"You really think of me that way?"

"Every single word"

"But why didn't you say anything till now?"

"I didn't want to ruin your chance to be happy with Yeonjun..."

"But still-"

"I care about you a lot and I didn't want you to carry the burden of my feelings with you. I wanted you to see them rather than me telling you."

"That's...very kind of you," I said.

"I try" He looks over giving a slight smile. "I know the feelings aren't mutual but I just wanted to get it off my chest and try and make you feel a bit better about yourself. I could tell you were upset and less confident in yourself."

"I- thinking back you always offered to carry my books every day or if I needed a ride home holy shit I was so clueless" My eyes widened as he let out a small laugh.

"I was hoping you would get the hints but it didn't work" He scratched the back of his neck. "Sorry, I'm throwing this on you now honestly I shouldn't have done that now but-"

"Stop it's okay" I gave him a soft smile. "I appreciate it and I'm glad you told me"

"Do with that information as you will" He stretched his arms getting up. "I'll give you some-"

"Stay" I grabbed his wrist unconsciously my heart beating. "I could use some company"

"Are you sure? I thought you needed some space maybe"

“I’m sure,” I said as he sat back down.

There was a nice silence as the wind blew past us. I looked at him fully admiring him. His blonde hair fell perfectly on his head. He fit blonde hair perfectly compared to his original hair color. His eyes sparkled in the night sky and his red cheeks and nose from the cold didn't affect his appearance at all. He turned his head and looked at me.

"What?" He smiled.

"Nothing!" I said quickly my face turning red.

"Okay then," He said knowing I was lying.

"Hey," I looked at him. "Do you wanna try?"

"Try what?" He asked having an idea of what I'm saying.

"Being together, I know I'm moving on quickly but I think it's time for me to let go of Yeonjun and move on..." My face was red and my heart was pounding. “I’ve held on to this hope for years but it’s time to let go”

Soobin looked taken aback but composed himself, his cheeks red as well. I could see the excitement in his eyes.

"Yeah," He smiled wildly. "I would"

“I'm freezing and I can tell you are too" He got up off the ground and helped me up. Our fingers intertwined and fit perfectly. We walked hand in hand inside both of us having a big smile on our faces. Today started off shitty but became one of the happiest things that happened to me in a while.

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Soobin is being my bias wrecker real fast and I’m not complaining 🤚

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Never The Bride But Always The Bridesmaids |Yeonjun|

I grew feelings for him and it only grew into high school. That's when everything went downhill. Where I fucked myself over by introducing Yeonjun to one of my best friends who transferred schools. I didn't think about the possible consequences I would later face.

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I have writers block for oneshots I need to write for 😭

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AHHHH YESSS LISA IN THE SPIN OFF LETS GO!!!!

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I wrote with my puppy on my lap :)

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Surprise Sign |Jinyoung|

I smiled looking at myself in the mirror at the concert venue. The stadium was already loud from the group of people fan girling about their biases or plans to do after the concert. I finally walked out of the bathroom and slowly walked to my seat. I'm supposed to be surprising my boyfriend of many years Park Jinyoung. We haven't seen each other in months because of his touring. He begged me to go with him but as much as I wanted to I couldn't. Here I was now standing in my seat close to the stage. Only Jackson knew I was coming to the concert to make sure I was able to get front-seat tickets. I smiled thinking of his reaction along with the rest of the group. I looked around and saw everyone go to their seats as the concert started. I proudly held up my sign that said 'I Don't Have To Go To Heaven To Find A Angel Park Jinyoung Is In Front Of Me' which people around me complimented my sign while laughing. I watched the lights go on and shine on the members as they went on stage. I watched in amazement at the boys' performance. Each step was calculated and they were all in sync with each other. Their voices were steady even though they were dancing. I lifted the sign up as Jackson looked over at me during lullaby winking which made the girls around me scream.

During the concert Jackson looked my way trying to get his fellow members to catch the memo eventually Jaebeom looked over and spotted me. I grinned waving the sign at him which made him smile holding back from laughing which confused Youngjae who looked at him confused as Jaebeom whispered in his ear. Youngjae looked at me laughing lightly which made Mark confused. Let's just say each member one by one noticed my presence and the sign I held up. It was Bambam who laughed the loudest after they finished singing Call My Name that caught Jinyoung's attention. He looked around confused until he finally ended up seeing me. He walked closer thinking he was hallucinating. He had been more nervous once he started the tour since you usually were there to hug him and give him little kisses before he had to leave for award shows. The girls around me started jumping around and screaming his name. But his eyes were trained on me he seemed like he wanted to cry but instead, he made a comment as if I was just a normal fan.

"Who here thinks I'm an angel?" He said through the mic as everyone screamed.

"Hey! He dressed up like a killer doll how is that angelic?!" Jackson said pointing his finger at Jinyoung to interact with the crowd. "I think I'm more of an angel"

"You dressed like the devil that one time" Jaebeom pointed out.

"The only person here would be me in my opinion," Yugyeom said. "If we're talking about Halloween costumes"

"You were an invisible cloak," Youngjae said. "I think I'm the winner don't you think" Yongjae said pointing his mic at the crowd who screamed yes.

"I feel offended," Jackson said dramatically.

I laughed at the whole thing and saw Jinyoung stealing some glances my way. After the concert was over I lingered around waiting for Jackson to come get me from the stands. Once the coast was clear Jackson ran out quickly and grabbed my hand as we ran backstage. The boys all gave me a hug and told me how shocked they were to see me since it was all the way across the world.

"He's here," Youngjae said as Jinyoung ran up to hug me. He wasn't that much of a PDA guy but he didn't care all he cared about was seeing you in the flesh.

"You're supposed to tell me this stuff, not Jackson," He said hiding his face in my neck which made me laugh a little.

"I couldn't tell you since it was a surprise" I smiled.

He pulled me closer and rocked back and forth. He nuzzled his face in my neck and ran his fingers through my hair. I smiled feeling him relax with every minute ticking by.

"You don't know how much I missed you" He mumbled giving a light kiss on my neck.

"I missed you too," I said his grip on me still tight.

"How did you manage to get here?" He asked pulling away from the hug.

"I'm on break so I decided to come see you perform"

"Are you staying around for long?" He asked.

"Hopefully I'll have enough money"

"I'll pay for it you can stay backstage and everything"

"I'd feel bad though" I sighed.

"Love, you and I both know I can afford you being here, hell it might be free if I ask the managers" At this point, Jinyoung was pleading with me to stay and it started working.

"I-" I sighed. "Are you sure?"

"Positive"

"Fine" I smiled and as soon as that word left my mouth I was picked up and spun in the air. "Jinyoung put me down" I laughed.

"Thank god your staying" He smiled. "I don't think I'd last another month"

"Well I'm here now"

"And your not leaving my side ever" He wrapped one of his arms around my waist and he placed his hand on my cheek with the other.

"Wouldn't dream of it" I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck.

"I love you," He said gently kissing me on the lips. I smiled into the kiss returning the gesture.

"I love you too" I pulled away resting my head on his chest as gently rubbed my back.

There was a knock on the door and we both looked over. The door creaked open and Youngjae popped in.

"Hey love birds, sorry to interrupt but Jinyoung has to come with me" Jinyoung looked at him confused. "Team meaning"

"Alright, I'm coming" Jinyoung turned to me. "Don't leave okay?"

"Alright" I smiled and watched him leave he winked and closed the door behind him.

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So like why does tumblr say I have two inbox messages when I look there’s nothing there? 😐

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Hiii, hruuuu i loved your chishiya fic and wanted to request a chishiya imagine/oneshot where he tries to fluster YOU but it backfires and he gets flustered and embarrased and shy (unnecessary detail but the reader is also rlly quiet and is good at manipulating and stuff like that)

Also, no rush, hope ur gonna write this and hope your doing well, eating,drinking and sleeping well, love youuu byeee<33

Playboy |Chishiya|

I am so sorry it’s been so long since this was requested hopefully you like it😭

The sound of loud party music and people messing around could be heard miles away. The people around me to hyper for their own good and the alcohol they were drinking wasn't helping. I awkwardly sat on one of the sun chairs annoyed at the current outfit I was wearing if it counts as one. The stupid bikini I had to wear that showed off almost everything on my body. I saw a guy coming over near the group of people in front of me ready to attack them with water. I quickly got up from the chair and wandered around to find somewhere water-free which was inside. I cringed walking past the bar filled with people drunk out of their minds and doing the most vulgar things that belonged in private. I walked faster through the halls not wanting to take the risk of bumping into Niragi. I internally gagged at the thought of him in general. I stayed by myself the whole time I've been in borderland not wanting to cling to someone and then lose them. I opted on going up to the roof knowing no one would party up there. The breeze countered the stuffy feeling downstairs. The smell of alcohol and smoke leaving my nose and having a fresh smell. I leaned against the railing looking out to the sea. I smiled thinking about what my life will be like after Borderland and I don't intend on dying anytime soon.

I play the game as if it was Chess. I collect my allies as if they're my pawns once I don't need them I knock them off the board. The day I ended up here was bittersweet. I need a reliable pawn so I can make my way up to one day get rid of the people in my way to beat the game and one of the people who are in my way so far is that bastard Niragi and the militants who are nothing but assholes. Once that happens I'll get them in my clutch and knock them off my board and make sure they shatter. I groaned in annoyance hearing the door open thinking two people were up here to hook up.

"I didn't see you come up here," a girl said as I glanced over my shoulder.

"I've been up here" I shrugged in an unbothered tone. "It's a nice spot" I turned around to see who it was.

"I can't blame you," the familiar face said. I've seen her multiple times and played a game or two with her.

Perfect pawn

"What's your name again? We've played quite a few games together It's funny we've never exchanged names" I gave a fake smile.

"Kuina"

"Oh, I've never seen him before," I said casually nodding to the mysterious guy.

"Chishiya," He said giving an unbothered grin.

Another pawn

"Nice to meet you," I said a little pissed at his perfect grin that matched his face perfectly.

I walked a bit closer so I wasn't so far from the pair but I stood at a comfortable distance from them. However, the blonde seemed amused by the interaction.

"So what brings you up here?" I asked watching and listening to them carefully.

"Why should we tell you?" Chishiya said with his hands in his pockets.

He's confident

"Just wondering since I'm planning on staying up here" I crossed my arms.

"You will eventually so don't worry about it"

Stop with the smug smile

"Maybe I will or maybe I won't" I shrugged.

"So Y/n how've you been?" Kuina asked derailing the topic.

"I've been fine just hanging around" I shrugged. "Not much to do"

"Your right about that"

"Not much of a party girl huh?" The blonde piped in as if he wanted to piss me off.

"Not really I'm not interested in getting wasted when I have to play games to survive wouldn't be smart would it?"

"Your right about that" He moved his head to the side chuckling. "You just look like a party girl"

"Oh really?" I uncrossed my arms. "How so?"

"Your swimsuit and the way you have your hair"

Is he trying to flirt with me or catch me off guard?

"So we're going by looks"

"Maybe," He said confidently.

I walked closer to him till we were shoulder to shoulder.

"Then I guess you look like a playboy" I whispered in his ear. "Thanks for the compliment earlier by the way”

I didn't have to look at his face to see his cheeks tinted red. The way his body tensed up told me I won the silent confidence battle.

"I'll leave you two to talk about whatever you need to talk about" I walked to the roof door to get back down. I waved goodbye seeing Kuina's confused look and Chishiya's mouth wide open. "Oh and don't die" I winked and grinned walking downstairs.

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I am turning this oneshot longer than I thought I was and it’s stressing me OUT

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I JUST SAW A ARTICLE THAT SAID LISA MIGHT END UP IN DARYLS WALKING DEAD SPIN OFF

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My mind is on Sweet Home. I’m writing about Sweet Home even though I’m still processing the whole season

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Spoiler! Sweet Home Season 2

Making a Eun-Hyuk one shot regarding season 2👀

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Temptation|Taehyun AU|(Part 6)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

"Calm down I know a place to wash the mud off" He stood up holding his hand out for me to take.

"Oh, really where?" I said grabbing his hand.

"Secret" He smiled and held onto my hand leading me through the woods.

The forest started to get a hint of another it seemed, as if someone drew the slightest blue in the trees. I looked around at the blue butterflies hovering above and a few doves. Everything was perfect the deeper we went. I was too busy looking around that I didn't notice he stopped making me bump into him.

"What is this place?" I asked looking at him.

"Can't tell you it's a secret" He said looking at the water. "Here we are"

"Why is it a secret" I asked.

"Questions later" He simply said. "Are you just gonna stand there or are you gonna get in?"

"Taehyun..."

"What?"

"I can't swim," I said rocking on my heels.

"Do you want me to teach you?"

"I don't know..."

"Just trust me I won't let you drown"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

I nodded slowly and took my shoes off as I watched him get in the water. He smiled and held his arms out.

"Come on I got you" He smiled.

"O-okay," I said slowly getting in and putting my foot in the water. I lost my balance as I fell in panicking. I thrashed around the water my eyes glued shut.

"It's okay it's okay I got you" I felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

"Oh my god," I said out of breath clinging onto him.

"I told you I got you" He said holding onto my waist still. "You want to learn still learn?"

I nod still shaken up about falling into the water. Taking deep breaths.

"Okay start by kicking your legs," He told me and I did as I was told. "Good now keep doing that"

"Like this?" I asked.

"Exactly like that" His grip on me loosens and I quickly look at him. "It's okay I won't let you drown" He gave me a reassuring smile.

"O-okay," I said as I kept kicking in the water.

"I'm gonna let you go now," He said. "I'll be right here"

"Wait-" He let go and I panicked but calmed down noticing I was staying afloat.

"You can do this to move" Taehyun paddled moving his arms circling around me. "Or you can just lay on your back enjoying the sun"

"Show off" I rolled my eyes.

"You'll be able to do it in no time it's natural in a way," He said and swam closer.

"Crap, it's getting dark" I looked up at the sky.

"Well your clothes still have mud on them"

"I know but I'll get in trouble"

"Stay it's worth it trust me" He smiled.

"I'm not walking home at night"

"I'll walk you," He said now pleading. "Please?"

"Fine" I sigh looking at him. "What's so important?"

"Just wait and see" He smiles.

"What does that mean?" I asked as it became darker but he ignored me.

"Here they come" He smiled turning around.

I looked at him confused and did my best to look behind me. I gasped as I saw a bunch of blue butterflies come our way. They were shining in the night sky. The water turned blue as each butterfly entered. I watched in awe as the trees around us turned a pretty blue Taehyun looked at me and smiled softly his hair turning into a soft blue. My eyes widened at the sudden change which made him chuckle.

"What does the color not fit me?" His smile made my heart pound.

"N-no it's perfect on you I-I just didn't expect it to change color" I stuttered doing my best to swim farther away startled.

"Well I'm glad you like it" He sighed. "You don't have to be scared of me you know?"

"W-what?"

"I can tell you are I would be too but I can explain," He said.

"I'm a sort of fairy you could say, I wouldn't call it that but I don't know what to call it" He looked around. "I didn't necessarily know how to tell you since it's a silly thing to believe in all honesty I was too scared to tell you."

"Why?" I asked quietly.

"Well," He swam closer to me grabbing my hands which made me blush. "How do I put this?"

"Put what"

"I" He gripped my hand clearly nervous. "I like you"

"What?" I looked at him shocked.

"I know we haven't known each other for a while but I like you more than friends and I was scared to tell you because I didn't want you to stop coming back. Every day I'm scared you won't come back and I'll be lonely again."He looked at me in the eyes blushing.

"I-I like you too" I smiled as he pulled me into a hug my heart pounding the whole time.

"Promise you you'll always come back?" He said.

"I promise" I smiled.

"Do you really have to go back now?"

"I think I'll stay out late tonight"

"Thank you" He smiled.

"I do think the blue fits you"

"It naturally changes"

"Why's that?"

"You're asking the wrong person" He chuckled. "Hey wanna see what the water looks like now?"

"Taehyun I can't hold my breath for that long"

"Says who?" He smiled grabbing my hand.

"My body"

"Not this second" He dunked his head under water bringing me down with him.

"Taehyun let go!" I tried letting go of his hand but he gripped it tighter.

"You're fine as long as you hold my hand," He said. "You can open your eyes it won't sting"

"Wha-" I cut myself off feeling myself breathing and taking underwater. I opened my eyes and looked around. The butterflies surrounded us making me smile.

"They are an old type of butterflies that people think are just mythical creatures but they are real"

"And pretty" I smiled.

"Yeah," He smiled as well. "Let's head up"

"Already?" This time it was me whining.

"Yes already they need sleep" He hinted at the creatures.

"Alright..."

"We can always come back," He said and he started to swim up to the surface. I noticed the hand we were holding was bright and a hint of purple. "Alright let me walk you home"

"Alright," I said. I looked back at the lit-up area one last time before following him. "This is annoying"

"What is?" He said his hair starting to turn pink again.

"My clothes are wet along with my shoes"

"Stay still," He said.

"Okay?"

He tapped my shoes twice and the top of my head three times. I watched him raising my eyebrow. He grabbed my hand putting a red berry in my hand. He mumbled something as his hand turned a similar purple as before. A sudden rush of air surrounded me which made me close my eyes.

"Alright you can move now," He said.

I opened my eyes and saw my overdress went from tan with a white undershirt to a red dress over a white undershirt. I looked down at my shoes that were the same and my hair was down rather than pulled back. My whole body was dry as well. I opened my palm and saw that the berry in my hand had gone missing.

"Do you like it?" He asked.

"Y-yeah" I smiled twirling around.

"Red suits you" He smiled holding up a lantern.

"Thanks" I blushed.

"Now let's get you home" He smiled softly.