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Goths

they will defeat thanos

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She

She started texting me again im crying she's crying its really emotional

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nobody ever stays it doesnt matter whether i am at my worst or at my best there is no one

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i think this every single day but i could never put it into words this is how i truly feel

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Welp

Should've probably seen this coming but I wasted a whole month on a girl i thought things were gonna work out and i really had caught feelings for her but I guess she doesn't feel the same and i think what makes it hurt the most is that i genuinely thought she was gonna be the one but I guess Im not her's.

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@ people with good self-esteem: How the fuck??

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Ha love life

Had a panic attack today cause im probably a paranoid schizophrenic but who knows probably a doctor. I wanna be happy with this girl im talking to but i doubt everything that i tell her cause i dont think im good enough for her and so i ask for help from some friends and it ends up with them basically telling me what say so i no longer have input and yeah my parents dont know im bi or pan and im too afraid to tell em cause thry won't know how to react.

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First Day

So started my job as a pizza boi and i still wanna end it also i guess all my friends dont care about me anymore so death is lookin real cute rn

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Suicide note #387

Is anything really worth living for?

I mean it feels like I no longer have any control over my self

The old me is deader than disco and everybody hates new Coke

So really, whats it worth.

Have I outlived my stay?

Ive been trying to pick up the pieces over the last year but nothin fits together

So honestly is it worth it for me to keep livin this or should I just end it

Should i just pick up a gun an pull the trigger against my temple