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You know those days when you want to just choose

To not get out of bed

You're lost in your head again

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You need to calm down

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my thoughts on pumped up kicks being linked to the columbine high school shooting, and tcc.

so, earlier today i was scrolling through the "pumped up kicks" tag on tumblr. and i saw a lot of memes, i was laughing at them. until, i started seeing columbine. like, columbine edits and pictures of the two gunmen. i was disgusted, i didn't know that this song that was my childhood could be linked to something so terrible. i obviously saw the "true crime community" tag as well. i don't know what to think, all i'm gonna say is that this sort of stuff is the reason why chain reactions within the internet start.

another thing i would like to discuss here is where the fuck are these kids parents? they're obviously unaware of their child doing these things. even if they knew, then i don't know how the hell that doesn't spark up some concern. they have dylan as their pfp and that's not a fucking sign to think "holy shit, maybe my kid is messed up." like what are you doing? where's your damn brain for crying out loud? and a lot of them say they relate to pumped up kicks as well. is that not a clear enough fucking sign.

now, i do not blame the tcc for being in this community in the first place. i was at this stage of life as well, i understand the mentality. the stress and how much you relate to eric harris and dylan klebold. i used to as well, and you're not alone. this community has been standing since 2014-2017. obviously they're not going away anytime soon. we can report them, and see their accounts get deleted all we like. but, let's be real. they are fucking staying for as long as we're on the internet. hell, it could be 2027 and they would still be there. just search up #tcctwt on twitter and you would see so much of them. even the #true crime community tag is still fairly popular on tumblr. sure, their accounts were deleted by tumblr. but then again, they aren't leaving.

i am so glad i left tcc though, my mental health was just a wreck. i am now an ftp fan (i went back to being an ftp fan, of course.) so things should get better soon. but, the memories are still drilled into my brain. i still remember each and every single account who, these people, were nothing but kind to me. that's what made me stay. and then i slowly started to realize how toxic it can be. how much it can affect your brain, it's kind of like amino. we can take that for example, it's just sort of like a drug. because, once you're in the tcc. you are fucking in. you have this grip on it but, it's almost like all of us are unaware of it.

i'm not gonna tell these people to get help. i'm not gonna tell them "he/she murdered people!" because you guys already know they did. i'm just not gonna say anything anymore, it's obviously none of my personal business and it's not affecting me in any way, i'm just stating some opinions i have. this doesn't mean you have to leave the tcc, i'm not saying that. stay in this community for however long you like. just take what i say with a grain of salt.

i also don't wanna hear "why do you respect these people's decisions! they're terrible!" i do know the idea of it is terrible, i just see the reasons because i used to be in this community. i understand the mentality, and everything behind it. it's sad to even look at but what can we even do anymore? it's been 5+ years. we can't get them to snap out of it, we're all gonna have to live with it. just pretend they aren't even there. it's not that bad once you realize they're not harming anybody. it's an interest.

this is the end of the post, feel free to drop your opinions below.

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foster the people // sacred hearts club photo (from pinterest)

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Foster The People - Columbus, Ohio // Credit: Tim Naujoks

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"I was laughing real hard until my teeth fell out, laughing real hard until my teeth fell out."

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THAT'S THE BEST SONG EVER AND IT'S FINALLY AFTER YEAS ON SPOTIFY AND OTHER PLACES IM SCREAMING PLEASE AJSBSNBDNSJQKWKDKDKDKS GO LISTEN TO ITTTT

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Houdini

Foster the People - Torches X Worldwide Digital Experience

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My music taste in one post.

source:instagram

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All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You better run, better run, outrun my gun All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You better run, better run faster than my bullet

original midi at https://freemidi.org/getter-12836

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"Well it's a silicone rush, and I'm addicted." - Foster The People, Sacred Hearts Club 2017. "Doing It For The Money"