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[donkeysyears]

ok, so I think I'm tough on ppl

[donkeysyears]

like for real why is it so difficult to show the slightest interest in me

[donkeysyears]

i came to the conclusion i'm not as desirable as i thought maybe i could be

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I wish I had someone in my family who understands the weight of overthinking

and understands that no, I cannot always change it. maybe treat it. but not change

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feladom

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whatever exists in ppl's mind about me

I hate that

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probably me at 40: guys I don't wanna grow up it sucks

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y'know life could be a bit easier on me sometimes I guess.

but that's it. for some of us.

it's still not terrible, like I have a good place to live and always have sth to eat. it's just... yeah. Idk.

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made a scene and got an apology. I think I'm a grown woman now

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I really need to change the scent I'm using cause this one smells like "pls mess with me"

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DELULU IN DA HOUSE

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I always wanna be fair play... that's my biggest issue... didn't see that coming

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nothing in the world belongs to me

anyways

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konnyebb volt az elet, mikor filmeket meg a forma1-et szerettem.

embereket szeretni sokkal bonyolultabb.

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Nem ringat már hintaló,

Nem hat rám száz altató,

Nem vág földhöz súlyadó,

Minden múlandó.

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ez most tényleg másnak nézett ki

azt hittem, más lesz

[donkeysyears]

i really wish i didn't care