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【Sirius Black xSeverus snape】瘋犬

Sirius Black xSeverus snape（小天狼星布萊克x西弗勒斯斯內普）（小天狼星布萊克x塞弗勒斯石內卜） “因為我從來不能從洞裡出去，看見閃耀的群星。” 一、 我看見他了。 他一如往常一樣勾著背坐在斯萊特林長桌的末端，不出聲也不起立，只吃手邊的食物。從來都不嫌弃自己骯髒油膩的頭髮掛在臉頰兩側，不願將它們捋回耳後，看��來陰沉而叫人厭惡。 我們和詹姆斯最近——其實是今年——找他麻煩的次數少了許多，隨著O.W.L.s的來臨，我們終於不再那麼熱衷於去找一個大鼻子斯萊特林的麻煩，只是對於他總是與伊萬斯呆在一起這點，詹姆斯一如既往地對他感到非常不爽，以及為此給他準備點兒“可愛的餐後小點心”，只是他那個這幾年培養出來的對於飲料甩上一打檢測咒語的習慣並沒有讓他得逞過。詹姆斯對此總是氣得像只蜜蜂，但也無可奈何。畢竟麥格教授已經找他並對於他的學業成績評估做出了一次談話，他只能收斂一點——最起碼在O.W.L.s結束之前。 斯內普好像注意到了我的目光，他終於肯把他的臉從他的頭髮裏抬起來，在看到是我之後狠狠地剜了我一眼。 我可沒怎麼他，至少現在，在餐桌上，我沒有。我充滿惡意的沖他笑了一下，抬起手來對他做了一個下流手勢。就算只憑他骯髒的外表，我從來對他沒什麼零分線以上的好感，何况他是那麼令人噁心。只要過了今天，準確來說是下午，我們有一個巨大的驚喜等著他呢，噢，髒髒的小甜心，西弗勒斯·斯內普。我已經能想像到詹姆斯聽見這個稱謂以後的模樣了。我稍稍把身體往詹姆那邊側了一下，捅了他一肘子。 他在和萊姆斯手舞足蹈地說著些什麼，還往嘴裡塞著麵包，真讓人替他擔心他會不會把自己嗆死。我靠近他耳朵，在他疑惑的目光裏用一種能令人胃部抽搐的甜膩語氣說：“看那，看那邊，親愛的尖頭叉子，咱們髒髒的甜心多可憐，他甚至還不知道會發生什麼呢！”我指向斯內普。 結果他一下子打翻了面前的南瓜汁，趴在桌子上笑得渾身抽搐，也不管弄翻的飲料會使他的衣服變髒，笑聲大得幾乎能把禮堂的穹頂掀翻。 今天的穹頂是晴天。 萊姆斯用目光詢問我發生了什麼，我於是重複了一遍剛才的話，並且故意說得很大聲，只是截掉了後面的��小部分，好讓整個大禮堂都能聽見那個稱呼。 斯內普的反應比我預想得大，他大概知道這個噁心的稱謂是用來稱呼他的，他猛地把頭抬起來，眼睛裏流露出一種鄙夷和憎恨。 其實還是鼻涕精這個稱謂更適合他。我想。他恨我恨得要命，好極了，我也恨他，他身上的那種傲慢會讓我想起很多——很多。他最後吃完手裡的食物，從他的位子上站起來，拿起他的書走到禮堂大門外。我估計他是要等伊萬斯，有一些人——都是我們長桌上的——哄笑著看著他走出去。那麼多人看著他，他能感覺到。他把他原本勾著的背挺起來，大步地走，好像那樣能使他看起來更有尊嚴一點。 我還在奇怪今天伊萬斯為什麼沒有出來指責我們“開如此過分的玩笑”“侮辱他人”之類的話，我其實不大受得了她，可誰讓她是我哥們兒喜歡的女孩呢。結果我反應過來，原來她在斯內普出去後也跟著出去了，她走得很快，只剩下了詹姆死瞪著禮堂大門，好像他能把那盯出個洞來似的。他坐不住了，咒駡一聲也跑了出去。 我站起來，彼得在桌子的另一邊往自己的包裏死命塞著麵包和水果。我真不懂他為什麼幹得這麼偷偷摸摸的，况且他把麵包放在水果下麵，他就不知道那樣會把它們壓扁嗎？“嘿，蟲尾巴，”我說，“你應該把麵包放在上面。如果你不願意看見你的變形課工作上都是麵包屑。”他答應了一句什麼，聽起來有點慌亂，而且模糊，他總是這樣。所以我沒聽清也懶得問。萊姆斯也站了起來，我提起包帶子，搖搖晃晃地往門外走，我悠閒得很，因為我沒什麼興趣知道詹姆斯會怎樣跑到斯內普面前去幹出些我們經常幹——或說的什麼。反正到最後一定也是以他被伊萬教訓一通作為結尾。 總歸——今天下午——我想詹姆斯能報他的仇了。不管他再怎麼在自己喜歡的靚女面前像個小丑一樣——我很不想這麼說，但誰讓這是事實呢——有斯內普在的時候，他肯定會感到丟臉，不論他行為多麼幼稚。 早上第一節課就是變形課，也不知道詹姆斯都幹了些什麼，總之他在快上課的時候踩著點跑進來，我們在位子上等了他很久。伊萬斯和斯內普從他後面並肩走進教室，一邊走伊萬斯還對著斯內普說著什麼，我聽不見。麥格教授給了詹姆斯一個嚴厲而不滿的眼神，才見他臉上的憤懣和不爽逐漸消去那麼一點兒。詹姆斯走到我們常坐的桌子這靠近我坐下，我往萊姆斯那邊挪了挪，給他騰出點兒位子。這張桌子旁邊還有別的同學，這樣一挪，想必彼得就不好受了。我往那邊瞥了一眼，看見他的確是蠻擠地嵌在兩個人之間。詹姆斯在位子上頗不舒服地動了兩下，然後趁麥格教授不注意，把聲音壓低了跟我抱怨。 “莉莉還是那麼護著那個鼻涕精，”他說，“真不知道怎麼搞的。” “今天下午就能幹那件咱們策劃了好久的事情，不是麼？”我朝斯內普坐的那個方向看了一眼，他就像早上一樣孤零零地坐在一處，旁邊有一個與他隔了很遠的位置坐在同一張桌子上的斯萊特林，看起來他很不情願與斯內普坐在一起。我哼笑一聲，“莉莉的確老護著他，尖頭叉子，看在梅林的份上，我耳朵快被你這句話磨出繭了。這麼久你每次吃敗仗都這麼講。” “不然呢？我說什麼？難道我要說‘啊，太好了，莉莉總是那麼友善，瞧她，願意幫助一隻鼻涕精！’，老天，你噁心死我了，大腳板。” 我往他肩膀上錘了一拳，他怪叫一聲，正打算撲過來抓我頭髮（我之前總抱怨自己頭髮打結，詹姆斯就揪著這點，老是打算幫我“處理處理”。“嘿，你不能！”我這麼說。），就聽見了麥格教授的聲音。 “波特先生，布萊克先生，現在是上課，請你們不要打鬧。以及，聽我講課！” 她的聲音聽起來充滿警告的意味，這說明我們要是敢繼續在課堂上搞小動作，我們的學院的沙漏就會失去一些寶石。我和詹姆斯咧咧嘴，把脖子縮到肩膀裏去。好多人都朝我們的桌子行注目禮，但這兒可沒人會覺得臉上發燒。我嬉笑著把書往後翻了一頁，抬起頭的時候我看到斯內普正坐著，埋頭做筆記，更沒有轉頭看一眼這邊的動靜。 變形課上完以後，考場及名單貼了出來，就在靠近魁地奇球場的長廊那個佈告欄裏。我跟著擠進滿紮紮的人頭裏，倒不是說我對自己的考試有多大興趣，拜託，那是伊萬斯幹的事情。我努力把腦袋探到前面去，結果還沒等我看清佈告欄上的內容，詹姆斯一聲歡呼揮起的手臂從我下巴上打上來，我吃痛地埋怨了一句。“你搞什麼，詹姆斯？”我咬到舌頭了。 他看起來跟一口氣喝了十瓶歡欣���外加一袋子興奮跳跳糖似的，見我就跟見了親人一樣。他一把勒住我脖子，把我拖到佈告欄跟前，手指驕傲地指著他自己的名字，又指伊萬斯的名字：“我和莉莉在同一個考場！大腳板！你看這個！” “哇哦，那可真是太棒了。”萊姆斯笑著把我從詹姆斯手臂底下拯救出來。我從未有一刻如此感激他。“的確很棒！”我說，我還是很替他高興，“看你的咯，尖頭叉子！”我朝他挑了挑眉毛，咧著嘴拍了拍他的肩膀，又朝伊萬斯那邊努了努嘴。她看起來很不開心，兩隻眉毛擰在一起，特別是當她聽見詹姆斯那麼大聲的喊出來之後，她的眉毛擰得更緊了，還低聲說了句什麼。斯內普站在離她不遠處，因為與她並肩同站的是瑪麗·麥克唐納。 切，跟屁蟲。 “你不看看你和誰同一個考場麼？”詹姆斯問我，我才後知後覺想起有這麼一回事。人群走了些，使得我有更多的空間——我總覺得被別人擠肉餅怪難過的。我順著姓氏首字母往下找，很快就看見了我的名字。我在主塔樓二樓的一間平時閒置的空教室裏考。沒什麼熟人一起，儘管我能且擅長很快和斯萊特林以外的人混熟。我再往下找，直到L開頭，我看見了萊姆斯的名字。 “我和你一個考場誒，月亮臉。”我拿手肘捅捅他，悄悄把手臂哥倆好地搭上他脖子，“真棒！我不會的題目可以……”“不行。”他十分淡定地抖掉我的手，“我不幹，你自己做，我們的座位號隔了將近三個組別，而且我記得很清楚我有按著你們複習的。” “噢！不！”我假裝受了很大的傷害，用手指去擦眼角旁邊不存在的眼淚。 “你等等，小天狼星，看這邊，”他突然說，“這裡。你還和斯內普一個考場。”他手指點著那個討厭的名字，我多少感到不可思議，實質上，我感覺我的下巴要掉下來了。“媽的！”我說。我使勁揉眼睛，結果根本不能够消除那個名字後邊掛著與我相同的字母符號——老天，他甚至就坐我旁邊！旁邊！ 這還不是最恐怖的，很顯然我那句髒話罵的有點大聲，詹姆斯凑過來瞥了一眼，問萊姆斯是怎麼回事（“他的臉色比吃到了巨怪鼻屎味的比比多味豆臉色還差！”他這麼評估）。當他得知之後，立時用一種充滿憐憫和唏噓的口氣對我說：“可憐的大腳板！他要和黏糊糊的鼻涕精挨得那麼近！” 我怒吼著揪住自己的頭髮：“真噁心！你不要逼我想到那種畫面！梅林！” 很顯然斯內普還並不知道這件事情，他用一種看格林迪洛和食屍鬼跳草裙舞的眼神看了我一眼，僅僅一眼，但是他所表現出來的輕蔑足以讓我想要沖上去揍爛他的鼻子，事實上我也這麼做了，只是可惜沒有實施後面那一步。 “布萊克！你發什麼瘋！”他往後面退了幾步，用一種充滿厭惡與懷疑語氣說。而我覺得這種口吻更令我惱火。 反正伊萬斯不在，她與她的女伴只是找人詢問了一下她們的考場就挽著手臂先行離開了，倒是他，斯內普，這個噁心的混蛋是被丟下來的那一個。哈！丟下來！被拋弃！他不跟上她們的原因好猜得不得了，麥克唐納會對伊萬斯說，我不喜歡看他跟著我們，然後伊萬斯比較委婉——也許根本不委婉地告訴他，她要和麥克唐納先走一步，叫他不要跟著過來！多可憐！他有什麼資格那樣對我說話？ 我靠近他，靠得很近。近到他的大鼻子幾乎都能戳到我臉上。我盯著他的眼睛，他的眼睛，他的眼睛很黑，純粹的，沒有別的顏色，就是黑。黑得反胃，黑的驚心，黑到讓布���克家的黑色都要顯得棕上幾分。我討厭這種黑色，不僅僅只是它會讓我聯想到的事物，更多是因為他本人——這種黑色多麼叫人厭惡，漆黑得像深淵，漆黑得像最惡毒的沼澤，不論往哪裡探究都不會開出一朵花來，都不會有生命的存在。仇恨——它充滿仇恨，充滿仇恨之外的憤懣，不甘，陰沉；堅韌到令人作嘔的長乏，無聲無息。 “你聽著，鼻涕精。”我幾乎是咬著牙把這幾個字從牙縫裏擠出來，“不許、再用、那種眼神看我。你這只噁心的、骯髒的雜種！” 他的眉頭皺起來，我看得很清楚，在他的眼睛裏多冒出來了另外的東西，就從很深的地方滋長。 “你有什麼資格這麼給我下命令，布萊克？”他的嘴唇蠕動著，臉上深深的不屑使我一瞬間我看明白了那樣東西——是鄙夷，濃重而深厚的鄙夷。“你憑什麼？憑你是布萊克家的大少爺？得了吧，你就是條瘋狗，你甚至讓你的弟弟對你提及便感到哀傷！” “你怎麼敢！”我終於忍不住，粗暴地揪起他的領子，他衣服的布料比我想像的脆弱很多，我聽見了衣料哀嚎斷裂的聲音，但我幹什麼要去管他該死的衣服，他居然敢在我面前提起雷古勒斯？誰借他的���子！ 我不知道為什麼光是和他一個考場就能讓我發這麼大的火，但我想那可能是因為他就是這麼一個見鬼的，令人噁心的雜種。 “小天狼星！”萊姆斯喊了我的名字，但他沒有說別的。我知道他在提醒我。 斯內普挑起一邊眉毛看著我，他的笑給我一種胃部抽搐的感覺。他從我身旁走過去，挺起背來，似乎想著看起來能比我高一些。他的笑裡飽含一種譏諷，尖銳而刺痛，就好像在提醒我我是一個大家族的敗類，是垃圾產物，他媽的，他懂個屁，他這種不知道從哪裡爬出來的蛇永遠不會明白我的感受，讓他背著他該死的惡毒下地獄去吧！他的眼睛裏各種東西混雜在一起，錯雜交輝，凝結出一種扭曲之物，落在他黑洞洞的眼球裏簡直刺眼。他嘴角拉上去的那個弧度過分地展露了他傲慢的本性，是誰告訴他可以胡亂打聽揣測別人的私事的？粗魯又邪惡的東西！ 我喘著粗氣，只覺得胸口有一團氣在竄來竄去，詹姆斯跳過來說我剛才如何酷，能讓那個鼻涕精露出那樣的神色。 見鬼，哪樣的神色？我從他臉上看見過的永遠是那麼幾種！再無其它！ 但等到我冷靜下來的時候，我在想，斯內普是怎麼做到只把一邊眉毛挑起來的。 ——tbc 作者是中國人啊！！翻譯好難 繁體比較得我心意（落淚）

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「Sirius Black x Severus Snape」Mad dog

“because I can never go out of the hole and see the stars. “

One.

I saw him.

He sat at the end of Slytherin’s long table, hunched over as usual, not speaking or standing, eating only the food at hand. Never mind that his dirty, greasy hair hung down to the sides of his face, and he wouldn’t pull it back behind his ears, looking Sullen and repulsive.

We and James have been picking on him a lot less recently – this year, actually – With O. W. L. s.With the arrival of S, we were finally less keen to pick a fight with the big nosed Slytherin, but James continued to resent him for spending so much time with Evans And a “lovely after-dinner snack” for him, but his years of developing the habit of tossing a dozen detection spells at a drink didn’t work. James was always as mad as a bee, but there was nothing he could do about it. After all, professor mcgonagall had spoken to him about his assessment of academic achievement, and he could do little better – At least at O. W. L .S. before it’s over. Snape seemed to notice my glance. He finally lifted his face out of his hair and gouged me out after he saw it was me.

I didn’t do anything to him, at least not right now, not at the dinner table. I smiled at him maliciously, raised my hand and made a lewd gesture. I never liked him above the zero line, even on the basis of his dirty looks, and he was so disgusting. Just after today, afternoon to be exact, we have a big surprise for him, oh, dirty little sweetheart, Severus Snape. I can already imagine James hearing it. I leaned a little to Jaime’s side and nudged him.

He was dancing and talking to Remus, and stuffing bread into his mouth, and it made him wonder if he was going to choke himself to death. I leaned close to his ear, “Look there, look there, dear prong fork, ” he said, in a sickly, sickly voice that made his stomach twitch. “How poor our dirty sweetheart is, he doesn’t even know what’s going to happen! ” I pointed to Snape.

He spilled pumpkin juice in front of him and laughed convulsively at the table, even though the spilled drink would make his clothes dirty and the laughter would nearly tear the ceiling off the auditorium.

The Dome is clear today.

Remus asked me what was happening with his eyes, and I repeated what I had just said, deliberately speaking loudly, only cutting off a small portion of the back so that the entire auditorium could hear it.

Snape reacted more than I had expected, presumably knowing that the disgusting term was used to describe him, and he lifted his head with a mixture of disdain and hatred in his eyes.

Actually, the name Snivellus him better. I think. He hates me to death, great, and I hate him, too, and his arrogance reminds me a lot – a lot. He finally finished his food, got up from his seat, picked up his book and walked out the door of the auditorium. I figured he was waiting for Ivans, and some people – all of us at the long table – laughed and watched him walk out. So many people looking at him, he could feel it. He straightened up his crooked back and strode, as if that would make him look more dignified.

I was wondering why Evans didn’t come out today and accuse us of “making such outrageous jokes” and “insulting people” and stuff like that. I couldn’t stand her, but she was my buddy’s girl. As it turned out, she had followed Snape out. She walked so fast that he was left staring at the door of the auditorium as if he could make a hole in it. He could not sit still any longer, and ran out with a curse.

I stood up, and Peter was on the other side of the table, stuffing his bag with bread and fruit. I don’t know why he does it so furtively. Besides, he puts the bread under the fruit. Doesn’t he know that it will squash them? “Hey, wormtail, ” I said, “you should put the bread on it. If you don’t want to see crumbs all over your metamorphosis homework. ” He said yes, sounding a little flustered and indecisive, as he always does. So I didn’t hear you, and I didn’t ask. Remus got up, too, and I picked up the bag strap and waddled out the door. I was at ease because I had no interest in knowing how James would get up in front of Severus Snape and do what we always do – or say. It’s GonNa end with him getting his ass kicked by Evans.

ANYWAY-THIS AFTERNOON-Ithink James’s gonna get his revenge. No matter how much he like a clown in front of the girl he liked – I hate to say it, but it’s true – he was bound to feel humiliated when Snape was around, no matter how juvenile he was.

I don’t know what James did, but he stepped in just before class, and we waited in our seats for a long time. Evans and Snape walked into the classroom side by side behind him. As they walked, Ivans said something to Snape that I couldn’t hear. Professor mcgonagall gave James a Stern, discontented look, and saw the anger and displeasure draining from his face. James walked over to our regular table and sat down next to me. I moved over to make room for Remus. There were other students at the table, and it must have been difficult for Peter to move. I glanced over and saw that he was indeed wedged between the two men. James shifted uncomfortably in his seat and then, when professor mcgonagall was not looking, lowered his voice to complain.

“Lily’s still so protective of the SNIVELLUS, “ he said. “I don’t know why. ”

“We can do that thing we’ve been planning for a long time this afternoon, can’t we? “ I glanced in the direction snape was sitting, alone as he had been this morning Beside him sat a distant Slytherin at the same table, and he seemed very reluctant to sit with Severus Snape. I grunted. "Lily does protect him, prong fork, and for Merring’s sake, I’m getting tired of hearing you say that every time you lose a battle. ”

“Or what? What am I gonNA say? Am I gonNa say, ‘Oh, great, Lily’s always so nice, look at her, willing to help a snot! ’ God, you disgust me, padfoot. “

I punched him in the shoulder, and he growled and tried to grab my hair. (I’d been complaining about my hair getting knotted, and James was always trying to “fix” me. “Hey, you can’t! “ I said.) I heard professor McGonagall’s voice.

“Mr. Pooter, Mr. Black, this is a class. Please don’t fight. And listen to me! ”

Her voice sounded like a warning, which meant that if we continued to play tricks in the classroom, our institute’s hourglass would lose some gems. James and I grinned, our necks tucked into our shoulders. A lot of people are staring at our table, but nobody here has a fever in their face. I playfully turned the page, and when I looked up I saw Snape sitting, taking notes, and not looking back to see what was happening.

After the transformation class, the exam room and the list were posted on the bulletin board in the corridor near the quidditch field. Not that I was particularly interested in my own exams, but that was Ivans’s job, for God’s sake. I tried to put my head in front of me, but before I could read the notice board, James lifted his arms out of my chin, and I complained bitterly. “What the Hell, James? “ I bit my tongue.

He looked as if he’d met my family as if he’d drunk ten bottles of ecstasy and a bag of pop rocks in one sitting. He grabbed me by the neck and dragged me to the bulletin board, pointing proudly to his own name and to Ivans’s: "I’m in the same classroom as Lily! PADFOOT! Look at this! ”

“Wow, that’s really great, “ remus laughed as he pulled me out from under James’s arm. I’ve never been more grateful to him. "It’s great! ” I said, still happy for him. “Watch it, PRONG FORK! ” I raised an eyebrow, grinned, tapped him on the shoulder, and made an effort toward Evans. She looked unhappy, her eyebrows furrowed, especially when she heard James Shout so loudly that they tightened and whispered something. Snape was not far from her, for she was standing with Mary McDonnell.

Pfft. Heel.

“Don’t you want to see who you’re in the same classroom with? “ James asked, and I realized later that there was. The crowd moved a little, giving me more room – I always felt sad to be squeezed. I followed the initials and soon saw my name. I sat in a spare classroom on the second floor of the main tower. I didn’t have a lot of acquaintances, although I could and did quickly get to know someone other than Slytherin. I kept looking until I saw the "L” and I saw remus’s name.

“I’m in the same classroom as you, moony. “ I nudged him with my elbow and slipped my arm up close to his neck. "Great! I don’t know any questions that can… ” “No. “ He shook off my hand with great equanimity "I won’t do it. You do it yourself. Our seat numbers are separated by nearly three groups, and I remember very clearly that I caught you studying. ”

“Oh! No! “ I pretended to be hurt a lot, with his finger to wipe the corner of the eye does not exist tears.

"wait a minute, Sirius, look this way, ” he said suddenly. “here. You’re still in the same classroom as Snape. ” He pointed at the abominable name, which struck me as a bit weird, and in fact, I felt my jaw drop. “Shit! ” I said. I rubbed my eyes so hard that I couldn’t get rid of the monogram hanging behind the name – he was even sitting next to me, for God’s sake! Side!

That wasn’t the worst of it. Apparently I was a little loud in my swearing. James Glanced over Ask remus what’s going on (“He looks worse than he did when he ate the troll Snot！” He says) . When he found out, he immediately said to me in a tone full of pity and pity: “Poor padfoot! He had to get so close to the Snivellus snot! ”

I snarled and pulled my hair back. `THAT'SsDISGUSTINGg!Don’t make me think of that!Merlin！ “

Apparently Snape didn’t know it yet, but he gave me the same look he gave Grindylow . Just one look, but the contempt he displayed was enough to make me want to rush in and break his nose I actually did that, too, but I didn’t do the next part.

“Black！What the Hell is wrong with you? ” He said, stepping back in a tone of disgust and incredulity. And I find that tone even more irritating.

Evans wasn’t there anyway, and she and her female companion arm in arm after asking a few questions about their classroom. It was he, Snape, the disgusting bastard, who had been left behind. Ha! Jettisoned! Abandoned! I don’t like to see him following us, McDonnell would tell Evans, and Evans would be more subtle – perhaps not subtle at all – in telling him that she and MC Donald were going to leave first Tell him not to follow us! What a poor! Who is he to talk to me like that?

I got close to him. I got real close. So close, he could practically poke his nose in my face. I looked into his eyes, and they were black, pure, no other color, just black. It was so dark it made the Blake family look almost brown. I hate his black, not only because of what it reminds me of, but more because of him – how loathsome it is, black as the abyss, black as the blackest swamp No matter where you look, you won’t find a flower, you won’t find life. Hatred-it is full of hatred, full of resentment beyond hatred, unwilling, Sullen; long and noiseless, with a sickening tenacity.

“listen, snivellus. “ I almost gritted my teeth to squeeze the words out. “Don’t ever, ever, look at me like that again. You sick, dirty bastard! ”

His brow furrowed, and I could see clearly that something else was coming out of his eyes, growing from a deep place.

“Who are you to give me orders like that, Black? “ His lips moved, and a deep contempt in his face made me see for a moment that it was contempt, a deep, deep contempt. “Why should you? Because you are the eldest son of the Black family? Come on, you are a mad dog, and you even make your brother feel sorry for you by mentioning it! ”

“How dare you! “ I finally couldn’t resist, and rudely grabbed him by the collar. The fabric of his clothes was much more fragile than I had expected. I heard the screams and cracks, but why should I care about his damn clothes How dare he mention Regulus in front of me? How dare he!

I don’t know why just being in the same classroom with him makes me so angry, but I think it’s probably because he’s such a fucking disgusting bastard.

“Sirius! ” Remus called my name, but he said nothing else. I knew he was reminding me.

Snape raised an eyebrow and looked at me, his smile giving me a twinge in my stomach. He walked past me, back out, as if hoping to look taller than me. There was a sneer in his laugh, a sharp sting, as if to remind me that I was the black sheep of a great family, the scum of the world, what the hell does he know, a snake that crawled out of nowhere and never understood how I felt Let him go to hell with his damned venom on his back! His eyes were a jumble of things, intermingled with each other, and congealed into something so twisted that it hurt his eyes in the dark. The curve in the corner of his mouth was too proud of his nature. Who told him that he could pry into other people’s private affairs? Rude, evil thing!

I gasped and felt a rush of air in my chest, and James jumped in and said how cool I was to make that snotlout look like that.

Damn, what look? What I’ve seen on his face is always the same! Nothing more!

But as I calmed down, I wondered how Severus Snape managed to raise only one eyebrow.

——To be continued