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The people on your dashboard and follower list-- people, people who can cry and think and drink to excess and lose something-- are afraid right now. I'm not saying that's the end-all be-all. I'm just saying that's the reality of this moment, in the wee hours of the morning, waiting for the inevitable to be called.

Sorry if it's oversensitive to say, but: I don't know what audience you think your posts are reaching. It's very, very unlikely to be someone who wanted this. It's very, very unlikely to be someone who is significantly less afraid than you are.

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Hitachi DA-P100. Illustration by Akira Terasawa.

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there is a really stupid and embarrassing darkness inside of me

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Does anyone know what to do

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oh I see. it was the crime of wanting. that's why I deserve it.

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me, learning things about myself: oh this is bad

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Effeminate dentist: You need to brush more on your gums-- hold on why am I "effeminate?" What? I'm literally just a normal dentist. A masculine one, even.

Me: (struggling to speak through the dentist's fingers) youw weren't shupposhed to shee that

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bro how could you say that to me when we're literally two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year

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negative space

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tori amos + autumn vibes . 1992-1994

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This week it is Florida, but the same applies.

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jigsaw couldn’t run total drama for shit but if Chris McLean got a hold of the saw traps I don’t think anyone would be alive in the franchise

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Feels good to be the guy with the cool groceries at the grocery store. Sardines and couscous and stuff like that

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everyone keeps talking about old man yaoi. who is he

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tragedy enjoyers when even good intentions lead to ruin